So this is a true story, but I have sort of glossed over a few details here and there, just to make it flow a bit better and of course to get to the good bits a bit a quicker.
Anyway a little bit about me. Mihral is not really my name it's an old joke that I thought I would use to keep myself anonymous. I'm married to Ben, well that is the name I'm using, and we are happy together. I'm past 40 now but I don't look it and sexually I am entering my prime. I have a good slim figure but curves in all the right places, I like to think I look good and I am pretty sure a lot of guys agree.
Now when I met Ben I was no shy innocent virgin, and nor was he. I'd had a few lovers, perhaps more than my fair share, and I know the same was true of Ben. However I've been faithful to him since we have been together and I know he has been faithful me.
Still that isn't to say I've gone blind. I have fantasised about other men, although normally ones who were unobtainable, movie stars, singers, underwear models. Although there was time I developed a thing for one of the trainers at the gym, and I would have been unfaithful with him in a heartbeat. However he was also unobtainable, at least to me, he was gay and the only way I'd have got him to bed is if I'd managed to morph into something from a Tom of Finland comic.
Also our sex life isn't boring. We have tried most things and found a lot that we both enjoy. Even the things that we only did the once were mostly fun if ultimately unsatisfying. I also know that like me Ben hasn't gone blind either and that he enjoys porn. I'm happy for him to enjoy it alone but watching porn together can be a good way to start some experimentation in bed.
Or indeed out of bed. Which after a bit of rambling gets me to the point of all this. One evening Ben and I decided on an early night and watched a video in bed. We have the TV set up so it can show stuff from websites after selecting it on the ipad. Pretty new technology for me, but probably old news to many readers, and who knows how far in the future you are reading this?
So anyway I picked a video to watch by random. I went to a website and literally clicked on one of the featured video thumbnails I thought looked good.
The video was a cuckolding scene. Pretty normal sort of thing couple chat about why they are doing the video then the guy watches his wife fuck another man. This one was perhaps a bit more interesting. For a start the wife stripped for the second guy and there seemed to be some real tension right up to the point that she was penetrated for the first time.
Now I know they are all actors, and I'm pretty sure I've seen the 'wife' in other videos. Plus after the build up to penetration it was just a normal porn star sex scene. Actually it was a quite disappointing porn star sex scene. The first part had been more than enough to get me pretty hot and moist, and Ben for his part was anything but disappointing.
Over the next week or so I did find myself thinking about that video. Putting myself in that position. I didn't actually think that it would be something Ben would be into. He had been okay with me being a little flirty while dancing with someone else, and deeply kissing a very young work colleague under the mistletoe once, but that would probably be his limit.
The stripping was something that interested me. Now in the past I did do a seductive strip for an ex boyfriend. Or at least I had tried too; he shot his load before I even got my skirt off. There is a reason he became an ex pretty soon after. I'd never really stripped for Ben, I'd undressed but that is different. Just not something we'd done.
Now it was stripping, for Ben, that was on my mind when I bought up the topic of that video one evening. There was no misunderstanding about that or anything like that. It's just that it seems he had thought about that video as well. His suggestion was that he would like to watch me strip for someone else, but just strip, nothing more.
I can't say I was keen, for a start I wasn't all that sure that I would be able to put on a show. Plus getting some guy over to watch me strip then asking him to leave. It didn't sound like it would be a good idea. Still we talked it through and reached a compromise. I would strip for a guy over video chat and Ben would watch the feed in another room.
This is where I gloss over a few details. Getting to the point that Ben and I agreed on what we would do with this wasn't simple. It wasn't an argument and neither of us, especially me, felt like the other was pressuring them into something, it just wasn't a quick discussion. However I don't think that many people would be interested in a blow-by-blow description of it, just take my word for it, it was a process.
My main concern was that I wanted to feel somewhat in control. Using the internet as a buffer gave me that. If I wasn't happy I could switch off. The other area I insisted on controlling was the guy. My argument was if I'm going to flirt with and strip for someone then it has to be someone I find attractive. However we both agreed that it would be a stranger, rather than someone we actually knew. In fact I decided that I would pick someone so far away that the likelihood of us ever meeting was remote.
Ben's main concern was the flirting. I think he thought it would just be a striptease. I wouldn't say anything and wouldn't interact with the viewer. I said that just wouldn't be any different than him videoing me to show someone else. No I had to flirt and interact and if it went that way I would talk dirty. We were both slightly uneasy about the whole thing, but it was good sort of uneasy. The sort of uneasiness before doing something exciting and the not knowing if it would be good or bad.