In early 1968, Vietnam was raging and here I was in Germany. I was safe, lived in a nice barracks that was warm in the winter and cool in the summer, eating good food, and fucking my brains out with five different, sexy, beautiful, cock hungry women. I'm not sure what came over me, but for some reason, I decided I wanted to go to Vietnam. My First Sergeant said I could submit a Request for Transfer, but there was no guarantee it would be approved. Several months went by before the First Sergeant called me in and said, "Well, you got your wish. You're going to Vietnam."
My transfer date wasn't for another month, so I managed to pack all my belongings and ship them home to Arizona. I waited two weeks before telling "my girls" that I was being sent to Vietnam. For some reason I decided not to tell anyone I had volunteered. I was having an affair with five women who were all older than me and married, but when I told each of them, they had the same reaction. First, they were shocked, second, they started crying, and third, they ensured me they were going to give me the best sex I had ever had before I left. And they did.
Beth was married to a Lieutenant Colonel and was the oldest of the women I was seeing. For some reason, she took it the hardest. When I told her, she started crying and led me over to the sofa. We held each other for a long time while she continued to cry.
Finally, she looked at me with red, swollen eyes, and said, "John, you must think I'm a silly old woman for acting this way. I'm old enough to be your mother but you have always treated me like I was the only woman you cared about. You made me feel special and I love you for that. When you came into my life, I was a sexually frustrated woman. You took care of that, in spades! I love the way you made love to me, but it's not just the sex. I love you for who you are. You are the sweetest, kindest, most caring person I have ever met. I don't want you to leave me."
Then she started crying again. I pulled her to me so she could cry on my shoulder as I softly kissed her forehead, cheek, chin, and then her trembling lips. She opened her mouth and gave me a deep, passionate kiss. When she broke the kiss, she looked at me and said, "I love you, John. I really do."
I told her, "I love you too, Beth." We held each other for a while, and she started crying again.
She said, "I don't want to lose you."
"You're not going to lose me, Beth. You know the Army. When they tell you to go somewhere, you have to go."
After a while of quiet sobbing, she looked at me and said, "Why don't you marry Katie? Then I know we could always be close to each other. I know she would let me share."
Katie was her 19 year-old daughter who I had met and fucked several times a few months ago. I said, "Beth, think about what you are saying. You know that wouldn't be possible."
"Why not? I know if you asked her, she would say yes. She talks about you all the time."
I explained to her, "First, Katie is in college. Eventually, she will get a degree and start a career. She is a beautiful, sexy woman, so I know she will find someone she loves and eventually get married. Second, her father is a Lieutenant Colonel. There's no way he's going to let her marry an enlisted man. Third, how would you explain to him how I met Katie? It just would not work."
She was silent for a while before she looked at me and asked, "Would you make love to me?"
I answered, "You know I will. I can't resist you."
We got up and walked back to the bedroom. When we had shed our clothes, she laid on the bed and said, "Come here."
I laid down next to her and held her for a few minutes before reaching down to rub her pussy. I rubbed the lips a few times and then slid a finger inside. She was already wet. I got on top and rubbed my dick across the lips several times before putting the tip in and teasing her with short in and out motions.
She hissed, "Put it in me damn it. I need your cock now!" I slid all the way in and pulled almost all the way out. When I slid all the way in again, she had her first of several orgasms.
When I left her that afternoon, she started crying again. She told me to write to her and let her know I was O.K. I told her I would love to stay in touch with her, but I was afraid her husband would find the letters.
She said, "You let me worry about that."
I assured her I would write to her and I reluctantly left. I was hoping she would pull herself together before her husband came home and found her crying.