After our last love making session in the tub, we had taken a quick shower before I announced that I need to eat. Jake had laughed and told me he was hungry too. Dinner was nothing complicated; heated up Stouffer's meals, but it didn't matter, I wasn't there for the food. We laughed, we talked, we kissed, we touched, and eventually, we turned to more serious matters.
Jake told me that he and Mrs. Miller were taking a break, which had been initiated by her. I'd thought it was weird that she had taken Madison to New York, without Jake, and told me it would be for an entire month, but as their babysitter it wasn't like I could ask questions. As Jake's lover, I was provided details I wouldn't otherwise have had.
He explained to me that Leila had been his older brothers fiancee. Jake's older brother was killed in a skiing accident when Jake was twenty-five. After the funeral, Jake and Leila had gotten closer. He felt it was his responsibility to make sure she was ok, and he thought she felt the same about him. As I mentioned before, Leila is seven years older than Jake. Apparently, her biological clock had really started ticking around the time she turned thirty-two. She'd told Jake she wanted a baby, and he asked her to marry him.
He said having Madison was the best thing that ever happened to him, and that he genuinely loved Leila, but that after Madison things had changed, for Leila. She had told him that something was missing, but they hadn't been able to figure out what it was. He told me that if Leila wanted to stay married, he intended to stay with her. All he knew right now was what she told him when she left; she loved him, but needed something more and she wanted the month to consider her options.
During dinner Jake also revealed to me that he'd been jerking off while thinking about me for well over a year. Turns out that while I'd been so worked up over him, he'd been wanting me too. It made me so hot, to think of him jerking off while imagining me! I leaned across the table and told him he could do whatever he wanted with me, whenever he wanted, because now the fantasy was reality.