* At the time of writing, I'm currently divorced for maybe 16 or 17 years. I can't quite remember. This is my attempt to string together some of my past experiences that rightly or wrongly have shaped who I am. I hope you enjoy reading this and please don't judge me. I'd love to receive comments from my readers too but please try to keep it nice... *
The Blowjob Chronicles Ch 03
I knew I liked sucking cock. As a virgin, sucking cock was a great way to keep the boys happy while protecting my pussy. Lots of girls I knew, who were also virgins, would only jerk off their boyfriends rather than suck them. Of course, there were some girls that wouldn't even jerk a cock - wanting to keep themselves completely pure.
After I lost my virginity, I still enjoyed sucking cock. I usually always sucked on a cock a little before being penetrated but there were also many times when I just wanted to suck a man off, to feel his cock pulse in my mouth, and swallow his cum - and I did!
I learned that most men liked blowjobs, although there were some that didn't. I also learnt that most men liked it when I wanted to suck them off and not always want them to fuck me - especially when I said something like "I just want to suck your cock now." That always seemed to bring more than just a smile to their face.
I also knew or rather thought I was pretty good at sucking cock, judging from the reactions I got from the men I sucked.
I always liked it when a guy was already hard when his pants came off and before I started sucking him. Not all men were though. Some were still a little floppy or maybe semi-erect. Still, there was something exciting about taking a semi-erect cock in my mouth and feeling it grow and get hard in my mouth.
Then there was the smell. As much as I was always worried about my own scent or how I thought I might smell, especially down there, I loved the scent of a 'dirty cock'. The smell of a cock, leaking precum was a huge turn on. It was musky, maybe a little salty like the smell of the sea, and a faint odour of bleach or chlorine. All smells that got my own juices flowing. Throw in the scent of a little pee or sweat and that seemed to make it even better.
Again, not all cocks smelt the same or leaked as much precum. The best to me, of course, was when I could smell a cock that had the scent of pure desire - from lots of precum that had leaked out and coated the tip, and maybe even left a wet spot on his undies.
I loved it when I caught that scent as it was proof to me that the man had been so turned on and showed how badly he wanted me - maybe how my panties and pussy would get wet when I was turned on a lot too.
The internet was a source of great knowledge for me as well and I used to spend hours reading about improving my blowjob skills. I had tried to deepthroat fairly early and while relatively successful at taking it deep, I hadn't managed to really take any cocks down my throat.
After my divorce, I would practice while brushing my teeth, pushing the toothbrush further and further back into my mouth and fighting my gag reflex.
I guess I was also fortunate that I was one of those women that didn't have an overreactive gag reflex, so it was fairly easy to get it under control with some training. A toothbrush was one thing though and a cock quite the other as I soon learnt.
If you've read my other stories, you would know that I slept with many different men after my divorce. I met them mainly through dating sites that, in reality, were actually hookup or sex sites. Many of those men were married as well and while I never cheated when I was in a relationship, it didn't really bother me that these men were married. After all, they were the ones cheating and not me.
I had a long filtering process before I even decided to meet someone in perosn, but once we had decided to meet, sex was pretty much on the table unless there was a serious lack of chemistry or either one of us inadvertently got turned off with the other. It did happen, I must admit, although not very often. The date to sex 'conversion rate' would probably be around 80 percent!
Alex was one of the men that I met early on when I first active on the dating/sex sites. He was an expat and married, as most of the men that I fucked usually were. We had been chatting online for a few weeks and had finally arranged to meet for dinner and drinks. He was a really nice guy and there was certainly sexual tension and chemistry between us. Again, something that was quite evident from our online chats and texting but just further reinforced and confirmed in person. He had booked a hotel room and there was hardly any waiting once we entered the room, our mouths meeting with deep passionate kisses.
We both knew what we were there for and I didn't hesitate for long before I pulled off my dress, tossing it on the chair, standing before him in my matching beige, lace bra and panties. "My god, you're beautiful." Alex said softly as he started to unbutton his shirt. I always loved it when a man called me beautiful, even if I may not always have believed it and thought they were just saying it as a way to fuck me. Whatever, it still sent a tremor shooting through my already lust filled cunt.
I moved forward, kissing him again and running my hands on his slightly hairy chest. I slowly lowered myself, giving his torso soft kisses until there I was again, in that all too familiar position of kneeling in front of a man and fumbling with his belt. I pulled down his pants, looking up at his face as I did so and smiling softly.
His hands slipped into my bra, playing with my tits, groping and squeezing them. I ran my fingertips along the outer parts of his legs, kissing along the ridge of his underwear, hearing him moan softly at my teasing. I could already smell his cock and that turned me on even more. I tugged at his underwear, pulling it down and freeing his cock before quickly licking the pre-cum that was already oozing out from the tip of his penis.
"Mmmppphhh" I moaned softly as I tasted him before finally wrapping my warm mouth around his cock head and slowing swirling my tongue around his hard cock, feeling it throb and pulse hotly.
"Oh fuckkkk." Alex groaned, his hands running through my hair as I slowly slurped on his cock. I bobbed back and forth on his cock slowly, liking how he didn't hold my head in place, or tie his hands in my hair and try to fuck my mouth. I tightened my lips as I moved my mouth back on forth on his cock, using my tongue to swirl against the underside of his glans.
I moved one hand to cup his balls and lightly caressed them as I sucked on his cock. I loved hearing his groans of pleasure and I took him deeper into my mouth till I felt his cock head nudging my throat. I relaxed my gullet as I had trained myself to do and then relaxing myself further with deep breaths through my nostrils I pushed forward.
I felt my gag reflex taking over but I fought it and felt his cock slide into my throat. "Mmmpphh" I moaned as I heard Alex gasp loudly. "Holy fuck! Oh God" He cried out. I held his cock in my throat, feeling it hot and hard and throbbing as I gently squeezed his balls. I almost forgot to breathe through my nose and quickly pulled off his cock, gasping for air. My mouth felt full with saliva and I quickly took his cock into my mouth again, slurping noisily on it. "Oh fuck, oh fuck" Alex groaned, his hips thrusting slightly into my mouth as I bobbed back on forth, a little faster.
The feeling of taking his cock down my throat had lit fires in my pussy and I loved how Alex reacted to his cock going down my throat. I paused my bobbing slightly, once again using my tongue to swirl around his glans before pushing my face forward and taking him down my throat again. It went in far easier this time, and I tried to control breathing through my nose even as I felt it slightly difficult to take in air. "Ooooahhhh" Alex cried out in pleasure as my hands now moved behind his ass to pull his groin harder into my face, feeling his cock stretch down my throat before quickly pulling back off and gasping for air once again.
Alex's cock was dripping with my saliva and I took a little break from sucking and now focused on licking his shaft all over, bathing his cock with my tongue. His cock throbbed hotly in response to my licking and Alex was making these little hissing noises.
I licked his cock head and then keeping my tongue stuck out, slowly fastened my mouth over his glans and then pushed forward. I bobbed back and forth really slowly, my tongue pressed against the underside of his cock head and shaft, taking him deeper and deeper each time till I felt his hot cock nudging my throat again.
I pushed forward, letting his cock slide down my throat, feeling my eyes watering slightly and my throat muscles almost grabbing at his cock. I heard Alex moan loudly as I kept his cock in my throat before pulling back a little and releasing his cock from my throat.
"Oh fuck...fuck... so good!" Alex moaned. I glanced up quickly at Alex who was biting his lip and had this look of passion in his eyes. "I need to fuck you." He said, almost in a hiss.
I slowly pulled my mouth off his cock, smiling up at him as I did so. He bent down to help raise me up, his hands reaching behind my back as he did so. I giggled softly and raised my arms, allowing him to unhook my bra and then peel it off me.
I pushed him back on the bed, half his body on the bed with his legs dangling off the side. I slid my panties off and then climbed on the bed next to him. He pulled me to him, kissing me deeply. I liked how he wanted to kiss me even after I had his cock in my mouth, not something a lot of men would do.
