Most stories have chapters. This isn't one of those stories. The tale between Loni and Jim can't be told through chapters. Whatever happened between them was more like telling the story of a battle. The perspective of the battle changes from soldier to solder, where they were positioned and which side they were on. Loni and Jim are real people. All persons in these tales really exist, some events happened, some were integrated as shared fantasies. These tales are therapy for me, and I hope someday for Loni. I hope she will read them and understand what happened in my fucked-up head.
I compare the thing between Loni and Jim as a battle because everyone has lost and there is no clear victor. Currently there is an armistice between them. Jim stays in the valley and Loni stays in her costal community. Any crossing of the lines is an unspoken violation of that armistice. Depending on the reception I receive, I will write more tales about Loni.
This is the story of the Blue Kimono.
Jim had seen it hanging on Loni's wall long before they broke up. A royal blue satin kimono hung, draped on a hat rack behind the open door of Loni's bedroom. Jim had never paid much attention to the robe. Jim found robes in general bothersome. This one didn't appear warm and Jim always found them to be kind of a nuisance when using the bathroom. Without more than a passing thought, Jim discarded the robe as more of Loni's eclectic clutter. Loni wasn't the best house keeper. A worn favorite jacket might become a permanent fixture hung over the back of the single burgundy velvet chair in Loni's bedroom. The jacket may never see a closet hanger again.
Loni's bedroom was in fact quite small and cluttered. She like dark alternative fashion and her bulging wardrobe far exceeded the capacity of her costal cottage residence.
Both Loni and Jim were Gen X'ers. True kids of the 80's, now all grown up. Together they had been staring down the barrel of the dreaded age of 50 and now it was here. Loni was a "Rude Girl" in high school, album cover worthy in appearance, handsome, cute, well-proportioned and nearly perfect. Lani was the lead female in our group of high school misfits. Jim was more in to punk rock, rougher and liked to drink and fight. Both were upper middle class kids struggling through the perils of suburban life.
Now 30 years later, both Loni and Jim were damaged, after several bad marriages and raising kids. Somehow, they both ended up as professionals in society. Loni was a school teacher and Jim was an attorney. Jim ending up anywhere but in prison was a surprise to many who knew him as a youth.
Decades later Loni found Jim on the internet. Loni left her sadist husband and Jim left the evil woman he was married to for Loni. Jim and Loni had been on a roller coaster ever since.
At this point Jim and Loni had been on a hiatus. Jim had cut it off with Loni in favor of another woman. Loni still gorgeous, and with a passion for life, found herself a new man, easily. Sean. Loni liked bars and Sean was the Cretan who ran the karaoke machine at Loni's current bar, The Camelot. Jim always found karaoke Dj's to be annoying. He hated their efforts always trying to get people to sing and shoving microphones in to people's faces. Ironically, it figured to Jim that Loni would be fucking one of them.
Apparently, their relationship had grown serious, Sean had asked for Loni's hand. Loni panicked and called Jim. Jim has never been able to say no to Loni. Face to face, she controls him completely. They met for coffee for Loni to unburden herself. Jim was hooked. Again. Apparently, Loni needed a way out. Jim knew there was trouble brewing, he wanted to keep it platonic. Jim tried to keep the conversation light and supportive. Loni had other plans.
Loni knew Jim's triggers. Loni told Jim that despite his many flaws Sean was fun and always made her laugh. Jim always resented men that Loni found to be more fun than himself. Loni loved fun guys. Then Loni hit Jim hard. In addition to being a fun guy, Sean had a huge cock.
Jim's guts churned. His penis swelled and throbbed in his pants. The thought of Loni being pleasured by Sean's "Huge" cock made Jim's head spin. He was lost, his resolve crumbled. Loni further fed Jim's submissive desires of humiliation by texting a picture of Sean's cock to Jim. Jim eager and impetuous had to glance right when he received the image. He had to know, to see the cock that was enjoying being inside her. Jim saved the image to his phone. He immediately began planning a hundred masturbation sessions to the image of Sean's cock. In all truth, Jim wanted to immediately run in to the bathroom of the coffee house and stare at Sean's hard cock while pulling on his own.