Sunday found the two, walking side by side down a narrow country lane. It took an effort to try to avoid the puddles as they made their way to church. Sean at times even carried Moya across, their touches lingering, their eyes holding promises of what would come tonight.
Sitting through the homily dutifully, they tried to avoid the obvious sideways glances that young love thought was done so subtly. Their hands occasionally brushed, their knees pushed against each other. Neither one really heard much of the repetitious words.
As they turned to leave the church, Sean finally saw his brother. His red cheeks and glassy eyes told him he was still drunk from last night, or that he had already started this morning. Guilt struck him. The fact that he was before God at the time only made it worse.
"I need money." Ian said as they stood outside the church. His breath sliding across the breeze to land in Sean's nose.
Sean tried to avoid his brother's eyes and the foulness of his breath. He imagined that Ian would be able to tell what he and Moya had done. "I have no money. You took the last coins, months ago."
Ian glared at his brother. "What about the money you got for cutting the peat last fall? I know you kept some of it."
"It bought the seed I just planted. It took all of it. We have nothing left." Sean explained.
"What am I going to do for money? I have bills to pay." Ian began to fume. His fingertips pulling at the ragged cuff of his shirt. The tab at the pub had been stopped. Way too late in fact, it was almost larger than the worth of his land.
"What about your lovely keepsakes?" Ian turned to Moya as she stood watching the two. "What's left?"
"Nothing." Moya lied. She still had a tiny pendant from her mother. The last thing she had been given before she died. "You sold the last of them over a year ago." Her voice carried a little less hurt than normal from the offense. Ian had ripped most of her past away from her over the years. Now, the tiny items seemed unimportant.
Ian's eyes narrowed as he examined his wife for the hint of a lie. She had to be lying. Women always kept something. They always lied. After a long stare, he sighed and turned away, heading towards the village.
The walk home was quiet. Their touches didn't linger. Sean avoided looking at her. He carried her over the puddles, but his eyes avoided hers, his hands a bit rough.
"What's wrong?" Moya asked, her eyes trying to find his but failing.
Sean shrugged and shook his head. "Nothing."
"Is it Ian, or me?" She persisted.
"I don't want to talk about it." Came his brusque answer. His belly turned over from the guilt of what he had done.