She didn't intend to be jaded about high school, but Lauren was glad it was over. Not glad,
elated
. That last year she'd had tremendous trouble motivating herself to attend classes, and by the last week it was downright impossible. Lauren hit the snooze button on her alarm and burrowed further in her blankets, only to have her mother yank them down two seconds later.
"Up. Now."
Lauren groaned and covered her head with her pillow. "Its just graduation practice," she muttered, "I'm pretty sure I can walk in a straight line without personalized instruction."
"Don't you want to say good bye to everybody hon'?" her mom asked, struggling to find some means of inspiration for her indifferent daughter. "You're probably not going to see some of them for a long time."
Lauren sat up in bed and looked at her mother sardonically, bemused at her response. "You say that like it's a bad thing."
"Come on honey, Thompson wasn't that bad," she responded absently, attempting to discern between clean and dirty clothing in a pile on the floor. "You have so many friends."
Lauren rolled her eyes at her mother's turned back. "Yeah." She turned the covers aside and got out of bed, taking the collected items out of the hamper. "Clean," she said, then picked up the rest of the pile, "dirty."
"Thanks," her mom said, leaving the room, "now go to school."
"Fine." Lauren went into her bathroom and looked into the mirror. She shook her head at the reflection. "She has no idea."
Lauren may have retained all her elementary school friends throughout high school, but over the years they had lost their significance. Personalities changed and conflicted, taking their toll on several friendships. By her junior year the group had deteriorated to the roll of lunch partners, and this year's relaxed school schedule had all but eradicated their necessity. She hadn't minded; it was a blessing at times not to be burdened with all the drama they created.
Her independence had its downside, of course. Her "friends" had stopped inviting her to parties, and her aloof disposition had managed to ward off any potential boyfriend at Thompson. Not that she was attracted to any of the guys her age, but it would have been nice to have someone to mess around with on occasion. She looked at her reflection. Even without makeup she was stunning, but Lauren never let it take over her personality. Her big brown eyes required no glasses or contacts, and she hadn't even gotten stuck with braces. Lauren took her thick, blonde hair and pulled it up into a pony tail for the day. She washed her face and patted it dry, then applied some mascara and blush.
"No need to get fancy today."
She lowered her gaze to her body. Nothing to disagree with there, so why hadn't anyone expressed an interest? Her breasts were round and full, a perfect C-cup. Water had splashed onto her white tank top while she'd washed her face, making the pair visible beneath the now transparent, clingy material. Playfully, she ran her hands over her perked nipples, gently squeezing her breasts. Lauren thought for a moment and removed her top completely, standing only in her pink panties. She continued looking in the mirror as she resumed massaging her breasts, suddenly aware of how turned-on she was getting.
Damn high school boys
, she thought.
I probably intimidated them
.
Lauren allowed her left hand to stray from the breast it had been cupping, down her flat abdomen, toward the waistline of her panties.
No sense in going to school all tense
, she thought to herself, continuing to move her hand down. She began to finger at her vagina, moving up and down the damp lips with her fingertips. Lauren nudged them apart, sticking two digits into the moist cavern. She moved them around slowly, rubbing at her clitoris with her thumb.
She could feel her orgasm developing but knew it would be a while if she continued unaided. Lauren withdrew her left hand and reached into the bottom drawer of her bathroom vanity, groping to the back of the storage space until she found what she wanted. She produced a small remote control about the size of her hand. Attached to it was a length of cord which ended in a small bullet-shaped piece of plastic.
"Bingo,' she smiled, and looked to make sure she had locked the door. Lauren stripped out of her damp panties and tossed them into the hamper before returning her attention to the object in her hand. At the touch of a button on the remote, the egg began to vibrate, buzzing softly in her left hand. She lay down on the bathroom floor, enjoying the sensation of the cool tiles beneath her bare skin as she spread her legs. She put the egg up to her clitoris and gasped as it hastened the progress of her orgasm. Lauren plunged two fingers of her right hand into her vagina and thrust them in and out, growing more forceful with her movements as the desired sensation neared.
She gritted her teeth and moaned quietly as the orgasm rocked through her body. Her nipples stood erect and her back lifted off the floor as she felt its effect. Lauren smiled as it slowed down, savoring the sensations still coursing through her frame. When she had collected herself, she returned her toy to its hiding place and wiped the thick moisture from between her legs with a damp washcloth.
Despite the relaxing effect of that morning's activities, the rest of the day would push Lauren's tolerance of her peers - graduation practice. Three hours on the Thompson football field was not exactly the way she had imagined the final day of her high school career, though admittedly she had not devoted much thought to the potential contents of that last day.
By noon, Lauren was seated on a 100 degree collapsible metal chair with the rest of the class of 2003. "Two hours to go," she said to no one in particular. This was going to be unbearable. Already her tank top was sticking to her back. She pushed the straps of the camisole off her shoulders, hoping to prevent an unsightly tan line, and settled back into the chair. Lauren flinched as her skin touched the hot metal. She was half asleep in the summer sun when a voice in her ear startled her awake.
"I'm in love with you."
"The hell?" she exclaimed, sitting up. It was Jason, sitting to her left. He had scooted his chair close to hers and was leaning in closely.
"I dunno, I just figured that this would be about the last time I'd ever see you and... thought you should know."
Lauren sat up and looked around to see if anyone else had heard this announcement. She shifted in her seat, self-consciously pulling the straps back onto her glistening shoulders. "I'm sorry; I really don't know how to respond to that." She had known Jason since grade school, and never considered him as anything more than a friend.
"It's cool," he shrugged, "I know you're going away for school and that you're probably not going to be back for a while. I just wanted to get that off of my shoulders."
Lauren nodded, still taken a bit aback. "Okay. Thanks, I guess."
The two sat in silence, not quite convinced that their conversation had just taken place. Jason didn't seem too fazed, but Lauren was still shaken. After five minutes she looked back over at him and asked, "Are you sure it's love? I mean, you and I haven't had a conversation of substance since sixth grade, and even then it was about pogs."
"You still owe me a slammer, by the way."
"What?"
"Nevermind," he said, and returned to the subject at hand. "I dunno. I just really like you, and you've always been so cool to me. Plus," he added, "you're really hot."
"Ah," she said, realizing what he really meant about a minute later. "So you wanna
do
me..."
Unfortunately, in the minute that passed between Jason's statement and Lauren's epiphany the line to the diplomas had already made its way to him, and he was gone. As she had been lost in thought, oblivious to the line's progress, Thompson's seventy-year-old geometry teacher had approached Lauren to get her to move it along, and her bawdy exclamation had been made in his face. This was incredibly embarrassing for Lauren, as Mr. Sprocket was a very sweet old man who had never failed to say hello to her despite her having twice dropped his class, though he (and everyone else within earshot) seemed to get a kick out of the situation.
Lauren bolted to the end of the line and caught up with Jason. "So," she repeated, quietly this time, "you don't so much
love
me as you want to