Everything was going well. I was sitting on a comfy couch, chatting with the friend that I hoped one day to turn into a girlfriend. We had gone back from lunch to her place; I had the afternoon off, and she telecommuted from home, where she had cleared her calendar for the day. We were sitting and laughing, enjoying a pitcher of margaritas when it happened.
Wait. Before I go on, let me step back for a second. I'm Mike. 35 years old, with piercing green eyes and not a single strand of hair on my head. I'm fairly athletic, though not militant about it or anything. I'm about 20 pounds heavier than I was in college, although most of that is long muscle from biking. I'm about 5'11" tall, no facial hair, not the best looking guy, perhaps, but not hideous or anything, either. I'm in my work clothes, dockers and a polo shirt; computer programming is not a sartorially demanding enterprise. I usually wear jeans or shorts; the dockers were an effort to look good for our lunch "date." The women in my life have described me as "a great guy" and "a fantastic friend." Apparently those are euphemisms for "not dateable," since the majority of my romantic interests in the past years have turned into friends. Not that there hasn't been a fling here and there, but nothing serious.
She's Sarah. Sarah is 30, redheaded and gorgeous. At least that's how I see her. We've been friends for 5 years, through the good and the bad. Either she or I was in a relationship at any given time, and the connection had never happened. Now, for the first time, we were simultaneously single, and I was hoping for something to happen, but taking it very very slowly. We had kissed, and groped a little, but not much more. She's about 5'7" tall, say 130 lbs or so. Not a waif by any means, with just enough weight to give her absolutely luscious curves, the kind that make your hands itch to touch them. Her hair cascades to her shoulders when allowed to fall naturally, thick and luxurious. Her eyes are chameleon, changing shades with her moods.
Today Sarah looks so good she's virtually edible. She's wearing wide heeled shoes, socks, jeans that are just tight enough, with a man's white dress shirt tucked into them. A wide black belt adds attitude to the ensemble. Her lips are painted a subtle crimson, her eyes shaded with a slight color as well. Frankly, she looks amazing, even to me, and I've seen her look a lot of different ways in the last five years. Her scent is a turn on as well, a perfume I can't identify that makes the blood rush that much faster through my veins.
Anyway, we were each on our second margarita, fully enjoying one another's' company, locked in a particularly passionate kiss that it had taken me days to work up the courage to try with her, when the phone rang. I looked down at the phone on the table next to me, confused; the ring hadn't come from it. "Shit." Sarah breathed as she stood up. "It's my work line. Hang on a second." Sarah strode from the room as I laid my head on the back of the couch, bemoaning my bad luck. It got worse when she stuck her head out of the room and said "It's a teleconference that just got called. Some sort of emergency. It could be a while. Sorry." With that, she ducked back into the room she uses for a home office, and I sighed and started to wonder whether I should wait, or just leave.
It's now 10 minutes later, and I still haven't decided. I can hear her voice occasionally from the other room; it seems like she's mainly just listening, not participating. Of all the dumb luck; why did this have to happen today? Maybe I should just go. Standing now, I wobble a little as the margaritas hit my brain. Crossing the room, I decide to tell her I'm leaving and just call it an afternoon. I push the door quietly open and open my mouth to speak when I change my mind, and just watch her. She is pacing back and forth, the phone against one ear, head tilted to hold it in place. She is concentrating very hard on listening to the conference, a no-nonsense look on her face.
I have a problem. I cannot, for the life of me, resist a challenge. No matter what it is. If someone tells me I'm afraid to do something, consider it done. Sometimes the challenges come from within. That was the case this time. The conversation went something like this:
"Good" Brain: wow. She looks like she's concentrating really hard on that work stuff. "Bad" Brain: that's true. And she's blowing us off for that call. "Good" Brain: she wouldn't have if she could have helped it. We should go. "Bad" Brain: no, what we should do is try to distract her. "Good" Brain: huh? "Bad" Brain: she seems to have forgotten about us. Maybe we need to remind her. "Good" Brain: wait a minute here.... "Bad" Brain: shut the hell up. "Good" Brain: but... "Bad" Brain: you've been waiting 5 years for this. Now is the time. Don't make me hurt you... again. "Good" Brain: shutting up.
As this conversation happened, I stood in the doorway, minding my own business. At the end of it, I straighten up with new purpose and walk into the room quietly, standing behind the now still Sarah, breathing quietly. Gently, ever so slowly, I slide my arms around her waist, clasping my hands in front. Sarah sinks back against me slightly, her head falling onto my shoulder, her ear still glued to the telephone.