Every superhero has a chronicle and I have decided to write my own. No one else knows about Bliss so the task is mine. I doubt if I'll ever allow anyone to read it. I can't imagine letting anyone I know read it. Anyway, I've had diaries and journals in past and I need this one for Bliss. I could post it on-line but why? I'll think about that after I know more about where this writing will lead.
Bliss isn't my real name it's just fun for me to be her at times, all the time really, but the truth would freak out most of my friends and give my dad a heart attack. The Misadventures of Kelly Kavanagh would seem less interesting, even to me, but my true super-self is known only to me and that's part of fun. I am serious though. There are people that need my help. They're everywhere, actually.
There's no bullet-proof spandex in a secret closet at headquarters but I need to find a good place to hide this journal. : )
I'm not crazy. Bliss is real. She's me! Mild-mannered Kelly, 37 year-old hotel administrator, part-time event planner, and former dork by day... destroyer of hang ups, breaker of barriers, and rescuer of the sexually forgotten by night. Holy shit! That sounds stupid :)
I just got home from a wedding (that took place yesterday : ) and had to start this journal partly because of last night but mostly because it's been on my mind for a long time, years maybe. There so much to write.
So, if Peter Parker was bitten by a spider then what happened to me? I blossomed! :)
In a nutshell, I was crazy about Xena: Warrior Princess in grade school. I was awkward and lost in middle school. In high school I started out as a painfully shy goth kid and ended up in fat jeans and hoodies that apparently made me invisible as far as the boys were concerned. But like I said, I blossomed :).
In college I made some changes, just baby steps at first. I dropped a few pounds (about 40 actually) and slowly started to let my inner girly-girl out. I've probably been over-compensating ever since. I should have been expecting the attention I'd get from the boys at a big university but my mind was blown. I said 'yes' a lot in college (still do : ). You name it, I did it. Hand jobs, blow jobs, fucking strange guys, multiple guys, girls, a pastor, and two professors... I still feel like that dorky middle school kid at times but I've more than made up for the lost time. I stressed a bit about the whole slut thing but I took some psychology and human sexuality electives and got that noise sorted out while I learned all sorts of fascinating things about myself and everyone around me. I paid my last tuition bill with money I earned at bachelor parties that usually turned into gangbangs. I wasn't invisible anymore.
I suppose I was a slut by nature but I became Bliss much more slowly. My heart ached for the quietest and most awkward boys at the bachelor parties so I helped them. I danced and took my clothes off for them, often ignoring the jocks snd pretty boys. The alphas that were rude to my dorky darlings got nothing and my darlings got all of me (if they were ready). If they weren't ready then they got my phone number. I still love waiting for my darlings to call so I can save them from a lifetime of invisibility but I am completely aware that spreading my legs is not a super power.
The most important thing I do for my darlings is that I see them. Maybe Bliss does have a super power : ) .
One story really has to be first. There was a lovely boy in one of my economics classes (18 years ago) and his story is important to Bliss so here it is. Yesterday's drama can wait