Wow, it looks like I've made it to the tenth entry in my blow job journal. Since that's sort of a milestone, I'd like to take a moment to thank everyone for all the positive feedback I've gotten about my journal. Especially from the ladies. Not that I don't appreciate hearing from you, guys. I'm just not particularly shocked to find you're enthusiastic about blow job stories. But I have been pleasantly surprised to get such a favorable responses from women as well. It's thanks to all of you that I'm still at it. It's much more fun to write when I know people are reading and appreciating it. Thank you.
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Since a few people have been asking about Connie, and since the blow job she gave me was a ten (hope I didn't give away the ending!), I figured that she would be ideal for my tenth entry. Tenth entry--perfect ten... you get the point. Anyway...
Connie and I didn't see each other for several months after the night her sister, Holly, sucked my cock. Connie went to stay with Holly for much of that time. Holly lived a few hours away, which was one of the biggest reasons for the delay in our hooking up. The other thing that kept things from happening was Connie's husband. They talked about getting back together at least once or twice in that time and, naturally, I didn't want to interfere. So we went back to being email flirts.
We exchanged emails fairly often and, since it seemed to be understood that it was only a matter of time before Connie would take her turn on her knees in front of me, we talked about blow jobs at least half of the time. Sometimes I'd tell her what a great sucking her sister had given me and that I didn't think there was any way she could top it. Especially since Holly swallowed.
Connie was good at that game too, telling me just how she planned to top her sister's performance. I won't go into too much detail about that, since she did most of what she said and I'm going to write all about what she did. But I should give a few examples, since they were more than a little provocative.
"I can't wait to drop to my knees," she wrote in one email, "unzip your fly and let your cock fall out into my mouth. Then I'll suck you hard and shove your thick cock down my throat. I want you to stretch my lips and mouth as I take you in as deep as I can."
In another email, she wrote, "You have no idea how hard I can make your cock with my mouth. I'm going to have you begging to cum in my mouth, but I'm going to spend a long time sucking and teasing you first. By the time you cum your cock will be so swollen and aching you will beg me to finish you off."
In yet another, "I don't care how good Holly sucked your cock--I will suck it better. I'm going to give you the best blow job you've ever had in your life and when I'm done, you'll be wishing I would suck your cock every day. Every blow job you get after me will be a disappointment."
And still another, "I love to suck cock and to please a man with my mouth. When you finally shoot your load in my mouth, you'll know I'm the best cock sucker you're ever going to find."
I should point out that these are only excepts. Sometimes she would write a couple of paragraphs about what she was going to do and how she'd do it and how much I would like it. Needless to say, I was usually hard as a rock by the time I finished reading her emails.
In my emails to her I generally dropped not-so-subtle hints about things that I like a woman to do when she's giving me head. I usually did that by telling her how I really liked something her sister did. But only if it was something her sister actually did, of course. I was pretty sure Connie and Holly had discussed that night, possibly in detail, so I didn't bother trying to bullshit her. But swallowing my cum was something that Holly had done that Connie said she didn't do, so I mentioned that quite often. I didn't know if I could actually change her mind about it, but it was worth a try.
There were other things I like that were not part of Holly's blow job, like how a woman is dressed. I told Connie that I was partial to short, tight dresses, high heels and sexy elegance. Connie had made it clear she was a jeans-and-tee-shirt kind of woman, and I wondered if she even owned anything like I was describing, but I thought I'd throw it out there anyway.
So that's how we went back and forth for quite a while. It was really hot at the beginning, but, like before, as time went on, our enthusiasm for emailing each other about it tapered off. Let's face it, no matter how exciting it is to have a woman tell me how much she wants to suck my cock and how great a cock sucker she is, it's still only email.
As the teasing subsided, I started asking her things I was curious about. Connie had told me on many occasions that she loved to suck cock, so I asked her what, exactly, did she love about it. I had to ask several times to get a full answer, and in the end I'm not sure Connie really knew for sure.
Connie definitely got wet just thinking about sucking cock and she had almost cum a few times while giving head. She loved to feel a man's hands in her hair and she also loved hearing a man moan. She got the most turned on when she was on her knees and the man was standing, preferably with both of them fully clothed (you know I was glad to hear that!). And she always wanted to make a man cum when she sucked him.
I had to ask more questions about that last one. After all, didn't she like to stimulate her partner and then have sex? Nope... She liked intercourse just fine, but once she started giving head, she didn't want to stop until she made her man cum. I'm no psychologist, and I'm not going to guess what, if anything, that means, but she clearly enjoyed having the power to bring a man to orgasm. Preferably with her panties still on.
"So you like it when a man cums in your mouth?" I asked her in another email.
"Love it!" was her reply. Naturally, I asked her what she loved about it. Turns out it wasn't the taste, which she didn't like at all. That didn't surprise me, since I've never had a woman tell me she actually likes the way sperm tastes. But I questioned why Connie wanted a man to cum in her mouth when the taste was unpleasant. Wouldn't she rather suck for a while and then have sex, eliminating the whole bad taste issue?
Nope. And Connie was adamant about it. She got almost as much of a thrill out of a man cumming in her mouth as the man did. Naturally, I found that a little hard to believe. I mean, I know how good it feels when a woman skillfully coaxes a load from me with her mouth and it's very unlikely that she's getting as much pleasure out of it as I am. Connie insisted that, while it might not be as orgasmically good for her, she was getting what she needed from the experience.
"I don't know how to explain it," she wrote. "But I can feel it when a guy is about to cum. His cock gets even harder and I know in another second I'm gonna get a mouthful. That instant is one of the hottest things I can think of. I get wet just thinking about it."
The best part about discussing head with Connie was how she talked so matter-of-factly about it. She didn't use coy code words. When she talked about sucking cock, she said she sucked cock. When I asked her specific questions, she did her best to answer them. It was really cool. The only down side was, I'd get turned on by our conversations and know that she wasn't going to be around to do anything about it any time soon.
I got a pleasant surprise one Wednesday afternoon when I got an email from Connie asking what I was doing that Friday night. Well, I did have something lined up, but I quickly rescheduled. Even if that date had been a sure thing, and it wasn't, I would have bailed on it for Connie. A guy can only take so much build up and Connie had been building this up way too long. When I replied to her, I joked that she should be nervous about trying to live up to my expectations.
"Nah, I'm sure you won't be disappointed," Connie replied in her typically confident way. "Because I'm going to give you the best cock sucking of your life!"
Like I said, I would have postponed any date, no matter how much of a sure thing, for a woman who makes a claim like that.
We made plans for Connie to come straight to my apartment Friday night. I offered to take her out to dinner, but she declined.
"The only thing I want you to feed me is that cock of yours," she emailed in response to my dinner invitation. "Holly told me it was delicious! I can't wait to taste it for myself!"
Well, I certainly can't complain about a woman who wants to get right down to business. Especially one who makes claims like Connie does about how good she is. By lunchtime on Friday, I couldn't think of anything but her, coming over and giving me what I expected to be some truly fantastic head. Needless to say, I didn't get a lot of work done that afternoon.
Friday night I was trying to relax and take it easy. I didn't want to be too wound up for Connie's visit. But there was no getting around the electricity I felt. I tried to just plop down on the couch and watch some TV, but I kept getting up and walking around. Every once in a while I'd think that Connie would be showing up soon. That she'd be kneeling on the floor right here as I took my cock out and gave it to her to suck. I got hard several times before she actually showed up.
When she finally did show up, I felt my cock stiffen in my pants even as I opened the door to let her in. Connie looked even better than she had the last time I had seen her. Her hair was teased up like before, but it wasn't the 80's party girl look. It was a little more reserved and it made her look more elegant. She was wearing a long leather jacket that enhanced the effect. She was also, I noticed, wearing heels. I knew Connie was a jeans and tee-shirt type and generally didn't feel comfortable dressing up. But here she was wearing heels (not very high heels, but heels none the less) and a very sleek leather jacket.