Life went mostly back to normal after that. I worked, I hung out with Marco, I occasionally met up with some buddies, and every other day or so, I would run into Claire. Usually it would be in the parking lot or at the mailboxes. Our interactions were polite and neighborly, but nothing too friendly. We never stopped to talk other than to say a quick hello.
I did some more thinking about that electric bass in my closet and decided I needed to add something to my life. One night, about a week or so after my fourth night with Claire, I pulled the bass out, cleaned it up, and ordered some new strings. I plugged it into my amp, just to make sure both of them still worked. I got some sound, which was good, but I really needed those new strings before I could play. Still, I plucked out a few old riffs and was surprised how naturally some of the motions came back to my fingers. I printed out a simple flyer to hang around the neighborhood and some other areas I frequented:
Bass player looking for some musicians to jam with. Nothing serious, just some fun times sharing good music. Many styles.
I put my number at the bottom and printed out a few dozen, then didn't think much more about it once Monday rolled around.
About two weeks after our first series of efforts, Claire texted me a frowny face and a message that said, "Try again," followed by a range of dates two weeks from then. I had mixed feelings, but I had steeled up my nerves enough to determine that I would at least have sex- real sex- with her once before letting my conscience take over. In some ways, though, that was probably a lot worse on the sleazebag scale.
I had dinner with Marco and his family again, and once we were alone on his deck, he said quietly, "So...how's it going with your neighbor?"
I shrugged and said, "OK, I guess. It didn't take last time, so we'll be trying again in a couple of weeks."
"Can I just reiterate that..."
"No," I cut him off. "I know it's f-...it's messed up," I said, changing my wording as one of the kids ran past. "But I need this right now. A little no-strings-attached release every month so that my hormones aren't clouding my judgment when I'm looking around. At least now I'm not tempted to go out looking for one night stands that I can try to persuade to stick around."
Marco leaned back and smiled, "You actually have a bit of a point there. I'll be damned." Then leaning back in and lowering his voice, he said, "But I still feel in my gut that someone's going to get hurt. This just isn't natural."
"Maybe, but it's working fine for now. And I'm ready to pull out at the first sign of trouble," I assured him.
Marco smirked and said, "I'm pretty sure she doesn't want you pulling out, bro."
It took a second or two for it to register, but once I caught his meaning, I just groaned and stood up. The kids were hollering about a frog they'd cornered, which gave me an excuse to shift gears for a bit. I walked down to check out the excitement as Marco went inside to help Becca clean up.
*******
Over the next few days, I got at least a dozen calls about my bass ad, but almost all of them were bands looking for a bass player, or else people hoping to start a band. I wondered if I hadn't been clear enough on my sign- I just wanted to jam, not perform. I finally expressed that frustration to one drummer that had called, and he said, "Man, you find yourself the right group of people and it don't make a difference. Jam, perform, it's all the same. Only difference is how many people in the room aren't playing along."
I thanked him for his opinion and wished him luck. Apparently bass players were a rarity in this area. That Saturday, I got a call from Claire. We weren't scheduled to meet up for another 5 days, so I was curious what she wanted.
"Hey Claire," I answered, stepping out of the shower stall I was trying to fix in my master bath.
"Wha...who is this?" she said.
"Claire, it's Russell. Did you call the wrong number?"
"Russell? Get out of here! Are you the guy who plays bass?" she asked, sounding very surprised.
"The ad? Yeah, that's me. Are you calling about
that
?"
"Small world," she said distantly. "Yeah, I was just looking for some people to play with. I need some motivation to keep me playing piano. I thought if I had some other folks around...But I don't want to perform or anything..."
I laughed into the phone, "Well, that's about where I'm at, too. I haven't played in years. I just got my bass all ready to go, but I can't find anyone that doesn't want to start a band."
After a few seconds of silence, she said, "I guess...just...let me know if anything comes together. I can't really move my keyboard easily, but I've got a good place to use for a jam session. You're right above me, the storage sheds are below, and the next door neighbors are gone most of the time. So we probably wouldn't bother anyone."
"That doesn't sound too bad. I'll let you know if anyone else is interested."
"Cool...sooo...still on for Thursday?"
"Planning on it. Usual time?"
"Yeah...around 7 or 8, OK?"
"Call me if I'm not there by 8. I'll try not to fall asleep, though."
She laughed, "OK, Russell. See you later."
"Bye."
*******
Thursday rolled around, and I stayed out working as long as I could. I knew how anxious and horny I'd be once I got home and had to wait until 7. I got back at 6, which gave me enough time to eat and shower before heading down. A few minutes after 7, I knocked on Claire's door. She didn't answer at first, so I knocked louder. I heard a thumping approach the door, then Claire's voice came through, "Russell?"
"Yeah."
The door opened with Claire behind it. I stepped in and she quickly shut the door behind me. Claire was soaking wet, with a towel around her.
"Sorry, I didn't expect you this early. Go ahead back, I'm almost done." With that, she ran back to the bathroom, where I could hear the shower running. A few minutes later, Claire came in the room, still in her towel, and grabbed a few articles of clothing. I sat in the chair and watched her flit about. She stepped back out of the room for a minute, then came back in. She was in a t-shirt and jogging shorts, a bath towel swirled up over her head, holding her hair. I noticed that she didn't have on her custom-made trap door pants, and I wondered what that might mean for the evening.
"Any more takers on the music flyer?" she asked, moving around the room to set things up for her evening in front of the TV.
"One, actually. Some guy that plays hand drums. Not sure what a piano, bass, hand drum combo would be like, but it could be fun to try."
She looked up thoughtfully and just said, "Hmm..." Then undoing the towel, she vigorously rubbed her hair dry. When she was done, she said, "Well, just keep me posted. Evenings and weekends are generally free."
I said something vaguely agreeing, but my mind was still stuck on how she planned to "work up to sex" this week. Plus, I had a view of her bare legs for the first time. They were sleek and thin, but not bony. Her shorts were loose, so I couldn't see that wonderful curved area where legs meet ass. But if we were going to do what we needed to do that night, those shorts would need to come off at some point.
"I was shaving my legs," she said, snapping me out of my daze.
"Huh?" I grunted in surprise.
"My legs. You were staring. I was shaving them when you showed up."
"Ohh. Sorry about staring. You look...very nice," I said, looking back at her thighs.
"Are you talking to me or to my legs?" she teased.
I smiled and embarrassed smile and looked at her eyes. "Both," I said, confidently.
"Handsome
and
a sweet talker. You've got a bright future with the ladies, Russell." Then sitting on the bed, she put a hand on the mattress and leaned her weight on it. "So here's what I'm thinking for tonight..."
My eyes darted back to hers. She had my attention.
"If we're going to end up having sex this week, I need to be comfortable around you. So while you're using your hand to get yourself ready, I'm going to be using
this
," she held up a small vibrator, about the size of a thumb, "to get myself off. So I'll be taking
these
off," she said, tugging at the waistband of her shorts, "and lying down next to you. You can touch my legs all you want, but
only
my legs...tonight. Once you're close, we do like usual. OK?"
"Sounds good," I said, feeling my gut tingle with excitement.