It was so long ago, but I do remember this much: I remember it being a slow day at work, The Tex-Mex fast food restaurant that would have been packed had we not been looking forward to the party that night, I remember it being a nice December day, not too cold nor too warm, and, of course, I remember Jessi most vividly.
I still miss the look of that alabaster skin and platinum blonde hair. I miss the blue eyes that sent significant glances my way every chance they could just as much.
Jessi was shorter than me, almost by a foot, and significantly thinner as well. While not obese, I never had the luxury of a slender frame or fit and toned muscle structure.
I often found myself intimidated by her. This lovely young woman was so far out of my league, it was hard to believe she wanted, even during our encounter.
Her angular face had an adorably small grin. She would turn her head and smile, brushing across me as we tried to fit in the narrow walkway behind the counter.
Just as she passed by, she would bend over slightly, pause for a fraction of a second, and ever so gently push herself back into me before continuing on her way. I was beside myself as I felt her body aligned perfectly with my own.
Occasionally, she'd give a soft and playful moan. Most of the time I could contain myself, suppressing the tightening of my black slacks. Once I heard that glorious sound all bets were off, and i'd emerge from the other side of the walkway with a strange gait as I tried to adjust myself and hide the stiffness from view.
I don't know why, or how I got so brave, but on this day the stars aligned and I took a chance. She brushed past me, and I looked to each side. There were no customers and no co-workers within eyesight.
She pushed into me and gave her playful moan but was cut short as I grabbed her hips, thrusted myself forward and gave a firm spank when the, now rock solid, bulge in my pants found its mark. I wasn't aware of how perfect the angle was.
At first she seemed shocked that I would do such a thing, quickly looking for anyone who saw my blatant disregard for public decency. When she realized no one was there, she turned to me and brought her lips close to mine, but refused to allow them to touch.
She bit her lip, and walked away, never allowing our little game to play out again for the rest of the week.
One night, I left work feeling defeated. I wondered if I ruined what little I could get from such a woman. I wondered what I had done wrong. She expressed enjoyment, she seemed to want me.
Just as the tension reached a point of irritation, she called my name from behind.
We talked for a moment, never addressing the tension until she winked and invited me over for "dinner" that night.
This was a night I would never forget.
I walked into the dim lit apartment and was immediately bombarded with waves of her unhindered lust.
She pushed me against the door and I pushed back. She grabbed my hands and pinned them down to my side as she began to kiss my neck. If I moved my head in an attempt to respond in kind, she pulled away, shook her head, and gave her cute smile as a response.
She would wait, teasing me in every way she could imagine, before continuing her travel down my neck. This was a strange experience. I knew nothing of domination or submission, or where I fit on that spectrum psychologically. All I knew was that this woman had me firmly wrapped around her finger, and firm in other ways as well.
She reached for the top of my button up shirt and gave me a passionate kiss as she unbuttoned it slowly, taking her dear sweet time.
She lowered herself then, her hands raised around my head brushing through my hair and down my chest as she dropped to her knees.
She pushed me back into the front door again with her hands at my waist. Her fingers slipped under the waistband of my slacks and slowly moved them in unison towards the button and zipper. She unfastened the button and unzipped me carefully as her breathing grew heavy.
Our eyes met and she smiled as she pulled down my slacks and boxers enough to allow access to the bulge they hid so poorly. She reached up to cup me tenderly in her right hand. She messaged gently while her free hand reached for the shaft and stroked. She was enjoying my sudden shock and the moans that followed.