"Actually, I would really like to know. I won't be upset at all."
"Ok Mark here goes. Before my 1st marriage I dated a guy for about a year, Dan. The sex was okay but nothing great. The 1st 3 months we used protection for safety, and he would only cum inside me in the condom. Then after 3 months I was sucking his cock and to my surprise he came in my mouth rather quickly. I was not upset, actually it turned me on a bit. I did not know what to do with the cum- I did not want to run and spit, that seemed wrong, so I just swallowed it. As I moved up next to him to snuggle he reached over and gave me a huge tongue kiss- like a 30 second kiss. It totally caught me off guard! However, my pussy started to spasm while he was kissing me- I was so turned on that he wanted to kiss me after his cum was in my mouth. We did not talk about it, so I just thought he wanted to kiss me in the afterglow and did not think anything more.
Over the next few weeks we'd have sex with him pulling out and cumming on various parts of my body. He had not cum inside me yet. I was on the pill, so I did not mind if he did. He knew I was on the pill- we discussed it when we agreed to stop using condoms. Then one night he was really horny- we hadn't seen each other in about 10 days. He entered me and came inside me in about 3 minutes. He felt terrible but I told him it's ok, it's been a while. We can chill a bit and go for round 2. We were lying together and about 3 minutes passed and all of a sudden he wanders under the sheets and starts eating my pussy! I felt his cum leaking out of me, so I know he saw it right out in the open. He actually lapped up the cum 1st, then started on my clit, then into my love hole as deep as he could get like he was fishing to get something out. I could not believe how turned on I was and came the hardest I ever did to that point.
Finally, the next morning I had to bring it up. I asked him if he was doing this because he was turned on by it or was it just a coincidence because he wanted to be sure I was satisfied. He told me a girl he dated about 3 years prior loved to see her man eat his own cum, and others as well. It got her so hot, eventually she could only get off by having her pussy eaten with a load of cum. He refused at first but did not want to be selfish, so he indulged her. It turned out he actually enjoyed it and watching her have earth shattering orgasms made it all worth it. He noticed I was enjoying it too.
So we dated for about 6 more months and then split up when he had to move away for a career opportunity. I dated a few men before I married my ex-husband. I enjoyed my sex life but just could not replicate the year with Dan. So I began to train my ex to do what Dan did. When he finally agreed to try it the same thing happened- he actually started to enjoy it and my deep orgasms were back! I started inviting other men and other men's cum into our relationship and things kept getting better and better. Then my ex got jealous, the other men stopped, and we split up. It was not only this- this was just a small part.
So know you know the background. Then I met and fell in love with you my dear Mark. You are my soulmate and I'll be with you for the rest of my life. Our sex life has been wonderful, but I started to think about those crazy orgasms from the past and thought maybe Mark would like to try and help? But I was too scared to come out and tell you. So I came up with plan to make it seem like it happened organically. I thought I was pulling it off but alas you feel something is up. Please don't be upset. It seems you are enjoying our fun but if you want to stop no problem. I will never leave you. This is just a small part of my love for you and would be totally fine if you did not want to do it anymore."
After that explanation it all made sense. I loved her honesty, as well as her vulnerability about not being comfortable telling me her desires up front. I can understand the reluctance of a woman approaching her man about eating and sharing cum. Truth be told, it very well might have scared me off and we would not have what we have now. It did feel quite natural the way she went about it and at this point I am very ok with it. The way she gets turned on is so exciting to me I get harder than I have in 20 years.
"Jeanie, thank you so much for sharing that with me. It all totally makes sense now. I love you even more that you were so raw and honest how you got to this point. I so much want to continue to make you happy, please you and watch you have these earth shattering orgasms. I am on board with taking this as far as you want. I would think, now that I know you won't have to be sly and could be bolder with what you want?"
"Thank you for that Mark. I am so relieved! Yes, now that we are on the same page I will be more direct. However, I still like the element of surprise. Most times I am not 100% sure what I want during our 3-ways. A lot does depend on who we are with and how things are going. As my excitement level builds things pop into my head that I want to do. My pussy tends to lead my brain!"