(With input by IrishLass and edited by LarryinSeattle)
The words, "Maybe we should go inside so I can refresh your memory," blocked out anything else I'd been thinking about and I instantly found myself following Gail towards the beach house she'd rented for the summer. But when I entered the house I instantly knew something had changed in just those few short moments.
She was standing by the refrigerator, her back towards me, but now she wore a long robe that was tied tightly around her waist.
I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist and tried to kiss the back of her neck. I felt her stiffen at my touch. "Hey."
"Hey. I was just getting some orange juice. Would you like some?"
"Sure."
With that, she slowly pulled away and grabbed a second glass from the shelf, filled it, and handed it to me. "Can we talk?"
At times, three of the most dreaded words a person can hear.
"Yeah."
She moved past me, making sure we didn't touch and took a seat on the sofa, indicating by her glance that I should take a seat across from her. "Can I ask you something?"
"Of course."
"It's about your story ... more specifically about how you portrayed me."
"Yeah."
"Is that how you see me? I mean, as a slut? Or is that the type of behavior you find attractive in a woman?"
"I don't understand."
"The slutty behavior, the language, the whole thing."
I sat quietly before answering. "To answer your first question, I definitely don't think you're a slut. As for the second, I admit I was completely turned on by the way WE behaved last night but it's not what I'm looking for."
"Well then? What are you looking for?"
Once again, I sat there thinking about my answer before replying. "I'm not interested in a slut, or a whore, or any other of a million other descriptions that might be given. What I DO find attractive is a woman who understands and enjoys her own sexuality and sexual needs."
"Care to explain that?" she asked as she took a drink of her juice. A drop of juice had formed on the corner of her mouth. She sensuously licked it off with just the tip of her tongue.
"That parts kinda simple. Most girls, and I'm referring to females that are my age or slightly older, haven't experienced enough to a really know what they like or want. They let the guy take the lead and simply follow along."
"So you like older woman?"
"Yes ... and no. Like I said, I like a woman who knows what she likes."
"But what if she doesn't know what she likes?" she asked, with a gentle, quizzical look in her eyes.
"Now it's my turn to ask 'What do you mean?'" I said, light-heartedly, trying to break the tension in the room.
"Well, last night was the first time I've EVER gotten that crazy. I mean, for me, sex was always something I did in a darkened bedroom and because my ex- wanted it. Sure, I've used toys and such when he wasn't around and even watched a few porno movies but other than that I've had a pretty ... ummmmm ... what do they call it? ... oh, yeah ... 'vanilla sex life.'"
"So you and your ex - never ...?"
"He never did with me but I don't know, or care, what he did with the other women he screwed."
"So what about now?"
I could tell by the way her body tensed that she was fighting some inner battle before she replied. "Last night woke something up in me. Something I didn't even know was there. Call it an adventurous side or whatever but I wanna explore that side more ... with you."
"It would be my pleasure."
"But it can't just be screwing. One thing I do know is that for a woman there has to be an ... an emotional connection for the sex to be really good."
"Um-hum."
"Now, I'm not expecting the two of us to fall in love or anything but I think we should get to know each other a lot better than we do right now."
"I agree."
"You do?! Ohmigod. I thought you'd ... I mean ..." she glanced at the door leading out the beach as she exhaled.
"You thought I'd bolt like a jack-rabbit?"
"Yeah, kinda."
I stood, after placing my glass of juice on the table, and slowly walked towards her, stopping when I stood next to her. "Mind if I sit next to you?"
"Not at all," she replied, her voice far more cheerful than it had been moments before.
I sat, looking at her and waited.
"You know, you seem awfully mature regarding sex for such a young man."
I laughed. "I was a nerd before I joined the military so there wasn't a girl in my school that wanted a thing to do with me, so I spent a lot of time reading ... especially about sex."
She smiled, "That explains it. But last night ... you seemed so, I don't know ... I guess 'secure' is the best way to describe it ... with what you were doing."
I blushed, slightly. "I've tried to make up for lost time."
She giggled as she put down her glass and snuggled up against me. "Okay, okay, I wanna hear about all your conquests ... but can you tell me, 'Why me?' I mean, I'm probably old enough to be your mother."
I gently pushed her away, so I could look into her eyes. "I doubt that very much. You're what ... probably in your mid-30's? So you're not that much older than me. Which brings up the question about Jen."
"Ahhh ... that. Jen is my step-daughter. I met her dad at a convention. It was kind of a whirl-wind thing but within three months I was married, living in Cali, and a step-mom. Why, are you interested in Jen?"
"NO," I replied. "I got what I'm looking for," I continued as I pulled her close and hugged her. "What about Jen's real mother?"
She spun around and leaned back against me, her back against my chest, her legs now stretched out on the sofa. "I dunno. The only time I asked I got one of those 'NEVER ask that question again' looks and just dropped it."
"Okay," I replied as I gently laid my arm on her shoulder, my hand resting in her breast.
She stiffened for just the briefest of moments before settling back against me. "Can I ask you another question?"
"Go for it. This seems like a Q & A kinda of a day."
"Ummmm ... you said that you had kinda of a 'vanilla' sex life with your ex-, wanna explain that?"
She sat there for a moment before suddenly standing up, turning, and looking me. "Ya know ... it's feeling a bit ... ummmm ... cramped it here. Let's go for a walk."
"Sure."
"I'll be right back," she said as she spun and went up the stairs two-at-a-time.
When she came back she was dressed in a cobalt-blue bikini top, and a wrap-around dress, with a pair of sandals and a big, floppy beach hat. "Let's go," she said as she reached for my hand.
The moment we walked out onto the beach I could feel a change in her. She spun around and around, her arms outstretched. "God, I love the beach. There's just something so BIG about it. It makes everything else seem so insignificant."
I laughed.
Then she took my hand and we began to walk down the beach. As we neared the spot where we'd made love the night before, she slowed and then turned and ran up into the forest.
I followed and found her sitting on the same tree that we'd used. "God, I feel so alive out here ... or maybe," she glanced around, "it's because of what we did here last night. I suddenly feel like I can tell you everything you wanna know."
"Okay," I said as I sat on the sand, my back leaning against the tree.
"When I met my ex- I'd only had one other lover. We'd been high school sweethearts. Blah, blah, blah. You know the story. We were both virgins and as you can imagine things didn't go so well. We were at his older brother's apartment. We took our clothes off in the dark because we were both so embarrassed and slipped into his brother's bed. Sure ... we'd kissed a lot but beyond that ..." she hesitated. "Anyway, next thing I know he's on top of me and pushing into me. It hurt like hell but it didn't seem to matter to him. He pumped into me a couple of times and then he started grunting that he had to cum. I was lucky to get him off and out of me before he pumped his stuff all over me. Just then his brother came home. It wasn't a pretty scene." Once again she paused. "We didn't stay together much longer after that. We graduated and went our separate ways. Then along came my ex. He was charming, slightly older, and seemed ohhhh so experienced. We made love ... no, I take that back, we had sex the second night we knew each other. We kissed and he played with my tits. He even fingered me for awhile but then it was the same as my first time. Lights out, me on the bottom ..."
"Missionary."