Just a little about me:
This true story is covered in the earlier two postings by my husband Robert under this heading. However, I felt the story did not say enough about my inner thoughts over time and the sensations experienced during the liaison with Peter. Some readers may find these thoughts an interesting study in the needs of a married woman who has only ever had one male partner.
I am a shy person by nature. I am proper to the extent that those who know me would be astounded if they realised I was the woman featured in those stories. While I have always harboured thoughts of a 'no strings attached' sex act with a stranger', I would never actively seek it or talk about it with anyone but Robert. If it ever happened it would need to be spontaneous and initiated by the male - or so I thought.
I have now turned 40. We married at a young age and have two children in their teenage years. Neither child is interested in accompanying us on our trips north providing us with new freedoms we both savour.
I am in good shape physically and still get plenty of comments about how good I look - particularly in a bikini - an advantage of being petite, blonde with a good figure and skin tone. I am 5 ft 1 inch tall and weigh 55 kilos.
Porn
I am not now a porn watcher. In earlier days I used to watch it with Robert and it did turn me on. However more recently I have shown no interest because I consider it contrived for the cameras without any sensuality, spontaneity or romance. In addition I dislike anal sex being depicted and many videos contain it. However I have learned a few things about men as a result:-
There are many big beautiful cocks out there
Black men in general do have big cocks
Some men have massive ejaculations both in terms of quantity and carry ( once I watched a man pull out and masturbate to climax and his ejaculation went higher than his head - twice)!
My fantasies
For as long as I can remember I had craved the cock of another man. Clearly this stems from the fact that Robert has been my one and only. I had never seen another man naked until we first saw nudity on the beach.
Accordingly I fantasised regularly as a substitute for my cravings.
It was mostly with a stranger with a much bigger cock than Robert's. Occasionally it was with a black man.
More often than not there was much foreplay including cock sucking. He always lasted a long time and came with force and quantity. Robert is not a premature ejaculator but does not last as long as I would like at times, leaving me wanting more.
I also fantasised with my doctor when he examined me internally. I imagined his finger as his cock and would move my body to show pleasure. He seemed to respond in kind but I was never absolutely sure.
We have a backyard swimming pool and in the summer I often sunbathed nude when Robert was at work and the kids were at school. I lived in the hope that a stranger would find me lying there, strip down and drive his big cock into me.
I even fantasised with two men, stroking one while the other fucked me, then swap until they both came in me - mixed semen - beautiful!
I would also have night time dreams of being fucked. They were realistic, so much so that when I awoke, for a moment I felt as if I had been entered. I would always be wet.
These fantasies were shared with Robert during sex. He also had fantasies but they were always of me being fucked rather than him fucking another woman. I became convinced that Robert was just as keen for me to take another man as I was.