Chapter 16 -- The Bird's Flight
Content warning:
strong language, graphic sexual content, PTSD/anxiety
Days later and Declan finally felt ready to leave the room, and the safety of Phoenix's arms. He was welcomed so warmly by the staff and slave population alike, and this time, he arrived wearing a lovely pair of slacks, as Phoenix did every day. (Perhaps, an extra layer helped make him feel a bit more protected. or perhaps, he just didn't want anyone unauthorized to see him naked for the moment.)
After the welcome back party subsided, Phoenix pulled Declan aside, out of sight. They had scarce had a moment alone since Declan's awakening from the incident, and Phoenix was desperate to speak with him. "What's up, Nix?"
"Shh, doll. Listen. I..." He searched for words, His hands gripping Declan's wrists tightly, His eyes darting around the room. Doubt began to creep into Declan's heart.
"You, what?" Declan quivered, disappointment and rejection clear in the waver in his voice. Nix's eyes snapped up to meet bright green ones.
"No, no. Bright Eyes, I, I'm..." He paused and took a deep breath. "Tomorrow, I'm being emancipated." He exhaled.
Declan's face went from neutral, to shock, to realization, to happiness, to shock... He stopped breathing. "You... You... what?" Declan couldn't believe his ears. This should have been the happiest news in the world, his best friend was being released from slavery. Yet... why did it feel like the opposite? Like he was being ripped away from everything that he knows, to be thrown into uncharted water?
Emancipation happened so rarely, as it was a long, tedious process. This must have been in the works for months or years if He was to be freed tomorrow. How did no one know? Why would Mistress not tell anyone? Emancipatees generally only had two routes to follow; stay with their master as an equal, often lover or spouse, or be sent for rehabilitation and reintegration at a government facility. Many of the latter end up homeless or back in slavery as the adjustment is very difficult.
Flashes of her face, the way she'd been ripped away from him tore at his insides.
Declan dropped to his knees, shock and despair coursing through him. Nix had been one of His only two lifelines in this world. He was his friend, his confident, his... his...
"My Love." the words shattered any thoughts Declan had at that moment. He looked at the man who helped him through all he had experienced.
Soft, gentle hands framed his face. "I'll find a way." Phoenix pulled Declan back up to his feet and captured his lips in a tender kiss. Declan's arms wrapped around Phoenix's neck as the kiss deepened, even as tears streamed down his face.
"Please don't leave me." Declan sobbed as he pulled back.
"Never." Phoenix said with determination, wrapping His boy up in a fierce hug. Sorrow and hope and
love
swirled together between them as it suddenly dawned on Declan what that unknown feeling in their connection had always been.
The next morning, Phoenix woke to His favourite pile of people - His boy, and His Lady, both clinging to Him. The sun was just peeking through the curtains, and uncertainty washed over Him. He was excited to be called a free man, but at the same time, He hoped that He could convince Lady Accarin -
Danica
, He reminded Himself, knowing that would now be her name after today - To let Him stay with Her, at least for a while. He wasn't ready to say goodbye to His family, or Her. He didn't know how to be free. He still had no power or authority until the papers were signed, and as such, has no right to question Her motives. He hoped She would be willing to speak to Him after He was released.
Before He knew it, He was getting dressed, in a beautiful three piece suit that Mistress had tailored for Him. Emerald green and black - His signature colours. He admired Himself in the mirror, He hadn't worn these many clothes, perhaps ever in His life. He couldn't help but admire the shade of green that so perfectly reflected Declan's eyes. He watched in the mirror as Danica soothed Declan, his face forlorn and full of worry. She gave him a reassuring smile. "Don't worry sweetheart, it will be okay." He nodded, trying to put his features back to neutral as much as he could. "Good boy." She soothed as She turned to Phoenix. "You look magnificent, darling."
Nix couldn't help but smile. "Thank you, My Lady."
He walked over to Declan as Danica left the room. He held the boy's face in His hands, and gazed into his sad eyes. "Don't worry my love, I will be back for you. One way or another." He gave him a lingering kiss on the forehead and turned to follow Danica.
They arrived at the courthouse, and Danica was directed to the office of an emancipation officer. They sat going over papers, and signing pages for what felt like ages, until finally, the officer looked at Phoenix for the first time since the meeting started and met his eyes as He signed the last page. "Congratulations, Phoenix. You are a Free Citizen." After a pause to process those words, he replied,
"Thank you." Purposely not following with a title or honorific, and it felt very strange.
"Now, you have seventy-two hours to complete the post-emancipation forms and return them. They include your choice of last name, and who will be overseeing your mandatory rehabilitation, the state or private free citizen. Here is your social security number, and my card, in case you have any questions. If required, the state can provide temporary lodging at a government facility while you sort your affairs." Phoenix glanced at Danica, who gave him an encouraging smile, and he reached out and took the papers from her hand.
"Phoenix, this is your choice. You are welcome to stay with me until you decide, or you can go out on your own. You are a free man; the decision is yours." Danica encouraged. Phoenix broke into a grin, having heard nothing past being welcome home.
"I'd love to stay with you... Danica."
On the car ride home, Danica finally took the time to explain herself to Phoenix.
"Phoenix, I owe you an apology, and an explanation. I'm sorry I've been so secretive about this whole thing, I'm sure it came as a shock. I didn't ask you if this is what you wanted, but I realized that I couldn't while you still belonged to me. I need you to make some choices, and for them to be genuine and true, you needed your freedom. From now on I cannot bestow consequences on you for your actions or choices beyond what free person can to another, and you are free to express yourself honestly. You have no obligation to lie for my benefit or say what you think I want to hear. Do you understand?" She asked, waiting for a verbal reply.
"Yes, I understand."
"Good. Nix, I've been running both my company, and my rescue team for many years now. You've been by my side through much of it. Not only do I feel that you've earned your freedom for all you've done for me, but you've earned a place at my side, professionally. I need help, The company has grown, and the rescue is endless. I can't do it by myself anymore, and there is no one on this earth I trust more than you."
"Thank you My Lad....Danica."
She couldn't suppress a little giggle as his mistake. It would take time for him to get used to it. "So, I'm going to offer you something, and I want you to think it over. Take your time. I know you have a lot to process still. I'd like to offer you a job. An internship, if you will. Should you accept, I will teach you all you need to know about working as an employed free person under me, and if you succeed, perhaps one day you'll be able to be a partner, with me." She paused a moment to allow the idea to sink in. "If you choose not to, and you want to find your own way, that's up to you. I will still happily give you a hand in getting started."
"I'm honoured. I never would have thought you would consider a slave, err, former slave, someone you would want as an employee, much less a partner." he said, obviously genuinely surprised.
"Think about it over the next few days. We have time."
"Danica, can I ask you something?" Nix asked after a moment.
"Of course you can. That is your prerogative now." She said with a smile.
"Right. Well, as far as I know, there are no free people in my bloodline. I have no last name. You've given me my freedom, and in honour of that, I'd like my name to reflect my life with you. You bestowed the Emerald on me as my signature jewel and colour, would it be alright if I took that as my last name?"
"I'd love nothing more."