When I took a job as a Security Guard at the local hospital a couple of years ago I was well aware of my stature in the pecking order amongst doctors, nurses and executives. If I had any hope of scoring with any of the three, I thought, it was time to hang up my flashlight. So, I did the smart thing and concentrated on doing my job well. Maybe that is what put me in the state I find myself.
I'm sixty years old, a pensioner from a federal job and all I wanted to do was make a few bucks, beer money. As the newest employee, I was assigned the "last out" shift, midnight to eight. I could handle it. Thirty years of previous shift work, this was a cake walk.
My first couple of months I concentrated on learning my duties, made friends, kept my opinions to myself. I didn't get fresh with any of the female staff and I didn't let myself get caught up in any head games. When I saw an attractive person in the hospital, I kept my thoughts to myself. I didn't want some asshole to announce to my fellow workers, "Joe's got the hots for so and so."
Don't get me wrong, I looked at the girls. I looked and fantasized. I met American women, European woman, Asian women and Black women. I was a gentleman to all of them. I didn't cross the line. I would have liked to but I didn't. I kept my head.
That was until I saw Doctor Anna D. We all called her that because her name was so difficult to pronounce that she went by Doctor D. It was one of those Slavic names with no vowels and ends in "sky". When she said it, it was poetic. No, erotic. The sound, somehow seemed to come from the top of her throat, bounce against her cheeks and fall off her tongue. When I heard her say her name, my legs went rubbery.
I had seen Dr. D in the hospital thru my shift as she visited some of her patients. Most were elderly and of the same ethnic background as her. As a General Practitioner, she was loved by them all and had a great reputation for caring for them. I didn't actually see her interactions with them, but everyone, including the nurses, spoke well of Doctor Anna D.
I don't know about you, but, I think the best memory of any relationship I've had with someone is that moment when I was caught spellbound. It is that instant that the person catches your inner soul. Dr. D caught mine as she stepped off of an elevator and flew past me. When she did, her eyes looked at mine and a small smile formed on her mouth.
This was the closest I had ever been to her. I had seen her from a distance and thought she was an average, fifty something woman. I would have guessed her height about 5'6" and her weight to be about 130 pounds. She was always in a doctor's coat with pants or occasionally a skirt, but she always wore high heels. Dr. D moved past me and as I stepped into the elevator, and the door closed, I was in a stupor. I was distracted all night until my shift was over. I went home to get some sleep but was restless thru the morning. When it came time for me to come back to work, I was exhausted. Dr. D was in my head.
I watched for her every night. I patrolled the floors I knew she frequented. I walked the parking lot, keeping an eye out for her car. After two weeks of this behavior I knew I had better stop it or I'd find myself accused of stalking a doctor.
I was scheduled to be off this particular Saturday night but another guard had a family affair to attend so I switched a day with him. It was a stormy night with high winds in the area. The weather kept our Emergency Department quiet and once I had my rounds finished I decided to stand outside and watch the wind play hell with the trees on our property. I was close to the Doctor's parking lot and as I stood there, a female emerged from the hospital and walked towards the lot. With the wind blowing, the woman leaned into it with head down, arms wrapped around a briefcase, her white coat flapping wildly. I knew who it was. It was Dr. D.
With a lump in my throat I headed in her direction. My plan, devised in seconds, was to come to her aid if needed. Cripes, I hoped she needed me. Before I reached her car she had gotten to it, opened the passenger door and threw her belongings inside. She was removing her Doctors coat when a gust of wind came up and lifted her skirt above her waist. It seemed like minutes that she struggled to get her arms out of the coat sleeves and I was at her side at that moment. The strong wind had shoved her against the car door and her skirt was plastered up, onto her back. Dr. D wore white panties that stretched across her ample ass and the waist band bore into her thick waist. I pulled her skirt down and as I did my hands slid down her backside. Dr. D turned and looked at me for a moment.
The wind was still pretty strong. I took the doctor's arm, held her away from the car and closed the door, then walked her to the driver's side, all the while holding her arm. Once settled in the car, she closed the door and rolled the window down.
"Thank you. I'm sorry; I don't know your name."
"Joe," I said as I looked down at her. I saw that she had a plain face. She didn't have a lot of makeup on. Her lips were thin and she had a tired look in her eyes. The Doctor's straight hairstyle had brown and blond highlights with a hint of gray creeping in. I thought she was beautiful.
"Thanks' Joe. I'll see you again".
With that, Dr. D started her car and drove out of the parking lot.
I stood thinking that a doctor having any interest in a security guard is not thinking rational. It's one thing to have a fantasy; it's another to live reality.
For the next three weeks I put the good doctor out of my head and concentrated on my job. I spoke to no one of the incident that windy night or of my frivolous desires. It was difficult to sleep after my shift, thinking how close I had been to the near nakedness of Dr. D. I refused to masturbate of the scene in my mind because it would only cheapen it.
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It was about 2:00AM on a Tuesday when I got a request to check the hallway of the on-call staff. It was an unusual call because we never have problems in that area of the hospital. This was where a doctor, on duty, could get some rest if there was no need of their services. I stepped out of the stair tower, I like the exercise, and walked down the dark hallway. At the far end, a light shone against the walls and I could see a shadow moving about. This was the area of the on-call doctor's room.
"Shit!" I thought. "I hope I don't have to deal with a break in." My tension level was on high alert.
"Hi, Joe," a female voice called to me as I saw a figure, quickly step into the hallway.
I nearly shit my pants. I could not focus on the figure, the action was so fast.
"Are you okay?" the voice asked.
"Yea, you startled me!" I barked out.
I knew it did not sound like the way a Security Guard should respond but I didn't give a shit. I composed myself and stepped closer to the voice.
It was Doctor Anna D. She was dressed in hospital scrubs and a bonnet covering her hair. The clothes did not flatter her figure and she looked somewhat frumpy in them. All the females look that way in them. I think the Doctor's have them tailored fitted for themselves so as to snag the nurses.
"I'm sorry, Joe," Dr. D said as she turned to re enter her room, pulling off her bonnet and shaking her head to free her hair.
I stood in the hall for a moment and then walked toward the room. As I stepped up to the doorway, Dr. D, with her back to me was pulling her top over her head. At first I was going to move away but I decided to stay. She knew I was still there. I watched the green top slid up as she held her arms high. I looked at her white bra strap, biting across her back and the shoulder straps pressing into her shoulders. As the top came down to her front, Dr. D turned, holding it to her chest, and looked at me.
We both stared into each other's eyes for hours. It seemed like hours.
I stepped forward and took the top from the Doctor. Taking a big chance, I kicked the door closed behind me and stood looking down at her for a reaction.
"Good thinking, Joe."