The Face of Innocence Hides a Dirty Mind
My girlfriend and I had been together a couple of years and thought we had probed each others dirty minds until recently, all helped along by a couple of pages I’d ripped out from a magazine and thought were hidden and these sordid thoughts put into reality more recently by a chance meeting with a woman in France.
Her parents, being from Guyana in South America had given her a wonderful natural tan and raven wavy hair with a gorgeous face and great body just right for stockings, suspenders and slinky lingerie. What makes me smile is that, under that innocent smile that fools every one else is a dirty mind and it even surprised me not too long ago.
Through some silly worries of losing a beautiful woman like this to someone else, my thoughts naturally turned to what it would be like of her with another man and without wanting to, I slowly started to enjoy those sordid dark trysts in my private hours. Racked with guilt I couldn’t bring myself to share these sordid ideas and suffered alone.
What a relief it was when I read an article in a famous men’s magazine sent in by another man who was guilty over having the same fantasies about his beautiful wife and what surprised me more is that the story editor replied that it was “a common wanking fantasy” as she put it and continued with a story of her own in the same vein, later adding that he should show the article to his wife as it might turn her on.
I tore the article out and kept it in my briefcase under some papers to read through when I wanted a wanking fantasy of my own and dared not show it to my girlfriend as I was sure she would go crazy and didn’t think I loved her anymore. There were times when I felt, in those loving moments we shared that I could tell her but it was just too much.