On the car ride home I think about the interaction we just had and how I can get Eileenalisa back into bed. Her body, her smell, her delicious pussy; it's all I can think about. She is a fucking smokeshow. The total package. And so god damned damaged! Just the way I like my women, with some battle scars. The unlived life is unexamined and without examination there is no growth.
I wonder what her damage is? Ex lover left her with some baggage? Maybe she's a widow. Or maybe she was just raised spoiled and now she can't deal with the world. That's my damage. Although, certainly not everyone's. The key is getting through it. Whatever your pain is. Whatever broke you. You gotta feel it. Only way passed is through. So how do I get her to feel it? To let me in? Clearly she's got her walls up. Maybe just existing in her life is enough.
From this thread of logic that I will devise my plan. I'll start going to the bar I met her at. She said she's a regular. She's gotta be the one to approach me. I can't force anything on her. Clearly, she likes to take the lead. We'll see what happens from there. I think this could actually be fun! The chase is on! Well, not exactly. I'm going to make myself available to her. But I won't chase her. That wouldn't work anyway.
A week later I'm sitting at the bar, in the same chair she met me in. I got there an hour earlier, so that I can be talking to someone else if she shows up at the same time. And sure enough, in she struts. She's wearing fishnet stalkings and very little else. You could easily call her "top" napkins. They are little squares covering her nipples and a series of intricate interleaved thick threads. Almost like she is walking around tied up. Maybe she's into that? Hopefully I get to bed her again, so I can find out for certain.
She can tell I'm subtly eyeing her and avoids my gaze on purpose. But I catch a smile graze her face. I'm talking to a very nice red head. Her name is Sarah. She's nothing special, but very nice. She has kind eyes, a warm smile and perhaps not the most interesting job. She works retail at a clothing store and she loves to complain about her coworkers. Currently she's venting, basically a mile a minute about how her coworker Andrea was being a bitch last week. Apparently they've had a fued for a few months now and Sarah can't understand why.
I'm smiling and nodding along. Then an idea hits me. In one fluid motion I stand up and grab Sarah by the waste and hand. "May I have this dance?" I ask after the fact. Sarah blushes at my forwardness and meekly replies "Sure". You can tell she's pleased that I made a move. Eileenalisa drops her drink across the bar. I can't be sure if the two events are related. But she seems upset.