Ever had that feeling like you were going to hell because of something you shouldn't have been doing? Well that's how I felt after getting home.
After Kelly and I had cleaned ourselves up, I think we both felt a stab of awkwardness. I was mentally freaking out about what time it was and whether or not my wife was going to be up and ready to ream me a whole new asshole. Kelly looked as if she was contemplating her next move.
"Well, uh Kellyβ¦" I shrugged sheepishly at her. "Tonight was amazing. I hope you know that."
Kelly smiled at me. She looked normal again without her breasts exposed, but she was still sexy as hell.
"Well John, will I see you next Wednesday?"
"Of course." I said to her. "And I'll keep waving to you when I see you outside." I added jokingly.
She had no idea how badly I wanted to kiss her seeing that little pang of doubt cross her face and vanish just as quickly. We stood at the door to her car, her leaning against it and me holding the door open. As much as I didn't want to leave, I knew I had to.
"Thanks again for tonight." Kelly said. "Hope no one's waiting up for you when you get home."
I rolled my eyes. "Yeah me too."
"Drive safe." I told her. I was stalling for time.
"You too but you can cut the bullshit and kiss me if you want." She said making me smile.
She knew exactly what I was thinking. I walked up to her, cupping her face in my hands and holding her face up to mine and kissed her. When we finished, I was aching to take her again, but I knew I couldn't.
"I've never done anything like this before..." I told her. I had cheated on Judy twice before, but they were quick and nothing like this had been in terms of how my body and my mind were feeling.
"It's okay," Kelly said, "you can always tell yourself that I seduced you, if you need to rationalize what happened tonight." she added.
Kelly smiled at me as I backed up and started walking towards the west lot. I heard her door close and her car engine roar to life. On the ride home, I kept thinking about our encounter and how amazing Kelly was. She was so different from Judy. I felt wrong about what I did, but I couldn't help it.
When I got home, I crept as quietly as I could through the door, barely letting the door latch shut. The hallway and living room were dark and I don't think I had ever been more relieved in my life. I knew my daughter was asleep. It was nearly eleven thirty and Judy never let her stay up that late. I dropped my bag in my office and headed up the stairs. Once I got to the top and slowly opened the door to our bedroom, my heart started racing when I saw Judy in bed with the bedside lamp on.
'Fuck she's awake!', I panicked. I walked to the side of our bed slowly, watching her like a hawk. My heart slowed when I saw her eyes shut and a light snore coming from her. Thank God.
I quickly undressed myself, discarding my cum soaked boxers, balling them up and then throwing them in the hamper. I needed to remember to do the laundry this time around so that Judy didn't see the huge stain on them. I was both mentally and physically exhausted as I got into bed, turning off Judy's bedside lamp and then my own. I turned and kissed my sleeping wife on the cheek and turned back over to my side. The last thing I remember was recalling the feel of Kelly's young body against mine. For a few days I didn't hear from Kelly or see her. I had debated on whether or not to call her or if I should just let us have some space to think.
The weekend went by without a hitch and by Monday, I felt like my normal self again. That day I woke up late and to the sound of a silent house. I thought perhaps I was still dreaming until I turned over and my wife wasn't there. I scratched my jaw and got out of bed glancing at the clock to find it was eight. I walked down the stairs to find the kitchen empty and a fresh pot of coffee steaming. A note was sitting on the counter in Judy's handwriting. She had gone to work early this morning and would be home around seven. She wished me a wonderful day and signed I Love you. I knew my daughter had cheerleading practice after school until 6:30. Judy must be picking her up after work tonight, which left me with the early part of the evening to myself.
I breathed out a sigh as I headed back up the stairs to take a shower. I had to be at work at 9 and started off the day relieved and happy; one reason being that today would be an easy day for me in terms of my workload the second being I would have some time to relax before Judy and Leslie got home. The day went by uneventful as expected and when I got home, I quickly ran through some class papers I had and then sat on the couch and watched the news. When I heard the phone ring, I figured it was Judy calling to ask if I wanted her to pick up anything for dinner on the way home.
"Hello honey." I greeted.
"Hello yourself Mister Merrill." a soft feminie voice purred. I almost spilled my beer when I heard Kelly's voice. I smiled inwardly. I had managed to act my normal self although secretly my mind fluttered with thoughts of the next time I would see Kelly. I couldn't call her, I hadn't seen her outside as I drove by her house, and I can't begin to say how badly I wanted to fuck her again. And here she was calling me.
"Kelly, what are doing calling here?" I questioned almost nervously and briefly wondered if she had called the house before only to get Judy or Leslie. Oh God, what if she had talked to one of them?
"Don't worry John I wouldn't have called or said anything if you hadn't answered, but I will say it's good to hear your voice."
"It's good to hear yours too. " I replied. "I've been thinking about you alot since last time we saw eachother."
"Oh really? Might I ask in what context?" Kelly asked me giggling.
"You know damn well in what context." I joked smiling myself. I felt like a school kid again as I talked to her.
"Hmm, well you do see me again in two days..." Kelly said.
I knew Wednesday was coming up and I had been looking forward to it, maybe more so than I should have. I shouldn't have touched Kelly the first time, and what made me think I could do it again or would do it again? I would... I knew it and so did Kelly and if I knew Kelly at all, I'd say she'd let me do it again.
"I know, I'm looking forward to seeing you after class." I told her.
"You know, you and I could always skip class this Wednesday and go somewhere..."
I blinked in surprise. Had I heard her right?
"Go somewhere? Kelly, I can't just up and cancel class for no reason." I tried to rationalize.