After I came inside Lydia, she gave me a moment to recover, then asked me to hold still while she reached down to take hold of my cock, the condom intact. I carefully pulled out and lay on my back as she removed the condom and cleaned me up. She seemed unmoved, back to her previous flat-voiced self, handing me tissues and changing the bedding with nurse-like efficiency. When I left, she nodded at my 'Goodbye' with neither smile nor frown.
Even so, the encounter troubled me. I may be a man who paid for sex, but I still saw myself as fundamentally decent at heart. To discover that I could enjoy ejaculating into a woman who didn't find me attractive was a disturbing revelation. Of course, none of the girls
wanted
me to come inside them - that's what the money was for - but there was usually a kind of professional acceptance. Indeed, what I liked about sex workers was that they generally showed less revulsion for erect penises and talk of fucking than most women I'd been in relationships with.
A month passed. My daily website checks showed that Lydia worked about five days a week, so I told myself I couldn't have done that much damage. I also noticed how seldom Sabrina's name came up. I emailed Club Aphrodite to ask if I could book an appointment with her only to be told that Sabrina didn't take bookings. Finally, a couple of weeks later, I saw her name under 'Working Today' and dropped everything to go there. This time, I was not disappointed.
'Gentleman!' said the blonde as she walked into the private room wearing heels and a negligee. She went straight up to me, put her arms over my shoulders and began full-on Frenching, with tongues and everything. I was surprised but returned the kisses enthusiastically. Things got intense, our hands on each other, and I pulled us both tumbling onto the bed. Sabrina threw back her head and laughed.
'Good job we didn't land on the floor,' she said, her nose touching mine. 'I would have been
pissed.'
I smiled. She lowered her head and resumed eating my mouth. After a few moments, her hands grew impatient with my clothing.
'Come on,' she said, climbing off me. 'Get that shit off and let's fuck.'
We stripped and fell on each other, kissing, grabbing, our limbs wrapping and unwrapping around our bodies. At one point, I reached down and put my hand between her legs. Her shaved Venus mound felt rough against my palm. My middle finger felt for the soft place where the lips of her labia parted, but I held back from pushing it in. I looked at Sabrina, waiting for her to tell me how much this would cost. Sabrina looked back, eyes glittering.
'Well?' she said.
'Aren't we supposed to negotiate first?' I said.
'Okay, here's the deal,' she said. 'You do whatever you want and if I don't like it, I tell you and you stop. Okay?'
I looked down at her, wondering if she meant it. Then the primal part of my brain went 'For fuck's sake!' and ordered the finger to push. It went into Sabrina's deliciously wet vagina and two more fingers quickly followed the first. Sabrina groaned, grabbed my head by the hair and pulled it down between her legs. Before I knew it, my face was mashed against her juicy, fleshy cunt, and I was licking her out like my life depended on it.
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We fucked for a solid forty-five minutes. Afterwards, Sabrina popped out to the toilet, which gave me the chance to pay for a second hour. She returned with two small bottles of water and a big smile on her face. She settled herself next to me, one slender leg slung casually over my body, and cracked open the bottle. I watched her drink water, a big smile on my own face. This was as different from Lydia as it could get.
'What is it?' said Sabrina, reading my expression.
'I think you're awesome,' I said.
'Sex is awesome. I'm just a woman.'
'You're not "Just a woman".'
Sabrina stroked my leg with her foot and drank more water. I opened my bottle and took a drink myself, wondering at how natural this all felt. Sabrina shifted her body to get more comfortable and looked at me.
'It's been a while,' she said.
'A couple of months,' I said.
'Did you go all that time without sex?'
'No.'
'You
are
a bad boy!' She moved her leg, inviting me to put my hand on her ankle. 'Want to tell me about it?'
I realised that I did. Sitting up in bed with a naked woman draping her limbs over me, I talked about Lydia. I was careful not to refer to her by name, but as I described the whole encounter, Sabrina took a guess and nailed it in one. At the end of the story, Sabrina rubbed my leg with affection.
'You really are a good guy,' she said.
'What do you mean?'