Until now, things had been mostly the same as they had been with any of his previous, first time lovers. In fact, he had gotten so wrapped up in doing everything he could to relax Rebecca, that he'd completely forgotten the reason for why they were doing this in the first place. Now, as Ryan positioned himself, the realisation of what was about to happen washed over him like the cool ocean water of a tsunami. For the first time in his life, his raw cock was pressed up to the slicked entrance of a beautiful woman and he was going to enter her without first pausing to reach over to the side table.
It was more than just the lack of a condom. This wasn't a drunken tryst or a couple being reckless in their youth and hoping for the odds to fall in their favour. Rebecca had come here on the day of the month that she was likely the most fertile. The chances of his seed impregnating her were astronomically high. If he did this, she would leave here today filled with hope and a piece of him he could never get back.
For half a second, he balked. Every instinct screamed for him to run. This was wrong. This was a married woman. Ryan didn't want to be a father. It should be her husband here, a man who wanted a child with Rebecca so badly he would agree to any means necessary to make it happen. Not Ryan who would never see her again!
The panic rose fast, sweat forming on his temple. Ryan opened his mouth to tell her and then he looked down into the wide, chocolate swirled eyes beneath him and found more love than he had ever felt for anyone just waiting for a child not even yet conceived. The depths of those eyes were all he needed to be sure of his decision. Rebecca would be an incredible mother and that giving her this gift was very much the right thing to do.
Ryan's heart always raced right at the moment of penetration, but now it was hammering so hard it nearly hurt. The sound of his pulse roared in ears. He pressed his hips forward, the tip of his head sliding easily into the slit it nuzzled against. Only when he started to feel resistance did he stop. He had heard Rebecca gasp when he entered her and now he searched her face for any hints of discomfort.
"Does it hurt?" He asked.
She shook her head, shiney brown curls flowing like waves on the pillow under her head. "It's ok. Keep going."
With no hesitation, Ryan obliged. He pushed himself deeper, keeping watch for any sign of pain from Rebecca, until nearly all of his cock fit inside of her. With another woman, he might have enjoyed pushing her limits already a little, but Rebecca was a special case. He stopped completely, keeping his lower half still as he leaned down to kiss her before carefully pulling back just so far as to not let his head slip out. She felt so warm wrapped around him, his entire cock more sensitive when hugged by her tight walls than he had ever been before.
So slow it pained him, he pushed back in. Rebecca closed her eyes. Her head turned into the pillow that muffled her moan. This one was louder than any he had drawn from her before. Eager to hear it again, Ryan pulled back halfway then thrust his hips forward.
He took his time finding a steady rhythm. Little by little he increased the speed and strengths of his thrusts. Rebecca encouraged him with her symphony of moans and whimpers of pleasure. She wrapped one leg around his back, drawing him closer and simultaneously lifting herself from the mattress to push back against him. Her soft, sweat dampened body writhed beneath him, each of their movements motivated by the need to touch each other more.
Soon, Ryan came to the realisation that he wasn't going to last very much longer. It felt too good to have a woman's warmth directly on his skin and Rebecca's tightness wasn't making it any easier for him to hold himself back from orgasm. He went as long as he could and then slowed under the guise of wanting to kiss her more. Which he did, of course, but largely he needed to buy a little time. As his mouth teased hers, he slid a hand down her stomach and slipped his fingers onto her soaked slit.
Rebecca jolted at his touch on her clit. "Oh yes, don't stop," she moaned. He laughed against her shoulder, grazing her skin with his teeth. All of her muscles had locked the second his fingers began to move.
