Thanks to rgraham666 who goaded me into writing more about these characters. Thanks to snowflakesarah for editing.
The following Saturday I have broken a sweat before I even make it to the locker room. It was a week ago that the headmaster invited me to be his lover. That seems far away now. But what we did in my apartment a few nights back is uppermost in my mind. The sexuality stings in my blood. It feels like someone poured whiskey in my morning coffee.
I race up the stairs and quickly change into my uniform as always. At the mat, I am dismayed to discover I am not the first one here. I bow, step into the sacred space, and watch without smiling as Jacob Burke walks toward me.
"Hi!" he greets me. Joe Cool here is looking as sleazy as ever. He can't keep his eyes off my 34C's. His reputation precedes him. I nod, but don't bow to him or shake hands, despite his black belt. My lips turn up just enough to be polite and I start to walk past. "Good morning."
He puts his hand on my bicep. He does the look-deep-in-my-eyes thing. "Did I ever tell you about my tongue?" he starts in. He counts on his fingertips. "It's strong, it's long, and it's flexible."
Holy Esther
, I think.
What an ass. Does he really think this behavior is attractive?
I give him the same frosty smile and start jogging laps. "Thanks for letting me know," I call over my shoulder. "Gotta get warmed up," and literally run away from him. He waves as if this is part of some grand plan to draw me in.
After I jog around enough times, completely ignoring Dickhead, I take the prime spot in the corner to stretch my hips and legs. To the east is the window and to the south is the barre. I stick my right ankle in the windowsill and start reaching, as far as I can, thinking
sky, horizon, earth. Sky, horizon, earth
. Left ankle, barre, same thing. Then bending my chest to my thighs, I place my hands flat on the ground.
I'm so grateful I can still do this. The Goddess gave me flexibility, for reasons of Her own; I'll never know why. I walk my hands around the mat for a bit, then widen my stance, and slowly sink into the splits. I hitch the girdle of my hip joints left, right, and center again. The last time I held this pose, a warm lover was beneath me. "
Come here
," says vivid memory. I lean forward. I almost kiss the mat.
Painted toenails appear in front of my nose. It's Laura, my stretch buddy. "How's by you!" she says. "You're late!" I tell her. She holds out her hands, thumbs open, to pull me up. Her grin is devil-may-care. "Pish, tush," says my friend. We chortle for the Saturday-morningness of it all.
"Line
up!
" roars the lead black belt. Thankfully it isn't Jake Burke. We skitter into place. After the opening ritual, the headmaster addresses the class. "I want to remind you to keep your minds in this room today. Focus on the here and now." I realize he's throwing me a rope. He claps his hands sharply. The warm-up begins.
My palms are sweaty. My nerves jangle. I make an obvious mistake. Three meters away, his voice sounds again, "Here and now." Right. I fight my way into concentration. As long as he doesn't come too near, I might get through this.
When it is time to spar, he pairs me with Joey Capitelli. Right away I know I'm being tested. Joey might have had a neck when he was a kid, but somehow I doubt it. Though not much taller than me, he is a barrel of muscle. His Cherokee blood shows in his tanned skin and dark hair. His red belt will certainly be exchanged for black by winter. He has eyes like a shark, merciless and flat. And he's a cop.
I bow, smile and shake hands. "Mr. Capitelli." He grants me a tiny smile but doesn't speak. Thankfully he holds the bag first. I warm up with a few side kicks which are my best. He doesn't budge. "Harder," he encourages.
As if
, I think. Front snap kick. Back spinning kick. With the last, my ability to consistently strike the same spot is a disappointment.
The instructor shouts for the class to change partners and the real work begins. I brace my stance as well as I can while making sure the way behind me is clear. As expected, his first kick sends me staggering back five feet. Next time I lean into it and don't give as much. The teacher walks by, smiling serenely while I take the pounding.
Partners are exchanged, and class proceeds in a bliss of physical awakening. The yelling and panting noises make a soothing music. There is no tension left. I am calmness incarnate.
Fifteen minutes early, the instructor claps his hands. "Let's line up." Four envelopes appear in his fist. He walks down the ranks, distributing the mail.
"Mr. Capitelli...Mr. Carnes...Miss Crane...Miss Wakefield." Each envelope contains a summons of sorts. The following week, we will be tested. Capitelli must have known his was coming. Red belts are groomed for months in advance.
Mostly for the benefit of the newcomers, the master announces, "No class next week. We will be testing all day. Do attend the test, regardless." He gives the nod to highest ranking student, who barks out the closing ritual.
"Go read your mail," says our teacher. He knows we want to. Every student so chosen finds a place on the mat. Leaning into the windowsill, I tear open the envelope. My marks are not bad. I study the familiar handwriting and take to heart the comments, praise and criticism alike.
There is another piece of paper. It is a map, with an address and a note. In the same handwriting, it reads,
12:30. Don't shower
. My stomach tightens. I feel my center start to cream. I glance at the clock and stuff the papers back into the envelope.
"Congratulations, Miss Crane," says a friend. We hug. "Thank you." I grin from ear to ear. In the locker room I hastily brush my teeth and push my street clothes into my bag.
"Aren't you coming to lunch?"
"Laundry," I half-lie. "If I don't get it done I'll have to go naked to work all week." "Well, you wouldn't want that!" laughs Andrea.
"Damn straight. See you Wednesday."
I make a beeline for the front lobby, slip on my coat and find my shoes in the pile. Burke the Jerk takes the place beside me. "So how about it? Your place or mine?"
"You can't be serious."
"I am serious! Come on, at least have lunch with me."
I twist on the sofa to face him. "Jake, no offense, I'm just not interested."