I hated nothing quite as much as pep assemblies. The entire student body was herded into the gymnasium like cattle, and we all missed class just so the school's athletes could get yet another demonstration of how awesome they were, and celebrate themselves some more. Our gym, although large, had trouble fitting the entire school, so a mad dash for the available bleacher space ensued. Whoever didn't grab a seat on time had to stand.
I sat at the end of one row of bleachers with Marisol, and the both of us suffered through the assembly together. The cheerleaders were still as annoying as always, hopefully cheering and dancing their way straight to hell. The dance team took the floor as well, and they did two dance routines in between badly acted, unfunny skits and the only thing that the cheerleaders were actually good at, which was stunting. I occupied myself with staring daggers at Anita Ryan, who was a perfectly cute, conservative looking blond girl with incredibly long legs. I couldn't help imagine these legs wrapped around Seth, and my jealousy flared even more when I realized that the vision in my mind had, in fact, taken place at one point. He'd admitted that to me that one evening on the school roof, and much as I appreciated that he had at least been honest with me, at the moment I wished he'd never told me.
"Do you realize that if we win today, we're in the playoffs for sure?" Marisol asked, jabbing me slightly in the ribs. I jumped, interrupting my thoughts and nodding at her. She sighed and gave me a look.
"Sorry Jenna. I know he's probably right over there, and I know it sucks."
I nodded, avoiding to glance over at the front of the opposite rows of bleachers, where the entire football team sat, wearing their jerseys. Marisol patted my arm comfortingly.
"You need to take your mind off him," she said. "What do you say, ten bucks on Anita Ryan for Homecoming Queen?"
"Katie Schoen," I said. "I'd rather have her win." If Anita Ryan did win this one, I was going to be sick.
With that thought freshly in my mind, I watched as the Homecoming King and Queen candidates were made to line up in the front of the gym. Mike Stahl, the long distance runner, looked strangely out of place in between the three bulky football players in their jerseys. I stared at him just to avoid staring at Seth instead. There was only so long I could force my eyes to remain at one spot, however, and finally they did wander.
Seth looked almost too casual. He had his thumbs hooked in the pockets of his jeans, and I could see the tenseness on his face. Either he was taking the whole Homecoming King business a lot more serious than I thought he would, or he was in fact still troubled by our break-up. At the other end of the line, Anita Ryan stood ready for the crowning ceremony, her smile so fake I wanted to punch her. Next to her were the two other cheerleaders in the court, Katie Schoen and Lindsay Anderson. Alicia Miller, our resident star track athlete, was standing off to the other side of the girls. I pretty much despised all four of them, but had decided that Katie Schoen was probably the least out of all these evils. Now, all I could do was pray.
"This needs to be over soon," Marisol whispered when Principal Parrish took the microphone and started to praise the various accomplishments of the Homecoming court members. "Oh, who the fuck cares? It's not like we've never heard of them."
"Tell me about it," I sighed. "I want to get home and watch a movie and fall asleep." Marisol gave me a look.
"That early?"
"I like sleeping. I'm not sad when I sleep."
She patted my hand. "You can stay at my place, if you like."
"Sure. If you want." I was aware how evasive that sounded, and forced myself to smile. "It'd be nice Mari. I'm sorry, I know I've been a pain in the ass friend lately."
Marisol shrugged. "Hey, I'm not complaining. Ooh, look! Finally!" She elbowed me when there was movement, and we could see two cheesy crowns sparkle on two pillows. The crowning ceremony itself was refreshingly short, with the crowns being picked up one after the other by Principal Parrish. The first one was placed squarely on Seth's head, which caused the gym to applaud and cheer wildly. I shook my head when I looked at him once more, my head suddenly clearing. Dating the Homecoming King? What the fuck kind of fantasy land had I been living in?
When the second, much more delicate crown was places onto Katie Schoen's head, I thanked the powers that be for the intervention. There was a little bit less applause for Katie, who seemed genuinely surprised by the honor. It endeared her to me a little bit, but when she stretched out her hand for Seth's that was lost again right away. The two of them bowed several times, and I tried my best not to look like I wanted to shoot myself.
"Mari," I said," we need to leave."
***
I'd rationalized the decision not to attend the football game a thousand times to myself. It would hurt me to see Seth on the field, and I knew damn well that the football players and cheerleaders were going to have some sort of sex orgy after. It happened every year if we won the homecoming game.
I was still asking myself what the hell we were doing when we approached the field, on which the game had been in progress for a while. It
was
the homecoming game after all, and this would have been the first time in four years we didn't attend it. I was still refusing to step close enough to actually see what was going on, but Marisol, who wasn't suffering from any such scruples, had approached the field and the crowd and was now returning, her face pale.
"Uh," she said. "That's not good."
I had been pacing, but now I stopped in my tracks.
"What?"
"The score is seven-fourteen."
"Are you serious? That's impossible! Munster is not that good." That did, however, explain the disgruntled faces of the tailgaters I could see from here. I put my hands on my head, feeling disconcerted.
"From what I gathered..." Marisol shrugged. "Seth Marshall just isn't on his game today. Maybe he's sick. Cantelloni is picking up his slack, but he can't carry the team like Marshall does."
"I guess not," I mumbled, for lack of anything meaningful to say. We were hoping like everyone else that Glenn Valley would win the state championship this year – and if we lost this one, we might not even be going. My feelings for Seth aside, this score made me nervous.
"Do you want to stay?" Marisol asked, and I considered. Did I want to see our football team lose at home? Certainly not. Did I want to watch Seth play? Hell, I preferred not to look at him at all, if possible. But still, Marisol looked so nervous that I couldn't bring myself to make her leave with me, and if I was honest with myself, I had to admit that if I left now, I would just spend the rest of the afternoon worrying and speculating about the outcome of the game.
