Part 2 - Aubrey
I woke a little after dawn from one of the deepest, most dreamless slumbers I'd ever had. I felt like I'd slept a thousand years. I felt completely refreshed— but disoriented. Then I remembered last night with pure disbelief.
What did I do?
Thoughts of yesterday began flooding back into my head. The obscene flashes of memory. The things I'd said and begged for. The musky taste— of a man— still in my mouth.
I cheated on Ian!
Last night seemed like a dream, but a good, naughty dream. But it had happened, for sure. I let a silver fox of a man, Clive (
What the hell was his last name? Did I not even know it
???) completely use me in every way possible for his sexual gratification.
He fucked me
.
The image of his broad chest towering over me flashed into my head. The image of his thick, sexy penis flashed into my head too, sticking straight up and curving upward toward my face.
He shoved the whole thing into my mouth
.
I cupped my vagina. It was tender. And my ass!
He put his unprotected thickness into my ass and stretched me open
. I was really sore back there. I'd never felt it being sore like that before. It was a strange sensation, but only partially unpleasant.
I'd called him Daddy and begged him for more over and over and over again.
What the hell had gotten into me? It was saw raw and uninhibited. But I'm not a cheater! I'm a good person!
He called me a good girl last night.
That primal desire stirred darkly in me again.
This could never happen again, not ever with anyone. I'd see Clive again though, we had a—
Suddenly it struck me: I'd have to see Clive again in just a few hours! We were meeting with the man who would (hopefully) be my new employer, Dave. Clive had pretty much gotten me a job at a PR firm so I wouldn't have to work at the restaurant anymore and could really start my career. Now all I had to do was meet Dave, the communication's director at that firm, for brunch. The huge problem was that Clive was going to be there too, the whole time, remembering what he'd done to me!
Whatever. He had pleasured me as much as I pleasured him.
It would be our dirty secret. I had wanted it, for sure. I'd wanted it bad. That agonizing ache between my legs I'd endured before he finally put it into me...
I'm a really anxious girl but the way Clive made me feel was just completely incredible, confident and unrestrained. He'd made me feel fully alive and sexy and totally, completely desired. Then he made me feel safe as he tore down my inhibitions and dominated me. It was... was...
so fucking erotic
, is what it was. Honestly.
Uh oh, was I getting wet again?
I really, truly loved Ian but Clive had a wolflike dominance. I had allowed myself that pleasure once: the pleasure of sexual surrender.
Just once. What Ian didn't know would never hurt him. Ian had, after all, was the most wonderful boyfriend ever and the one who had taken my virginity. Last night was just one, little sex act with the only other penis I'd ever feel inside me, just to get it out of my system for good. A small infidelity never to be spoken of again.
I was rationalizing, I knew. I closed my eyes and remembered Clive licking me, remembered him working his warm, expert tongue up and down my folds.
I was touching myself
. I couldn't help but remember feeling Clive's tongue entering my ass and that sensation of firm, yet tender heat in—
Suddenly, my phone began ringing, jarring me back into reality and shocking the lust right out of me.
Uh oh
. It was Ian.
"Hey, Babe! How's home?" I said as I answered, forcing as much fake cheeriness as I could into my voice. It felt slick between my thighs as I rose to a seated position.
"Hey Aub! I hope I didn't wake you up. I just sorta missed you, wanted to say hi."
"Aww, well I
sorta
missed you too." I said with a forced chuckle. "All good over here, just worked and had some drinks with Alice again. Didn't stay out too late yesterday. I worked a double and was totally pooped." I felt so guilty, lying to him like that. He was a really, really sweet guy and probably the love of my life
but this was just a one-time thing
.
Ian filled me in on the hiking and kayaking he had done with his family and some puppy his cousins had gotten. He wasn't coming back until Sunday, tomorrow, and had plans to see his old friends today. I told him about the weirdly casual Saturday brunch interview I was about to have for the communications job.