We meet at the lake near the parking lot next to the boat docks. They're close to the camping grounds with fire pits and rusted out grills desperately in need of cleaning. And about every mile or so there are also bathrooms; you have to bring your own toilet paper though. We choose a site close to one of the bathrooms but far from the weekend crowds. We come alone, each in our own cars; I think this makes us feel secure. We could leave any time. We've talked vaguely a few times about why we came here. Always in generalities though, we were too nervous to speak frankly about our desires. Our towels are in one hand and we share a grip with the others as we march towards the bathrooms, determined in our purpose. I blame sweaty palms on the warm breeze blowing towards the water. I opened the creaky, metal door and lead you into the cavernous, linoleum-lined stall. Its surprisingly fresh, I suspect a combination of regular cleaning and the open slit, glass windows are the cause. As we walk in, there is a sink with a streaked mirror above it to our left and at the end a shower slightly dropped below the floor but with a lip rising above it. There is a clear curtain and on the left wall between the shower and sink is a toilet one would be reluctant to sit on. This is not the romantic circumstance we might have wished for but in our small town there were few choices that wouldn't reveal our deed to those who know us.
We hang up our towels and you turn around, place your hands on my chess and close the distance between us until your head rests on my shoulder. We stand there for an eternal, brief moment and then you look up at me and ask me to kiss you. Our lips meet and your hands run behind my back while mine stay firmly planted on your hips, ignorant of what they should do. You raise my shirt over my head, turn around, and look over your shoulder expecting me to do the same. Following your lead I do just that but you don't turn back around. You just wait there for me to finish undressing you. I fumble with the clasp of your bra but everything else goes smoothly. Finally you turn around but keep your head bowed so I can't see your face. You're beautiful. You reach for my swim trunks; I'd soon be naked. Swim trunks don't have underwear, only that uncomfortable mesh netting. I'm already hard, your presence always makes me so. Again, we stand for an eternal, brief moment until you ask me to kiss you again. Our contact isn't electric like people say; rather, there was this warmth you couldn't ignore or escape. So unnatural it demanded all our attentions yet it seemed as if even the other source of warmth was coming from inside.