"Why are you so happy this morning?" Deboshree asked.
Debika embraced her friend tightly and kissed on her cheek, "It's a beautiful morning. Isn't that reason enough for me to be happy?"
Deboshree gave her a seductive look. Debika didn't care what Deboshree might thinkβshe felt good, damn it. And Deboshree had a feeling it had everything to do with her beautiful friend with whom she'd slept last night.
"Let's go for breakfast," Deboshree said and pulled her friend towards her.
The girls, Bipasha and Arpita entered the large kitchen. The smell of onion along with boiled eggs, Aloo paratha, Masala Dosa, Upma, Idli, and vada (All Indian breakfast recipes) greeted them with open arms. It was the second day in the jungle, the house had been filled with the savory smells of food. Both Bipin and Mihir were busy preparing breakfast items. Mihir approached the gas stove, heated the Tawa (disc-shaped frying pan or griddle) on a medium flame for preparation of Dosa. Two stainless steel pots bubbled on the burners containing boiled eggs. The exhaust fan worked on a low setting above. Bipin turned down the heat to the Stainless Steel Idli Cooker, too much steam rising off the top of it.
"Bipin Bhaiya, please prepare some toast along with Dosa," requested Bipasha.
Arpita said, "Mihir Bhaiya, I would prefer two boiled eggs along with other items."
"OK, Baby, you both go and wait in the dining hall, very soon we are serving everything to you both," replied Mihir.
When Debasish, Dipankar, Ashmita, and Madhu went down to have their breakfast everybody pretended as if nothing had happened, but they kept a distance from each other.
They found all members in the dining hall waiting for breakfast. The girls were sitting together. The elders, Bhaskar, Arnab, Kaberi, and Archana, were sitting together. Everybody greeted each other. A wave of relief washed over both Ashmita and Madhu, and they were thankful to Debasish and Dipankar for their silence about the incident night before. Both Debasish and Dipankar were sure that the women had enjoyed all that they had done to them last night. But there was some nervousness and confusion in the body language of both Ashmita and Madhu. Both the male counterparts knew what was troubling them. Even the women were not looking at them and keeping a distance. The four could feel the air seemed to be heavy and humid; a strange feeling of anticipation filled around them. Everyone was guilty conscious. After finishing their breakfast, then without saying anything everybody went to their rooms, everybody was in a trance.
Marriage was a holly institution of faith, belief and, all about walking in commitment and honesty. Infidelity was something that required darkness and secrecy. It was a sin, and that's why someone would always hide the affair and always would want it to stay hidden. Both Ashmita and Madhu were thinking deeply of their infidelity and their affairs first with Ramu and now with the husband of a best friend. Even if they had not confessed the affairs, but these cheating wives were feeling guilty and expressed that guilt in their behaviors. The two women's hearts were crying in anguish as they had already observed people whose marriages had been destroyed in the storms of life while they had sought solace in the arms of another person. Adultery must not be found among those who would seek God and His will. The two women wanted repentance. Accountability and responsibility came to their minds as they had a family comprising of their husbands, Fathers-in-law, Mothers-in-law, and lastly, they had young grown-up daughters.
Both the women, Ashmita and Madhu were thinking in the same line. They had difficulty with being intimate with their husbands. They felt there was no spark there. Long story short, they weren't satisfied sexually. They loved their husbands, they are their best friends, they were so ashamed that they did such a disgusting sin. They repented and cried so much for what they did, and decided to change their ways. They decided they would confess their sin to the Lord and seek forgiveness. Infidelity would happen when someone would cheat on a romantic and sexy partner. What constituted infidelity could vary greatly depending upon what was agreed to by all partners in a romantic and sexy relationship, and might include both sexual and emotional infidelity. Ashmita and Madhu were thinking deeply the whole afternoon about this having their sexual behaviors, sexual activities, seeking and having sexual fulfilment or emotional fulfilment with someone of interest outside of the relationship like Ramu, Debasish, and Dipankar.
Ashmita thought," It was a one-time thing, and it would never happen again. I think I can rebuild my marriage without telling my spouse. "
Madhu thought, "I repent for what I did but I'm better off going forward as if the affair never happened. My spouse will never find out."
On the other hand, both Debasish and Dipankar were also focusing deeply on this aspect of why they cheated on their wives. First of all, it was an accident due to misunderstanding in darkness and due to their drunkenness. But knowing the other woman was his friend's wife, still, they continued their infidelities. It might be the frustration in the marriage which triggered it. Debasish thought he was seeking more sex and attention from his wife which she failed. Dipankar thought he was not sexually satisfied with his wife as she would often decline sex. But both the men decided to repent and not to proceed with this matter further.
Debasish thought," Why should I tell my spouse about this affair which I promise before God not to do again? I don't want to devastate my spouse simply to relieve my guilty conscience."