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Author's Note*****
This story is part of a series composed of 6 chapters. Although this chapter can be read by itself, it is recommended to read the previous chapters in order to get a fuller sense of the story behind the list.
A big thanks to findingmyvoice for editing and putting up with me.
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Running always seemed to clear Shane's head. Shane slipped his jogging shorts on, put on a fitted t-shirt, then laced up his running shoes.
The trip to downtown, up to old man Rafferty's farm, and back was approximately 10 miles. Shane thought it would do him some good to make the trek. He had been having a lot of memories, and along with those memories, feelings; feelings he hadn't had in a very long time. The list had sparked his emotional curiosity of what happened to everyone.
As Shane ran through the park, he watched kids playing on the merry-go-round, spinning as fast as they could. After it stopped, each of them proceeded to a line drawn in the dirt, to see who could walk the straightest. Shane's mind was taken back; another memory from his childhood.
The girls spun on the merry-go-round. As the world zipped by them, curving, with objects streaking past, one tipped her head back to view it upside down. The centrifugal force pulled her body. Only held by her legs wrapped around the bar near the center of the popular playground equipment, she let her arms stretch out.
She lost the grip she had on the bar and slid off the merry-go-round quickly. Shane watched as the girl clasped her mouth and searched the ground. He approached her. "Are you OK? Can I help you find something? You have a nasty scrape on your knee."
"I'm ok. I lost a tooth though. I'm just trying to find it." The girl kept her mouth covered while she ran her free hand over the ground.
"Let me help." Shane scanned the ground then got down on his knees to get a better perspective of the brown dirt scattered with tufts of grass. As he moved a couple of rocks out of the way, he felt something small and sharp on one end. Shane picked up the object and presented it to the girl.
Muffled through her hand, "You found it! Thank you!"
The girl walked with Shane to a bench and they both sat down. It wasn't long before the girl removed her hand from her mouth. Shane said, "It can't be that bad. Are you sure you're ok? Let me see and I will tell you what it looks like."
She flashed her toothy smile, minus one; Shane's heart skipped Her smile was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. "It doesn't look bad at all. You should put that tooth under your pillow tonight." It was the first time he met Charlene. He wanted to hold her hand and kiss her.
Shane remembered that moment 32 years ago. He was six, and Charlene was five. She was the first person on his list. Though, it wasn't supposed to be the type of list it had become. As well as any six year old could think of, it was intended to be a list of everything in his life, not just girls.
At six years old, being scrawny and awkward, Shane lacked the courage to take her hand that day and give her a smooch. His lack of confidence followed him throughout elementary school. By the time he felt confident enough to ask her out, he was a freshman and she had a boyfriend.
Shane snapped out of it to find himself downtown, which seemed like it hadn't changed one bit since he left. He noticed that everyone who moved away from town changed, and those who remained, stayed the same.
This would make a good Twilight Zone episode
.
The buildings downtown still showed their weather-worn brick faces and billboards advertise products and stores. Like a scene out of
The Andy Griffith Show
, Shane could see people sitting on chairs and benches outside the doors of their shops; the local gossip buzzing from their mouths.
One of the buildings did look like it had been renovated. As he was running past, he saw the sign in the window: Charlene Jackson, DDS.
Is the world teasing me? Trying to tell me something?
Shane thought to himself. He had been thinking about Charlene this morning. Images of her toothless smile invaded his thoughts, as he peered into the large plate-glass window.
Inside, a little girl received a lollipop from a short-haired brunette who was seated beside a counter. The woman stood and smiled at the little girl; there it was. Shane immediately recognized the toothy smile from his vision this morning. Charlene looked up and saw Shane standing in front of the window. Her face lit up, and she quickly said something to the little girl before excitedly waving to Shane, inviting him in.
Charlene had always been nice to him. He was constantly picked on in elementary school, but she never said anything mean, nor did she ever make him feel unwanted. He opened the door, side-stepping to allow the little girl and her mother room to pass through the door at the same time.
"Oh, my gosh! Shane, I haven't seen you in forever!"
"Yeah, it's been about...16, maybe 17 years, hasn't it?"
"Something like that. You look really good after all of these years."
"You look pretty amazing yourself. I really like your hair like that. And I see you still have that same wonderful smile."