The man I've become blossomed from pain. Every day seems to be a lesson about myself. One of the experiences was rather... unexpected. After the fact, a bond formed that never truly left. Those long nights as the noise died down, they were always there. Two dear friends... and soon two very dear loves. Our first time, while the fondest, taught me that I couldn't deny what I craved. Both sides of love and passion.
It had been three years since we had seen each other. When I happened to be in town, my first call went straight to Amy. Out of the pair, she was feisty, demanding, and a perfectionist. Privately, she could be sweet, caring, and warm. The conversation began lukewarm then simmered. Hearing that I would come around made her tone change. Though I couldn't see her, a smile slowly crept onto her face. An ember in my stomach grew at that thought.
"Have you called Nathan?"
"Not yet... I wanted to tell you first."
"Hmm. Why me?"
A blush was on my face when I answered, "I adore Nathan, though always confide in you first. You knew that."
She laughed at this. "I do... But hearing you say it makes me shiver."
"I can tell."
"You've been shivering since I picked up your call."
"How can I not be? Seeing you two has that effect."
"Go call him. Let me know what time we're meeting and when."
"Yes ma'am."
A soft whimper barely registered in the receiver as we said goodbye. Amy stood reserved when you couldn't see her. Normally up until you could have her close. As soon as I hit the call button, a call came in from Nathan. I couldn't hide the smile on my lips as I swiped to answer.
"Hey Nate."
"Saw your post. Are you here already?"
"Uh huh. Just hit the button to call you when yours lit up my screen."
I could tell his smile was as wide as mine when answering, "So... you have any plans other than working?"
"Well, I was thinking of meeting with you and Amy. If you would want to."
"Are you kidding? You know me Travis. I can clear a day up for you and Amy."
"She said to let her know the details after I talked with you."
"Mm seems you planned to see us no matter what."
A warm rush came from my neck. "Even if I was late for something."
"Such a sweet boy aren't you?"
Damn it... He likely heard that pant in my voice as he bit my lip.
"Come on Nate... Don't do that now."
"You tease me all the time. It's only fair to make you nervous."
"You're gonna pay for that."
"I look forward to it, Travis." he teased with a chuckle.
"Want to meet at the usual bar?"
"Actually... how about a nice place?"
"Nathan, it's fine. You know you don't have to."
"I insist. Amy and I want to make you feel welcome."
"I already do."
Hearing that gulp from him told me he was as antsy as I was at that moment. There had been playful tension but that's all. How things felt between either of them... it was clear it crossed to something more serious.
"Good. I can fix things for tomorrow at 7. Less people at night and the best booths are open."
"I'd like that."
"I like doing good things for you and Amy."
"We both appreciate it sweetie."
"Get some sleep then."
Before I could hang up, I sighed and stopped him.
"Nate?"
"Yeah?"
"Can I hear you?"
Sometimes, it was a game of teasing. Right now, the game is trying not to go crazy.
"I want to. Really bad."
I sighed, biting my lip. "But we don't want to leave Amy out."
"She's probably just as tense."
"Right... then I hope tomorrow comes fast."
"Sweet dreams handsome."
"Wet dreams to you too."
When we could finally hang up, my hands shook and my pants were stretched out to the point they scraped when I barely moved. Unbuttoning my pants, I took a few minutes to breathe. I hadn't even touched them yet and I couldn't help... this feeling.
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Sleeping that night proved difficult. Not until I couldn't take it and started to grind against a pillow. Even after cumming twice, I was still rock solid. Either I hadn't been jerking off enough... or I couldn't stop thinking of what their hands might feel like. Cleaning up, I was sound asleep until my phone rang. Amy? This early? Picking up, she sounded like she hadn't slept.
"Hello?"
"Afternoon there sleepyhead."
"Says the one that hasn't slept yet."
"Hmm. Is it that obvious?"
"Yes."