Day 1
Nearly a year had gone by since we last saw each other. That amazing woman with whom I'd shared such a brief intimate encounter with had gone back to Estonia after finishing her exchange, and we'd shared our last deep embrace in the late days of the previous year. We'd kept in touch, thankfully, and now I was growing very excited with the news that I had been accepted into The University of Helsinki in Finland to finish my master program in engineering. Firstly it was really incredible because the school had such a reputation as being one of the foremost schools in Europe, but really my heart began to beat faster with the realization that I'd be coming so close to her -- that we would have a chance to meet each other again, whatever that would bring.
We talked quite a lot after I arrived, and I even went to visit her for a day in Tallinn -- we'd both been very enthusiastic about the meet, and I'd wondered over the whole trip whether or not something would happen, if that spark was still there. It turned out that we definitely still had that attraction; as I spotted her when my ferry landed, I walked up to her, and immediately our lips were locked together. But, we didn't have much time, or a place really, to do much more. We'd just enjoyed each other's company and had dinner together before I left back to my place across the Baltic Sea. It wasn't until later in the semester that she came to visit me in Helsinki, where we would share one of the most amazing experiences of either of our lives...
It wasn't exactly the most beautiful weather during that time, but as I walked to the port to meet her that rainy night the anticipation of seeing her face, her sexy lips, those devil eyes, had me burning under my woolen coat. I walked down to the docks where I knew the ferry came between Tallinn and Helsinki...where the ferry
I
knew of came at least. Already frustrated with the anticipation, it wasn't the best news to find that I'd gone to the wrong port! So we decided on a meeting place in the city, and I walked very quickly to the shopping center/transportation hub not far from my hotel. My feet barely touched the ground...I was exhilarated, nervous, impatient, excited...many feelings were going through me at once. I stopped at the Starbucks in the lower level of the center to enjoy a holiday brew only sold around this time of year. I remember watching people as I waited for her. Watching the many travelers moving to their terminals; couples parting, family members reuniting. I would watch, trying to take my mind off the tension, then catch myself waiting to see her face on every girl that came down the escalator or walked past my table.
Eventually the crowds started to thin out as it was starting to get late, and I remember feeling even more anxious. I wasn't worried; I knew she was in the city, but we didn't have a way to call unless she was near Wi-Fi. I paced around the large hall, thinking to myself about the weekend we would share together. Thinking about many things...
Finally she managed to send a message, and we figured out where we would meet up. I walked out to the main court in front of the huge building, lit a cigarette and eagerly waited. I didn't know how I would feel when she did show. I knew we would embrace, I knew I would kiss her...don't think, I thought. Just take in the air, the city, the lights, in this cool, wet, Finnish autumn night. Then, at last, I saw her; a lone small figure slowly walking across the open space of concrete. I smiled as I saw her pale face, and saw her smiling just as broadly as she came closer. We reached each other and embraced, firmly...it was so amazing to feel that, I think I was surprised. She looked up at me, and almost before we could say, "hi," our lips were already entwined. Our lips opened to each other, our tongues exploring, and we melted together in another of what would be a long series of amazing surprises this weekend. I never forgot how amazing it was to kiss her, though it had been a while since our last encounter, but I was still amazed at how good it was...how deep it was with her. I knew at that moment something I had been fighting back and forth about in my mind those several weeks before; I was going to make love to her tonight...again, and again, and again... And it was a strange and incredible feeling, considering the circumstances of our relationship. So many conflicting feelings and thoughts, fears and exhilarations. But in that moment, for the most part, they melted away into what became one of the most passionate days of my life.
So we walked together, like the two lovers we were about to become, back to my hotel. Ah, the scandal of it! Here we were, meeting like this on a dark rainy night, walking in each other's arms, going to a hotel room to fuck each other senseless for the next couple of days...just magic. We reached my door at last, having stopped so many times along the way unable to keep our lips separated. There wasn't any more nervousness that I can recall as I opened my door and lead her inside. I wasn't thinking about what would happen next, how it would go, anything like that. I was just
in
this incredible moment. And it wouldn't have mattered anyway, because before a second had passed after I closed the door we were in each other's arms again, pushing our lips together hard, wrapping each other and tossing aside our jackets.