My name is Jane.
I consider myself attractive.
I have a pretty face β green, almost almond-shaped "cat eyes" (which may suggest Asian heritage, but that is not the case.), perfect, always-lipsticked, full, pouty lips; and very large β size DDD β breasts.
However, I am also plus-sized - what you see referred to online as a "BBW." While I find nothing wrong with that, I also know that it limits the amount of men who find me attractive.
It's for this reason that I never rely on my looks for anything. Some women use their toned bodies, long blonde hair, and big tits to get just about everything they can. More power to them. I, however, am intelligent and experienced, and use those characteristics to get me where I need to go. It has worked for me thus far, and it is most rewarding.
Once in awhile, though, someone with whom I am in a business relationship does indeed find me attractive β the object of a hidden fantasy. And that gives me an advantage. Usually, though, I am unaware of that advantage until I'm naked on a desk.
Such is the case with the man who is now my boss. I was hired on-the-spot after a short interview for a position as an assistant to a man who instantly charmed me. He wasn't conventionally attractive but there was something about his intensity and the way he was casual, but respected by his employees, that made something inside of me take notice.
As his right-hand-woman we worked very closely on a daily basis, and as such became fast friends. We weren't afraid to point out each other's errors or bad ideas, but we also trumpeted each others' achievements as well.
The rapport soon became flirtatious β harmless comments about Freudian slips, "that's what she said" remarks and "yes I do" responses to the accusation: "You suck!" As time progressed, there was an obvious sexual tension in the air; something that tingled in my veins, telling me that his comments about big boobs in general were actually directed at me, and not just general remarks.
Part of me didn't believe it. He was married, and I was hardly the type of girl that would be considered for the position as "other woman." But the flirting persisted, getting more and more explicit. It moved out of the office to text messages and IM's and requests for photos, each of us almost daring the other to make a move. Even with all that, I never believed that anything would come of it.
One day we were having a conversation about oral sex - both of us deprived as his wife and my boyfriend wanted nothing to do with performing it, while we both loved giving and receiving.
Later that evening, I was out, he was still at the office, and I got a text message.