She was always cute to me. Even on Day 1. I remember that day. She had a little accent (not an unfamiliar one) an easy smile, and a cheeky, radiant look. There was also a little mischief there behind those blue eyes, something that wanted to get out and also something that wanted to connect with someone.
She was in her early 20's with red hair, pale skin and stunning blue eyes. Unlike me she wasn't someone who went to the gym 4 days a week but she was attractive and healthy looking. Not overweight; she was a radiant ball of youth.
As with many good things, things started out normally. Conversation over an ordered coffee. A couple personal details here and there. A mutual connection. It wasn't initially sexual. Well, maybe a little. I can't lie, those eyes had a way of pulling me in. Her smile was full and drew my gaze onto her lips. And you know what they say; eyes on eyes is friends, eyes on lips leads to bed. It doesn't rhyme, but the point is valid. Little did I know how much pulling the rest of her would do on me, later on.
We chatted over coffee and I kind of guessed there was some attraction there on both sides but at the time I wanted her friend. Same age, also cheeky, Dark haired and full of self-assurance. One night I got what I wanted and her friend was naked underneath me. It was sex, but it was one-sided and not intimate.
And so we progressed, for a few months, chatting and talking, until at some point it seemed ok to hang out alone at my house. I was 37, so I was cautious, but I liked her.