This is the final chapter, and it's a long one. There's a lot of plot to wrap up before we get to the good stuff, but I hope the payoff is worth it.
Ravenna933 edited the story from the beginning, and her contributions made it immensely stronger and more coherent. Ninjasr4real also sent me a suggestion for the final chapter that I liked too much not to use. Thank you to both.
I awoke with a start around 4 AM, and I instinctively reached over to Lauren's side of the bed to see if she was there. Nope. I was still alone. The guilt and regret over my actions last night, giving and receiving oral sex to and from an easy redhead whom I wasn't even
that
into after ruining my chances with Danielle, washed over me like a flood.
You're an asshole.
I got up, used the bathroom, then lay awake for a while, feeling miserable, before I eventually fell back to sleep again under the powerful sedative influence of the ship's motion. When I next became conscious of my surroundings, it was morning, and I heard a light rapping at the door to my cabin. It clearly wasn't Lauren, as she'd be able to let herself in. I quickly checked the time - just after 8:00 AM - and then got up, recognized I was still nude, put on a ship's issue bathrobe, and opened the door.
It was Emily, wearing a similar ship's robe and wearing the relaxed, radiant glow of a woman who'd been fucked senseless the night before.
"Morning!" she said chipperly.
"Good morning," I answered wearily.
"Mind if I come in?" she asked.
I gestured at the room, and she moved in, sashaying towards the bed and hopping on, sitting cross-legged. I returned to bed as well, crawling back to the warm spot and laying down, propping myself up on a pillow under the covers. I could easily see up Emily's robe to a pair of teal and pink panties, but she didn't seem to either notice or mind that she was flashing me.
"To what do I owe the honour?" I asked sleepily.
"Danielle and Lauren are still sleeping in my cabin, and I'm awake and bored and tired of sitting in the dark having to be quiet," she answered. "I just came up to see what happened between you and Danielle last night."
"Ugh." I sighed. "What do you know?"
"She came back to the room after Lauren and me..." she caught herself. "After we were done
.
She was really upset. I heard about the scratches on your back."
"Great, so you must think I'm a terrible person too," I said defeatedly.
"Not at all." She smiled. "Danielle's overthinking it."
I was surprised. "What?"
"Lauren and I teamed up on her last night to try to talk her out of it. We obviously let her talk out her feelings, and we were sympathetic, but she's got no reason to be jealous of you. You're a single guy, you can do whoever you want. It's not like you were cheating on her." Emily's bright tone of voice somehow didn't match the gravity of what she was saying.
"Sure, but that doesn't mean she still has to sleep with me," I countered. "I don't blame her changing her mind."
"She really didn't change her mind, though," Emily said thoughtfully. "She still really,
really
wants to. I just... well, Danielle overthinks everything. Remember, she's never had any experience with a random hookup.
"She's still in that high school mindset, thinking about it in terms of
feelings
, like does she like you, do you like her, will you someday be boyfriend and girlfriend, and so on. Sex is still a huge deal in her head. Which is not the right way to think about it. The right way to think about it is you're hard, she's wet, you both want it, the end."
"Please tell me she's not falling in love with me," I said cautiously.
"No. She's not. But part of her is telling herself that she
should
be feeling that way, and she
should
be treating this like you two are boyfriend and girlfriend already. Sex and love are the same, so if she wants one, she should be feeling the other." Emily shifted her position, and her robe fell open slightly. I couldn't see anything, but I was starting to suspect she wasn't wearing anything under it apart from the panties. "How do you feel about Danielle?"
"I really like her, and I think she's amazing, and smart, and beautiful, and I also recognize that when we're separating tomorrow and there's a fifteen-year age gap between us, there's no realistic chance of it being any more than a vacation fling," I answered.
"That's exactly how Lauren and I tried to tell her she needed to look at it when we talked last night," Emily said, smiling. "Don't overthink it. Just do what feels right."
"Why did you come up here to tell me this?" I asked.
"Because I wanted to find out if you felt the same way about her, and I wanted to tell you not to give up on my girl Danielle. I figured if you didn't know to keep after her, you'd stay away from her today. She'd never see you again, and she'd miss out on an experience that she really wants and needs to have." Emily smiled again, sweetly.
"You came to my cabin first thing in the morning to tell me to keep trying to shag your best friend?" I asked incredulously.
"She needs to have sex with someone, and you're the one she likes. There's no accounting for taste, after all." Emily stuck out her tongue.
"Is she still mad at me? Did she listen to you and Lauren?" I was having trouble processing this.
"She was never mad at you," Emily reassured. "She was disappointed. She overthought it within an inch of her life, and she finally decided to have no-strings-attached sex for the first time ever. Getting to that point for a person like Danielle is a process. You've probably slept with tons of women in your life, right?"
"I mean, I've never kept a list..." I didn't know how to answer.