I met him at a poetry reading at the local library. It was the first time I'd been there and I couldn't take my eyes off him. He had the exact build I like. Large, muscular, bald and a tight goatee. I'm not into straggly beards. Although I love the way the whiskers tickle the inside of my thighs, I don't particularly enjoy the kissing. This guys beard was perfect for kissing and so were his full lips. I couldn't take my eyes off him as he read and I think he knew.
I listened to the smoothness of his baritone voice as he read and I was enthralled. It was if we were alone in the room. Just him and I and this growing need between us. He was sitting behind the lowered podium and we were at eye level. We communicated wordlessly and knew what each other wanted. My excitement grew by the second. I'm getting fucked tonight. It's been a while and I need the release. I need to sit on top and just grind. I love being on top. The sense of power is such a trip for me.
After he finished reading and the facilitator ended the poetry reading, I began to walk towards the podium. That's when he wheeled himself away and came towards me with a huge smile and a twinkle in his eyes. I think he thought I might be startled, but little does he know this is my fantasy. When I was younger, I was at a college party and there was a sexy guy in a wheelchair. I was so turned on as I imagined all the things we could do as we would have to be creative. Little did I know at the time that there may be some obstacles we would have to overcome, and as he explained that he couldn't satisfy me sexually, and he wheeled himself away, I stood there while my mind was racing. I wanted to run after him and reassure him that it was okay, that I would just sit in his lap and we could kiss. There's other ways to be satisfied besides penetration, and I wanted to give that to him. Tonight as I looked at my new friend, my eyes began to twinkle also as his began to widen a bit. Boy is he in for a treat.
We talked, we flirted and then in the all too familiar age-old language of sex, we just knew. Tonight we were both getting something and it was erotic as fuck.
I met him in a room at a hotel about ten minutes away. I stopped to get some makeup remover, deodorant, toothbrush and toothpaste and some bottled water. I was going to have to take my thyroid medication in the morning and even though the hotel would most likely have water, I didn't want to chance it. You could say it's a life saving medication, I could die if I went without it for more than a few days. Talk about life saving. I think we're going to save each other tonight.
My thyroid levels have been off since my surgery a few months ago, and left without a thyroid and having some complications (like low libido), it's imperative that I take my meds every day. Tonight you'd never know I've been having trouble getting off. Tonight I'm going to scream my fucking head off, I need this. But I understand that it may be different than I'm accustomed to and that thought excites me even more. I left my fuck bag at home and needed my essentials. I wasn't planning on this. There no way in hell I could have imagined that my kinky fantasy would come true tonight.