One night, I went over to the house of the man I was seeing. He is a professional pianist with slicked-back hair, strong biceps, and incredible hand dexterity. I loved it when he'd play me just like he plays his instrument.
We began in his living room, making out, pawing at each other, touching each other underneath our clothes. First came my shirt, then my bra. I pulled his sweater over his head, and he unbuttoned my jeans. I pulled off my pants and underwear. I was so wet that it dripped all the way down to my ankles. I pulled down his pants to reveal his already-hard cock. I leaned in to kiss him, and then he led me to the bedroom.
Laying back on the bed, he suggested we try 69ing. Before that day, I had agreed it might be fun, but when he asked in the moment, I became reluctant to try it. The thought of having my butt and vagina on display made me nervous. I'd never had a problem with a man's face in my vagina while lying on my back to be eaten out, but I felt much more self-conscious of positioning myself wide open at eye level rather than him positioning himself before my supine body.
In that moment, I recalled a scene in the Vagina Monologues where the speaker retells the account of a woman's dalliance with Bob, the vagina connoisseur. Bob loved to stare at vaginas. He looked at every nook and cranny and admired beauty in a place where most others just see a strange looking organ. His voyeurism made her cum without him ever touching her.
I realized I wanted the pianist to stare at my pussy like that. It would turn me on to display my own beautiful bits and folds to him, and holy shit, did it.