I've been planning this moment, thinking and plotting how I will reveal myself to you. I have loved our love life, getting to know you... getting to know myself. There's something amazing about the way you want me. It's not just the intensity of your desire, although that excites me very much. No, plenty of other men have made their desire for me very clear and yet I've felt nothing in return. No, with you it's different. It's not just the urgency, the passion you have for me. It is tempered by a tenderness, a gentle way you have with me that's actually rather subtle. It's the concern you have when you check in with me during any regular day; it's the forethought you have to let me know that you have a busy day ahead so you won't touch base with me till the end of the day but if I need you just call; it is the enormous sense of security you give me out side the bedroom that has lit a fire in the bedroom I can scarcely describe.
I know you enjoy my expressive nature in bed. You've told me how much you love to watch me, to see me let go, soaking me up with your eyes as I touch myself or completely let go as I ride you. I know you are so turned on by the way I want you, the way I talk to you and tell you how good you feel touching me... And now I know you've also been missing something. When you told me I was too shy with you, there were places you'd like me to touch you and roles you'd like me to play with you, my ears perked up. I love to turn you on and welcomed this opportunity. The wheels immediately started turning as I began to formulate my plan. Now it is time, I will put it into motion.
Without hinting to you, I send a package to your office. The morning of it's delivery I give you simple instructions... You will receive a small unmarked package today. When it arrives, close the door to your office and open it right away. You do as instructed, and you're not sure why but just the sound of my voice -- firm, authoritative and a little mysterious, prompts an erection. As you open the stuffed manila envelope, a neatly folded long red satin sash falls softly to your desk... You are intrigued and look in the envelope to find a handwritten note:
Hi Sweetheart, I've got very special plans for you tonight. I am going to do things to you, touch you in ways I've never touched you... I am going to turn you on till you can't stand it, until you think you're going to explode, until you're aching to feel me and then I'm going to make you beg for me to release you. And I will... in my own time, in my own way, when I am ready. Be at my place at 8:00 tonight, and make sure to bring the red satin sash with you. Don't be late! - Me
You fall back into your chair, your mind racing, your breath coming faster now thinking of the night ahead of you. You struggle to compose yourself, adjusting your hard on. It's going to be a long day!
You move through your day distracted at best, on edge, thinking of the night ahead, anticipation burning inside you... exactly how I want you. You finally leave work and make the drive to my place, arriving minutes early.