I don't think I'd ever been so nervous about anything in my life. A date. Nothing big. But after two years of celibacy, it seems monumental. My hands shake a little as they fasten a fine gold chain around my neck. Breathe, I warn myself, just breathe.
The doorbell rings. Oh, this isn't going to help my pulse at all.
Your eyes warm appreciatively when I open the door. It makes me flush a little. Ridiculous, to still be able to blush at this age. I smile and duck my head slightly as I get my coat, hoping you won't notice. Your quiet chuckle behind me confirms you haven't missed a thing. I flush even more but force myself to look at you and smile. What a look. The heat in your eyes. I can feel my knees clenching.
"Ready to go." I murmur quietly, desperate to get out into public where it just has to be safer for my equilibrium. I see your eyes flash in recognition and amusement, and I have to laugh. Am I so transparent? Apparently so.
By the time we're seated at the restaurant, my nerves have calmed somewhat. Our lazy, friendly banter has done a lot to put me at ease. Still, the sensuality of those first few moments teased at the edges of my senses. It echoes through my mind as I watch your hand cup the wine glass to bring it to your lips. Such a hard, sensual mouth.
Would your kiss be hard, or soft, or deep, or all three? In my mind's eye, I see you pushing me up against a wall. You slide your hand over the hollow of my throat, under my chin, behind my ears, before burying it in my hair, cupping the back of my neck. Your body settles against mine, making my skin tingle with its heat. Your eyes keep contact with me the entire time as those hard lips come closer, my body softening in response, lips parting, and then you're kissing me, and it's soft but then it's hard and so very deep, sensual wet kisses that steal my breath from my body and make me want to wrap myself around you and pull you into me until we're both so deep in each other it wouldn't matter if the world exploded and...
"... wine?"
The waiter hovers expectantly over my glass. Cursing my hormones and my damned unruly body and my imagination in equal
parts, I nod with a faint smile and accept more wine.
I watch you covertly as we drive to the theatre. You're so sexy, it makes my heart pound a little harder just looking at you. One strong hand wrapped around the leather-wrapped steering wheel, the other resting casually on your leg. My eyes are transfixed by the hand on the wheel. Your thumb strokes back and forth over the leather, rubbing it as though enjoying the tactile difference between leather and seam. My always fertile imagination jumps from A to B to C immediately, imagining that thumb caressing my nipples, and other, lower places.
With a stifled groan I squirm in my seat as my nipples harden against the soft black lace of my bra. Small raspberries, begging for attention. This is what I get for two years of celibacy. Too soon, we pull up in front of the theatre. Too soon, because I haven't yet managed to water down the fires that burn, and I am afraid you will see.
You turn off the car, laughing at something I've said (how have I managed to keep up a conversation? I may never know) and turn to me. The laugh becomes a smile, which becomes more slight as you see me watching you, see my eyes and cheeks a little brighter than before. Your eyes travel south, resting for an aching moment, then two, on my breasts. Nipples still painfully hard. Pushing against the soft black knit top I'm wearing. No way to miss it.
Your smile has turned into something more like a smirk by the time your eyes met mine again. You lift a hand to my cheek, my ear, and whisper, "Come here".
I lean forward and watch your mouth. I part my lips and then we are kissing, and it's soft and light and teasing. You rub your lips over mine the way I'd pictured you rubbing them over my, well, other parts of the body, okay, nipples and neck and knees and clit and, oh my...
It's amazing and slightly wet and soft and it isn't enough, I need more, want more, more of you, you taste and smell so good. I whimper. No other way to describe it. Soft sounds issuing from my throat, urging you on. You chuckle and pull me a little closer, holding me still for a deeper seduction. Your tongue tangles lazily with mine. My thighs clench, squeezing my pussy. God, you taste good. I want more. I wonder what you will taste like on your neck. On your chest. Lower. Your fingers cup both of my shoulders, squeeze, slide down my arms until your thumbs are close.
Closer.