I turn in my bed, waking up from the sound of the door. You have finally come. After your call this afternoon I stayed up to wait on you like I always do, but as 2 am rolled around I had fallen asleep. It was the first time that I had fallen asleep before you got to me. The door to the bedroom is always open a little so that the cats can come in whenever they want and so I see a strip of light as you turn the lights on in the hallway. I feel my heart beating faster. I look at the door waiting for the moment that you open it and come to my arms.
I think of the hard and fast sex that we had earlier today before you had left me. It seems that we are insatiable for each other and I love the way you make love to me. The first thing you always do when you get here is come to me and capture my lips. It is very rare that our heat is not flamed by that first kiss.
A few minutes pass and I start wondering what you are doing. Normally you come to my bed straight away. I get up, slip into a t-shirt and walk to the door. I open it slowly and look down the lit hallway. I see the door to the bathroom closed and make my way there. As I step closer I can hear the shower running. It must have been a very hard day for you.
Softly I open the door to the bathroom and step in. You have only turned on the farthest light and so little light falls into the room. You must have turned on the shower a while ago, because a steamy fog fills the room. I close the door to stop it from escaping. I see your outlines under the hot water. My eyes focus on your figure and I see that you are standing with your back towards me. Your outline is hunched forward with your head under the water and one hand supporting you on the shower wall. It looks as if your body is shivering.
It must be cold outside if you are that cold and need the hot shower. I take another step forward towards you and the fog clears abit more. My eyes widen as I see that you are not shivering, but you are masturbating. Your right hand is firmly wrapped around your hard cock, stroking up and down in a steady movement. Your breathing is fast and your body is shaking. A few tears fill my eyes. You have never needed to masturbate before, as I was always willing to fulfil your sexual wishes. Did this mean that I wasn’t satisfying you!?! A little sob escapes my lips and you turn to me with a look of a kid caught with it’s hand in the cookie jar.
“Don’t I satisfy you enough?” I ask quietly. Your eyes widen as you realize what I must be thinking and then your hand reaches out to grab me. You pull me into your arms. Hot water starts covering my body and I feel your body crushed against mine. You hardness pressing against my tummy. Your head dips down and your lips capture mine in a needy way. I can feel the desire in your kiss.
“Don’t you dare ever think something like that again lover,” you say to me. Your lips wander to my jaw line. Licking and teasing me. I can feel how my mind fogs over with passion. I manage to stumble a few words but nothing that would make much sense.
“I didn’t want to wake you lover, because I thought you were tired after the round this afternoon. I was hard for you the moment I walked through the door and smelled you. I knew that if I had gotten into bed with you I would have woken you up and ravished you and I did not want that,” I hear you mumble from my neck.
