"Oh, this is so COZY," my girlfriend cooed as she pushed open the door to the rental apartment and flipped on the light switch.
I stepped in, stomped the snow off my boots, and drank it in as Charlotte stepped forward and did a slow pirouette. And I wasn't just taking in the view of the room. The warm, muted accent lighting glinted off her snow-dappled hair, and also perfectly highlighted the cowl-neck sweater stretched tight over her ample chest and the black tights that were honoring her toned ass and legs.
"Fireplace! Bearskin rug! Look at the comfy sectional, dear! And very cool decor!"
The unit had knotty pine walls, exposed beam ceilings and a ski resort vibe β antique skis and snowshoes on some walls, an old ski-run sign with double black diamonds and the words "Novices Beware" stenciled under it; and some 1920s-era European style posters depicting ski racers, in The Alps, presumably.
I reached back outside the door, grabbed the handles on our luggage and turned to see Charlotte hunched over something in the middle of the room.
"Hon! Look!" she exclaimed, lifting a basket from the coffee table in front of the fireplace. "It looks like ... a split of champagne, and ummm, a couple cheeses and a small box of crackers. How sweet!"
"Looks like there's a card in there, too," I said, unzipping my coat. Charlotte sat the basket down, slipped her finger through the envelope and pulled out a note.
"Welcome to our home. Here's a little something to ring in the New Year," she read. "Have fun, Lance and Olivia."
"Ah, man, that's awfully nice," I said. "Wasn't in the rental description, but what a great way to kick off our ski weekend."
She shifted into a kittenish pose and lifted the bottle up to her cheek with both hands, as a model would. She flashed a come-hither smile and said, "Start the weekend now?"
I glanced at my watch, then smiled. "Reservation's at 7 -- I think we might have time for a glass. Let me put these in the bedroom." I lifted one travel bag in each hand and headed toward the hall at the end of the living room.
The bedroom carried over the design theme -- rustic, and warm. The bed was a brass four-poster queen with a pile of pillows and thick quilted comforter on top. Out in the kitchen, I heard cupboard doors followed by the clink of glasses and then, expectedly, the pop of the champagne cork.
I zipped open my travel bag and was transferring underwear and socks and sweaters into an antique bureau on the wall opposite the bed. Charlotte swept in and shrugged her shoulders in delighted way. She grabbed the sides of my face and pulled me into her.
"This is going to be perfect," she said, kissing me deeply and tracing the tip of her tongue around the sensitive inside of my lips before darting in to find my tongue.
"Our glasses are on the table," she said. "I need to freshen up from the road, and then I'll be right in. It's a gas fireplace β can you turn it on?"
"Yes, yes and yes, sexy," I said and got in a nice smack of her ass as she turned toward the bathroom. She skipped a step and gave a satisfying yelp as she disappeared into the bathroom.
I flipped the switch on the fireplace, and it sparked and coughed to life. It was set at a high level, and almost immediately if felt the warmth from the unit. I bent to pick up one of the glasses of champagne, and notice that the coffee table was a live-edge pine slab, beautifully lacquered. "Oh boy," I thought, "Charlie's been after me for one of these. This might seal the deal."
I sank into the sectional, took a sip of the bubbly and looked around. It had been a long year; a good year for Charlotte and me, as we were finding new and innovative ways to turn up the heat in our seven-year marriage. This New Year's ski trip was a celebration of the work we'd put in, on vulnerability and sharing, trust and honesty. All of which are good fundamentals for all aspects of a relationship, but this work had really manifested itself through our intimate life.
First, this had been the year that saw a breakthrough in fantasies. And by fantasies, I don't mean acting them out. But rather, accessing them and sharing them as an accelerant for our love life. I'd always had bisexual fantasies and had even had a few encounters with men before I'd met Charlotte. They were transactional in nature; an exchange of pleasures with zero true intimacy. I wasn't interested in pursuing that as a lifestyle and had never really accessed the why's and where-fors of my behavior ... before I met Charlotte.
This was the greatest love I'd found in my life, after a couple well-intentioned false starts and crossing the age-60 threshold. Charlotte was a bit younger, at 57, but we were both young-looking and very active, so energy and passion weren't an issue.
The relationship truly had been transformative, teaching me to trust be who I was and to believe that who I was ... was worth being loved. Charlotte's unconditional love and acceptance emboldened me to be the person I was, and the more I did, the more she said she fell in love with me.
It also had an interesting side effect: As I shared some of my experiences, and incorporated them into my fantasy life with Charlotte, she allowed her sexual self to roam. Some of it was in the form of shopping for and using new toys together; in a more extreme "trust fall" experience, she wore a strap-on and pegged me -- a session that was notable for vulnerability that was deeply emotional, rather than orgasmic pyrotechnics.
And in a first for both of us, she let me go down on her after I'd cum inside her. The taboo nature of the act gave her a shattering orgasm.
Most recently, she'd confided after one of her spectacular squirting climaxes that her fantasy had been men β including me β masturbating near her as a sexy female stranger had gone down on her. Charlotte was 100% heterosexual, but our liberated fantasy life had allowed her to access some new taboo themes that she never would have imagined.
More and more, our ability to share our fantasy lives rewired my prior life of having secret desires and then acting dysfunctionally on them. The more we shared, the hotter our love life became, the more we trusted each other, and the deeper our commitment grew.
I heard the toilet flush, and seconds later Charlotte bounded out, smiling, and flopped dramatically onto the couch next to me. She flung both arms over my shoulders and pulled me into a deep, sensuous kiss.
"Mmmmmm," she purred. "That champagne tastes good. What is it?"
"Cheap stuff," I said. 'Maybe that great taste is us."
She smiled, kissed me again, and then pulled away with a twinkle in her eyes. "Oh, I know our taste. This wine is good, but nowhere as good as us."