The dim lighting of the bedroom was still enough for him to nudge his way through. Dante unsteadily made his way to the bed, swaying slightly as he pulled the covers back. Grief was all encompassing at first, but he's found the courage of bourbon and medical marijuana made life worth living again. 42, fit, strong and a widower. His wife and daughter were stolen from him months ago by a drunk driver, Dante was trying to find his way in life.
Tonight his sister in law Tonya had come over to visit and remember Claire with him. She'd brought Woodford Reserve and a pair of edibles from her favorite shop. Dante was sure her husband was going to be a VERY lucky man later, as she'd called an uber and with a smirk and a wink disappeared after hours of drinking and reminiscing about Claire.
Tonya's parting word to Dante still rang in his ears... "Sooner or later you will have to try again. We will never forget her, but you have to try and live again." The way she'd said it and licked her lips made Dante very conscious of her. Claire had rocked Dante's world from the minute he'd met her through the courting well into marriage. To discount Tonya though would be a mistake. Younger by 14 months, and body doubles, Tonya was a sluttier, nastier version of Claire's housewife demeanor.
Naked, laying in bed, Dante started to think of his dead wife and how their bedroom had always had one rule - No judgment. When Claire had announced that she wanted to try - maybe just the once - being slapped around in a fantasy rape, Dante had firmly established a safe word and gesture, and they'd played out many a night after that to Claire's delight. Bruised, swollen but satisfied, his wife had praised him for weeks after their first foray. It empowered Dante to ask for the watersports event he'd dreamed of. Having his wife spray him with her warm urine had simultaneously disgusted and aroused him. Having her cum while she did it made him love her, and trust himself, even more.
He drifted off to sleep, thinking of their fun and the great times holding her and laughing.