As I sat there in the bathroom at work, still not believing what had happened before I left Sarah's house. It's true that secretly, I had been in love with her for close to 10 years. Only problem there is that she was married. Granted, she was married for about 5 years at this point and her husband was actually a rebound. And before she met him, I had actually professed my love to her. But she did not see it that way because of our friendship.
Sarah & I had met in high school. I was a senior & she was a junior. When we first met, she was dating a friend of mine and that's how we met. She thought I was the biggest dick on the planet, while I had thought she was the biggest bitch ever. Kind of like the way you see things on TV, huh? As time grew by, we became friends then we became best friends. She broke up with her boyfriend, met another guy, & we were all friends. After high school though, her then boyfriend went into the Air Force. But her & I stayed close while they still dated. One day though, she was relaxing on me & looked me in the eyes, saying, "You're my teddy bear."
And that moment melted my heart. I fell instantly in love with her, but hid my emotions. Until one night on a mountain, I told her my feelings. She wouldn't accept the words for fear of my friendship with her now ex-boyfriend.
As the years went by, she met somebody else & they fell in love. Eventually, they got married. But the weird thing was our relationship. It sounds crazy, but she would grope me through my pants & I would do the same. If we were swimming, I'd sneak up behind her & remove her top & she would grab my cock through my shorts. Mind you, none of this was in front of her husband, but other friends.
Every time we talked just her & I, the discussion of relationships would come up & I would say something jokingly & her response would be, "See! That's why I could never have a relationship with you! You can't be serious!"