(Thanks once again to my editor
"larryin seattle"
for his fantastic work as well as to my "Irish Lass" for her support and input.)
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The following morning, the bed next to Brittany was empty. She got up and searched the house for Jerry until she found him standing on the "Widow's Walk" looking out at the ocean.
"Morning."
"Hey."
"Are you okay?"
"Yes ... and no. Right now I'm just really confused."
"Wanna come inside so we can talk?"
"Yeah."
Once they were sitting at the kitchen table he told her everything he knew about his parents and the rest of his family as far back as he knew. He told her about the rumors that had circulated throughout the area and within the family and how they'd always been referred to as 'queer', 'odd' or 'different'.
"It just seems that something or someone is always controlling our lives. That's why my sister left. It wasn't just because of my mom's death; it was because she wanted a life of her own."
"Do you think ... you know. That the spirits or whatever ever did anything with her?" she asked.
"I dunno. I don't think so. I think she may have felt something and just needed to get away."
Brit didn't say a word, simply nodded her head in reply.
"Now all this, between you and me. I'm not sure I have the right to feel this way or to ask you to be part of it," he finished as he looked down at the cup of tea on the table.
She sat there for several moments gathering her own thoughts before she replied. "You seem to forget that I've been part of this whole thing from the very beginning. The messages, the Journal, the dreams, the ... ummmmm ... everything! On top of that, my family has lived around here for generations so I've heard all the rumors about this house and your family. Shit, my great-great-grandfather sailed with yours so we have our own rumors!! But none of that," she hesitated, calming her voice before continuing, "and I mean, none to that changes the way I feel about you."
"You can still say that?"
"I can say more than that! I told you 'I LOVE YOU' and I meant it. I still want to be your friend, your partner, and your lover. Hell, I still want to be your wife, I think!"
The look in her eyes told him she meant what she was saying. "I Love You, too," he whispered as he stood and walked around the table to stand next to her. "I'm sorry."
"It's okay," she said as she stood and wrapped her arms around his neck. "We'll get through this. You, me, this old house, and even your family. We'll figure out what's going on and then decide what to do next ... as a couple! You understand?"
He nodded, tears forming in the corners of his eyes. "Yeah."
"Okay, then. Let's get back to work."
They decided to split the work and while he re-checked everything he could about smuggling in the area and the tunnels beneath the house, she researched their ancestors.
The next two weeks flew by and then a month and then two months. Neither was ready for what they'd found by time they were done.
Now the middle of Summer, they sat on the patio of the house. A soft, gentle breeze was rustling the research papers that were spread out over the table and taped to a huge display board.
"You're sure about this?"
"Yep. It's the same over and over. Every couple of generations there's a baby boy born in your family that's named Jeremiah Andrew and every couple of generations there's a girl born in my family who's named Brittany Jennifer."
"Does that mean were related?"
"In a way but it's so distant there's really nothing to worry about."
"Phew. Glad to know that. I'd hate to think that I was in love with my second cousin or something."
"Nah. It's something like fourth or fifth cousins," she teased. They hadn't talked about their feeling for each other since 'that night' and though they still slept together it was as if an invisible wall stood between them. They kissed, hugged, and cuddled, but the fierce passion had cooled.
"What about your research? Find anything new?"
"Not much. Smuggling started almost as soon as there were people in this area. It hit its high-point in the early 1800's with our great-greats but died pretty quickly after that. A lot seems to have to do with the Revenue Cutter that was stationed just down the coast. Apparently, our family members were the 'best-of-the-best' and when they quit, the local law was able to either catch the rest of the smugglers in the area or apply enough pressure to make them 'retire'. As for the tunnel, I did find an older hand-drawn map that has some interesting things on it."
"Like what?"
"There's a tunnel that isn't on the newer map, for one thing, and ...," he paused to heighten the excitement. "... then there's two more rooms. It looks like the tunnel splits just after you enter it. One way, I think, goes down to the beach. The other way to the rooms. The weird thing is that it looks like there's a wall between that tunnel and the main tunnel."
They sat silently for a few moments before she said, "So, I guess that means it's time for another trip?"
"Looks like it."
Neither said anything more about it for the rest of the day and neither was surprised when they found a note lying on the kitchen table the next morning.
"It's my mom's handwriting again," he said.
"What does it say?"
You'll find all the answers you're looking for in the tunnels
... if you look at things the right way.
"What do ya think that means," she asked.
"No idea but there's only one way to find out."
They spent the rest of the day assembling all the supplies that he'd gotten together and stuffed them into his backpack. The sun was just beginning to set by the time they were done so after making a light meal, they sat on the porch and watched it disappear over the hills to the West.
He got up long before sunrise the next morning and was getting ready when she appeared in the doorway dressed in jeans, a flannel shirt, boots, and a thick, water-proof jacket.
"What's all that for?" he asked.
"I thought about it this morning and decided I'm coming with you."
"But I thought you'd said you didn't want to go this time."
"Yeah, well, I also said we were in this together, remember?"
"Yeah." He nodded his head and returned to double-checking his gear.
"There is one question I need to ask before we go, though."
"What's that?"
"How do you feel about being a father?" she asked, almost in a whisper.
"What did you say?" only half listening to her.