I giggled to myself, got clean, and remembered to clean my vagina inside with a wet finger the way John had always done for me. My entrance was a little raw (as usual), so I put some Vaseline in and on my pussy after I was dry.
I was about to go back to bed when I realized that I was totally awake and would never be able to go right back to sleep. I put my robe on and went out into the den.
If I went back to bed right now, I'd just toss around and wake John up. He probably wouldn't appreciate that, so I'll sit out here for a little while until I get sleepy again.
I sat in John's big chair, and I was so small in it that I could sit with my legs straight out, like it was a lounge chair. He had left quite a bit of Grand Marnier in a snifter on the table next to the chair. I was pretty sure he wouldn't want me making a drink with alcohol for myself, but I didn't think he would mind if I drank some of his leftovers. I thought the alcohol would make me sleepy, I had developed quite a fondness for the sweet, orangy, burning taste of the Grand Marnier, but I could only take tiny sips at a time. I felt a little guilty about drinking alcohol without John there, but not much. I decided it was just to help me sleep and John would never know about it.
I got the TV remote and surfed through the channels, but there wasn't much on besides old movies and an infommercial for stuff to cure hemorrhoids. I went to the cabinet where John had shown me he kept about a hundred videotapes of various things. On the bottom shelf were about a dozen porno movies. I had never heard of any of them, but there some old ones like 'Deep Throat', 'The Devil in Miss Jones', 'The Green Door', and a bunch of others. I looked at the dates, and they were all made before I was born.
It's hard to picture people doing that so long ago. I feel like John and I invented sex.
One was hand labeled 'Misc' in John's printing, so I decided to try that one. I felt kind of guilty, that I really shouldn't be watching that stuff, but not guilty enough to not do it.
The tape had only been rewound about half way, so I just started where it was. It was fascinating, so I sat and watched people having sex without sound. I didn't think audio would have added much to the show, anyway. I had watched one of Dad's porno movies when I was about twelve, and the people doing it in John's movie were different than the ones in Dad's, but they were doing the same things.
I'm experienced now, and I've done the things they're doing. Well, some of the things. I wouldn't do it with anyone but John, though, and I sure wouldn't even do it with him if someone was watching and using a video camera. Imagine what Dad would think if he rented a porno movie at Blockbuster Video and saw his precious daughter as the star of the show! He wouldn't need the Emergency Room, they'd just take him straight to the mortuary!
There were two very pretty ladies wearing lots of makeup on a big bed kissing and feeling each other, and I didn't like that much. I decided to watch it, though, because I thought I might learn something.
The nuns would be proud of my pursuit of learning. I suppose I could turn it off if I don't like it, but this is interesting.
Those ladies don't have any pubic hair, just like me. I wonder if that's natural or if they shave it.
. They seemed to like what they were doing to each other, but I was pretty sure they were just acting. Then one of them started using one of those vibration things that John had shown me in the store and told me some women liked a lot. This wasn't the same as the one I'd seen, though; it was a lot bigger.
One of the women got up and left and there was just the one on the bed with the vibration thing. She was either a really good actress or she liked it a lot. She finally was driving that big thing in and out of her pussy as fast as she could, like it was a penis, and her mouth was wide open like she was yelling. I turned up the sound, and she really was yelling, but the sound didn't match the movements of her mouth. The sound track was fake, and the music was terrible, so I hit the 'mute.'
The next scene had a really skinny lady with a very unattractive man. She had big boobs that didn't bounce at all when she moved and were much too big for such a thin person. I decided they must be those implant things all my friends talked about. The man was fat, had a very ugly face, long greasy hair that stuck out like a fright wig, two chins, needed a bra, and was covered with thick, black hair, like a bear or a gorilla. He even had hair on his back and butt. It was
gross. I wouldn't want to be in the same room with that guy, let alone naked in the same bed with him.
He also had a
huge
penis. I mean really, really big. It was about the same size around as my wonderful Herman, but it was half again as long.
I sure wouldn't want that thing anywhere near me. Especially attached to such an ugly, hairy guy. I'm glad John's penis is just the size it is. I've learned to take it comfortably, but he can still hurt me if we aren't careful. I think it's just the right amount too big for me. Yeah, a penis should be a little too big for a vagina. I love the feeling of being really full of John. It stretches me, and do I ever love that stretching! I even like a little battering, as long as we don't go too far. The penis on that hairy guy is just scary. I guess if John had one like that I'd have to learn to take it, but I think it would hurt every time we made love. There sure wouldn't be any of that wonderful hard fucking that I love so much. That thing would really break something up inside me.
The woman sat on the bed and started sucking the hairy guy's big penis while he stood in front of her. It was the only part of him that wasn't covered with black hair. As if he wasn't already hairy enough, he even needed a shave.
I did exactly the same thing to John in the same position about twelve hours ago. It doesn't look like she's doing anything I can't. I bet she doesn't love that hairy guy the way I love John, though. He even looks like his penis wouldn't be clean and would taste bad. Yuck!
After a while, the lady took that penis all the way out of her mouth and looked at it like she had never seen one before. Then she opened really wide and slid her mouth over and took it deeper and deeper until the
whole thing was in her mouth!
Her nose was right in the guy's pubic hair and her chin was pressed against his testicles.
I know that's not possible. John's penis isn't nearly as big as that one, and I don't think I can get much more than half of it in my mouth. I guess they can do anything with special effects and editing in the movies.
After she sucked him for a while, she turned around on the bed on her hands and knees. The fat, hairy guy was still standing on the floor as he slid his penis into her.