5 - The Hate Fuck - Part 2
**This one isn't as rough as the last chapter, don't worry. Or...I'm sorry? :) **
In the week that followed that Halloween weekend, I hadn't seen Melody once. There was no knocking at my door, no moaning my name, no teasing or tempting, just peace and quiet.
I had time to think about what had happened, what she had done to me, what I had done to her. Despite my frustrations with her, and I'm sure she with me, Melody and I were definitely friends, which made what happened between us all the more troubling to me. We were friends, and that should have stopped her from cock blocking me with Mandy. Stopped her from setting a trap for me, stopped her from forcing herself on me and jerking me off against my will.
But was it against my will? I honestly don't know. I didn't want it to happen, but it felt really fucking good when it did. That's what made me so mad, so confused. That's what made me storm off to Melody's room--my friend's room--and use her mouth like a sex toy. What made me degrade her by pulling out with no warning and cumming on her face.
I had time to think about it, and I was still mad. Mad that she used me. Mad that she made me use her. Mad that it was pretty clear that a little part of each of us liked it.
I hadn't seen Melody in a week, but in the days to follow I did run into someone--her raven-haired accomplice, her roommate Jen. It was in the late afternoon one Thursday, when she came up to me as I was reading outside in the quad.
"Hey, Tim," she said, rather meekly, standing before me. I almost didn't recognize her at first. The only other times I had seen her had been the night of the scavenger hunt and the halloween party, and she had been dressed to the 9's both times--Hair impeccably done, deep eye makeup, alluring lipstick, form-fitting clothing. The Jen standing before me was a different Jen. Her silky black hair done up into a messy bun, big sweatshirt over sensible jeans, this was Jen the college girl, not Jen the party girl. If I was being honest, I'm not sure I could say which I preferred. Despite her role in the events of the evening, it was impossible to deny that Jen was a very attractive girl.
"Hi," I said flatly, giving her barely a look. I wasn't watching, but I could feel her shift nervously at my coldness.
"Hey um...I just wanted to say..." she paused, building up the courage, "...Just that I'm really sorry about what happened on Halloween."
"What happened on Halloween?" I said flatly again, playing impossibly dumb.
"I, uh..." she said, fidgeting again. It was strange to see this girl so unsure of herself. It was kind of cute. "I'm not...I don't know for sure, but...I--whatever it was, it was wrong to trick you the way we did, and I was wrong to be a part of it."
"Then why'd you do it?" I said with a chip of ice, but still no eye contact.
"I don't know," she said, this time moving past me to sit next to me on the lip of the wall. "I was drunk, which isn't an excuse, but Melody, well...she can be really persuasive. I know something bad happened between you two, and I am sorry that I was a part of it. Seriously." She hung her head and sat silently next to me.
I closed my book, and turned toward her for the first time. "Yeah, she can be...a lot. It was shitty what you did, definitely, but...I don't blame you for anything. I accept your apology."
"Thanks," she said somberly, then chased it nervously with a bright smile.
Damn, she was pretty.
"I'm sorry she's dragging you into things like that, or like the scavenger hunt night."
"Oh, that one was actually my idea," she said, a glimmer of the confident woman I had met previously sparking in her eye.
"Oh?"
"Yeah, we needed...you know...and she was always talking about you, and you were just down the hall so...I figured, why not?" her eyes narrowed seductively and her big smile returned.
"Well, then," I said with a chuckle, "I'll let Mike know where to send the thank you card."
We both chuckled, and I felt Jen turn toward me more, and brush a loose strand of hair from her face.
"Hey, listen...I wanted to try and make it up to you, I still feel shitty. How about you let me buy you a drink? Say Friday night?"
My eyebrow cocked slightly in surprise. Was she asking me on a date?
"This isn't another set up or something, is it?" I said, rightfully suspiciously.
"No, no, I swear, this is just me trying to make amends. Honest."
Given what I had been through, and her role in it, I probably should have just distanced myself from anyone within 50 yards of Melody, let alone someone who lived in the same room as her, but the fact was that her apology seemed genuine, and I was still a nineteen year old guy surging with hormones, and she was a nineteen year old girl with a smile that was impossible to say no to.
We made the date for Friday night, after my night time drawing session got out. I'd meet her at the local spot known as Joey's, and we'd share some drinks and have some laughs.
"Excellent," she said, excitedly, getting up to leave, "I'm looking forward to it!"
"Yeah," said, as she sauntered off, "me too."
"Don't worry," she shot back over her shoulder, "you won't regret it."
I swallowed hard, and watched her ass sway from side to side as she drifted away from me.
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At drawing class that Friday, I'd be lying if I said it wasn't difficult to focus on my drawing. I tried not to overthink what the evening might bring, but I repeatedly thought back to Halloween night, to the moments Jen and I had before she sold me out to Melody, and couldn't help but get a little excited at the possibility of taking those first moments even further. Luckily the drawing model that night was an old man, so that gave my brain a nice cold shower any time I needed it.
After packing up and walking back to the dorm with Laura, my RA who also moderated the drawing class, I hit the showers, put on some decent clothes, and made my way to leave when I stopped just at my door. I thought for a moment, and decided it was better to be prepared than not, and jumped back to my desk drawer and popped a condom into my back pocket.
Getting to Joey's, I wasn't sure what version of Jen I'd find there, and it only took a few moments to find out. I spotted her at the bar, where she greeted me with that big infectious smile of hers, a smile lined with perfectly painted lips. Her dusky eye makeup brought out how sultry she could be, and her shiny jet-black hair framed her face perfectly. Her big hoop earrings swayed when she laughed. Tight jeans gave way to tall boots, the combination showing off the amazing curve of her body, but the thing I was most interested in was the sport coat she was wearing. More specifically, what was under it. It was a stylish look, with the sleeves rolled up to just below the elbows, and she wore it unbuttoned in the front. It was rather dark in the bar, so I couldn't see what was under that coat, that is until just before we left.