Note: This story involves myself, a married 45 year old man (at the time) having a sexual affair with a married 54 year old woman. The names and location has been altered in this story. If this is something that you will find upsetting, please do not read.
I was working away from home for about a year in northern Illinois. Every week was the same thing. I would fly there on Sunday, work all week, and fly home on Friday. I was home less than 48 hours each week. The sex life was very weak for my wife and I It was poor before this business travel started. During the week, at my hotel room, I would strip down and watch continuous porn until I went to bed.
At some point, I thought about having sex with an actual person instead of jerking off every night. The city where I was staying did not have a big night life scene. It was mostly families spending the evenings at home. The hotel was other business travelers with no bar or restaurant downstairs.
I'd seen the advertisements for Ashley Madison on various porn sites. I always thought those sites were fake. I put that aside and one night in a horny mood I signed up. Of course right away I had an email from someone that wanted to meet. The way the site worked is they would charge you for every request you made to meet someone. I was pretty sure this was a fake request since I had not even setup my profile all the way yet. We exchanged messages for a while but no real plans to meet up. I stayed with it and eventually had a meet up with a woman named Gloria. She was late 30s, skinny, with long black hair. Sent me all kinds of pics. We did get together but it went nowhere. She wanted money from me to pay her baby sitter while we were on our "date". She said in our phone conversations that she was married but it turned out that her husband was in prison. To add to it, she looked like a serious drug user which is not at all my scene. Our date ended with no sex.
It was a struggle the next few weeks for me with the horniness vs reality. The reality was Gloria which was a cold slap in the face how this meetup thing could go real bad. Fortunately I got away without any damage.
I stayed on the site but realized there were a lot of fake female profiles and the ratio was about 500:1 guys to ladies. Most compliments I got on my pics were from other guys. I thought about going that route and getting together with a guy.
One day, it all changed. I found Tina. She was married in a town about 2 hours away from where my hotel was. She was looking for a "well-endowed " man. She also wanted to give/receive oral sex. This was perfect since my wife and I were both into oral sex back when we had sex. I knew I could impress her with my tongue. The well-endowed thing concerned me. I am 7 inches long but I'm not sure if she considers that big or not. On her profile she only had a pic of her fully clothed standing in her kitchen. She was tall with short dark hair wearing glasses. She had on a sweatshirt and jeans so it was difficult to see her boobs or ass. She did have real long legs.
I sent her a request through the site. Did not hear anything. I sent her another. Did not hear anything. One day checking my profile I saw a new comment on one of my profile pics. The pic was me laying on my hotel bed nude with the pic taken from above the headboard. My cock was resting on my left thigh. I liked that pic because it made me look huge somehow. Her comment was "All right!!!!" I was not sure what to make of that. The next morning I had an email from her where she told me a little about herself. Pretty much the same stuff in her profile but in the email she mentioned that her and her husband were split up. Ugh. One thing I wanted was a female in the same situation as me that way we had the same level of risk. I wanted her to be married but just looking for fun. She put her phone # in the email so I texted her to see if there was hope of getting together.
She replied almost immediately. I was hoping for a hot sexual conversation with a mysterious woman but instead got a heartbroken woman that needed to vent because her husband left her. Her husband left her for a woman that they met online that joined them for a threesome. She enjoyed watching women with her husband. This excited me a great deal but she never went into details about those meetups. She did tell me how her husband would also find guys to fuck her. He would either watch or participate. I liked the little bit she told me about what happened in those meetups. We texted for a few weeks like this. I felt more like a relationship counselor rather than a potential lover.
One night, that all changed. I got a text from her "I'm horny as hell". Now we were getting somewhere! Dirty talk and nude pics were exchanged. I mentioned earlier that you couldn't tell much from her profile pic. Seeing her nude, wow. Yes she had wrinkles but that's normal for a woman over 50. She had given birth 4 times many years ago but was at an ideal weight. Her hips widened out connecting to her long legs. Her ass was perfect - big but not too big. I was hard as hell during all of this and took many pics of my cock to send to her. She LOVED it. I had been worried about not being well endowed enough for her based on her request in her profile of what she was looking for. During the text session, she had 2 orgasms from a vibrator she was using. She told me it was the first orgasm she had since her husband left her. I shot a load too during this conversation.
The next week were more text sessions like this and even a few phone calls. I asked her if we could get together. She was reluctant. I understood since I was some guy she met online and really didn't know anything about me. I was being careful after the situation I had with Gloria about a month before.
One night during a phone conversation, she invited me to her house the next day. She said I could call in sick. I declined. My boss and other management were in town for meetings that week. I chose my job over getting to fuck this woman. One of the biggest mistakes I ever made and still regret today especially since I don't even work for that company anymore.
Things got worse as it was decided by my boss that I not travel to Illinois anymore and do my job remotely from now on. I was in Illinois one last week after the invite to her house but we could not get together. I thought I pressured her too much and made her mad.