Tina Reads an Article on Cheating

Sitting at the kitchen table having breakfast on a fall Saturday morning my so-called husband Tom came into the room dressed to go play golf.

"I didn't know you were playing golf today."

"It's Saturday Tina, I always play golf on Saturday mornings, especially in September."

"Going to see your friends again, huh?"

"I told you Tina...it's just golf now."

"Oh, I really believe that one Tom....and I suppose you and Eve don't have sex anymore either."

"Really Tina, that's all in the past."

"Then why is she still working for you."

Tom said, "I have explained it many times now Tina, no sense in explaining it all again." Tom turned and went out the side door.

The trouble really started three years ago when I discovered that Tom and his golf buddies started watching football at the Schmitt's. Eve Schmitt also happens to be Tom's secretary. Every week when there is a football game, Tom and his golf buddies went to the Schmitt's house. Lauren Lance, a divorced neighbor of the Schmitt's also went. I had met Lauren on several occasions at parties the Schmitt's sometimes had. Eve is a thirty four year old beautiful woman of German descent...large breasts...slim hips...tight ass...beautiful face with ocean blue eyes and a captivating smile. She exudes sex...in other words, if I were a man, I would love to fuck her. Lauren is in her late forties, I believe a little older than myself. I would say she looks like a typical middle aged woman, pretty but nothing noticeably stands out.

The four or five men that weekly watched the football games made bets between themselves on how many total points would be scored in the first half and in the final score of the game they were watching. The two men who got the closest score during the first half got a blow job from either Eve or Lauren at halftime. Whichever two men got the closest score for the whole game fucked either Eve or Lauren. Apparently the group found this to be so exhilarating that they started to include betting on golf. I later discovered that Steve Schmitt is bisexual, more interested in men, and the Schmitt's marriage is one of convenience...Eve gets to enjoy other men and live a life style she couldn't afford otherwise...Steve has a trophy wife for show.

This all came to light to me through the Schmitt's daughter Alice. One night at a party, the girls were drinking a bit when she told my oldest daughter Kate about what went on in her house. Kate of course didn't believe a word of it until Alice showed Kate several video's she had made with her phone which explicitly showed Tom getting sucked off...and fucking Eve. After I confronted Tom, he admitted to everything...including a four and one half year ongoing affair with Eve...and then of all things...the unremorseful asshole asked if I was jealous and did I want to be a participant in their betting games.

Of course I demanded Tom leave the house, and a very loud argument took place, unfortunately the kids were there to witness it. They both came to my defense yelling at Tom to get out as well. After many phone calls and pleading to come back, three months later I agreed to counseling. Much to the dismay of my daughters, we were able to work things out with his promise to stop being a participant in the sex games and end his affair with Eve...with the understanding that any sex between us would only be if I initiate it...plus I was free to seek my own relationships outside of the marriage if I decided to pursue them...my revenge so to speak.

We live in the same house...and legally we are still married, but now we sleep in different bedrooms and pretty much have different lives. We are both too lazy to follow through with a divorce...neither of us wants to be a failure...and I wanted to keep the family together for my daughters.

I thought back to our early days of marriage, going out three or four days a week, dancing, plays, movies, bars. The two girls came along and life slowed dramatically, we seldom went out of the house...sex dropped from four or five times a week to twice at best. Kate and Lynn soon became teens and were heavily involved in sports. At that point nights out together became non-existent, sex dropped to once a month at most, and then...for not having a better way of putting it...the sex parties began. Obviously since Tom was having his balls drained several times each weekend. and sometimes during the week by his secretary, he didn't need to have sex with me.

Now the girls are twenty and nineteen, both in their second year at JUCO and on the cheer squad. Their time to fly the coop will be coming and I constantly think about what that will mean for me. I have been more or less been leading an abstinent sex life, although not celebrant because sometimes I just need to be fucked and I just give in and approach Tom. As soon as I cum, we go back to our separate lives. I have refused to seek sex from other men...not wanting to be a cheater...as silly as that seems. I believe deep down Tom knows this...as I am sure he is still fucking Eve...if not participating in the sex betting parties, which I assume are still happening.

I was brought out of my thoughts minutes later as Kate came down the steps, dressed in her cheer uniform. At 5'9" with 36" breasts, narrow hips and long muscular legs the blond hair blue eyed twenty year old woman was beautiful. She had been a three sport varsity athlete her first three years of high school...before a car ran a red light and hit the passenger side of the car where she was sitting. She spent a month in the hospital and even longer doing rehab, the result of which put her a year behind in school and curtailed her ability to play sports at such a high degree of success, so she turned to cheer.

"I thought the team had a bye this weekend Kate?"

"I have practice."

"Is your sister going with you"...before Kate could answer, Lynn came into the room wearing the same uniform. I stared at the contrast in the girls, Lynn being 5'5" with 34" breasts, brown eyes, dyed black hair with a slim build but muscular thighs,, not nearly as athletic, but much more studious. Lynn could have picked almost any college, but she was unsure what she wanted to do career wise so she is spending her first year at JUCO. She is on the cheer squad only to spend time with Kate.

"Good morning mom, thanks for making breakfast but we have to go,."

Lynn said.

"You have to take the Taurus, your father took the Lincoln to go play golf. When will you be back?"

"Around dinner time, some of us are headed to Jack's after practice to go swimming."

Jack was Kate's 6'4" hunky boyfriend...the star studded high school quarterback who tore a rotator cuff in the senior year championship game which ended his bright sports future. Jack, now twenty two, went to trade school to learn auto mechanics and apparently was very good at his craft, having rebuilt his classic 1967 Mustang in his spare time.

"All alone on a Saturday...again," I said to no one.

After the girls left I showered and sat down to read the newest edition of Lacy, a similar publication to Cosmo, but with more racy articles. My kids use to sneak the magazine into their rooms to read. I wanted to object because I didn't want them getting any ideas, but I reasoned that then I shouldn't buy it in the first place...so I never said anything.

Like all mother's I considered my daughters to be sexually naive, innocent as the day they were born. Kate had dated three different boys through high school, Jack being the last which started mid way through her senior year. Lynn on the other hand just may fit that definition has she only dated one guy in school...Henry Sakes, who is now at Texas A & M.

After getting through the makeup tips, ads for clothing I could never afford...or want...and social gossip, there were several articles about bored and unfulfilled housewives. One article had interviews with people who have cheated and the great sex that they had with their lovers which was lacking at home. The main woman interviewed talked a great deal about cyber sex and chat rooms. Another talked about extensive office affairs. Both women talked frankly about receiving and giving head and all the risky places they had sex. A third discussed having sex with a neighbor and another said the best sex of her married life was with a much younger man. They all said the sex was exciting because it was different and actually made the lack of sexual attention at home easier to deal with, as they were so well taken care of by their lover. The article was just risqué enough to stir me up and I thought about masturbating, a weekend ritual for me, especially since the house was empty. The author summarized her article stating that unfulfilled married women appear to lead a much happier life after having multiple affairs, especially if the affair is taboo in nature, but not incest.

Oh to have great sex again I thought.

I turned to the next page and found an article called, "Sexy Things I Have Done During My Sexless Marriage". The woman who wrote the article suggested starting an erotic journal to list sexual activities with someone besides your spouse. She promised the reader, me, to be sexually aroused when reading the journal whenever one became sexually frustrated, which would be a good source of imagination during masturbation.

I read and reread the article several times and found it to be very interesting, maybe not practical, but interesting. Since I had nothing to do for the next few hours, I decided to amuse myself. I went to the hallway clutter closet and found an unwrapped diary that had been laying in there for years. Sitting back down, I read the article again and followed the author's outline for setting up the "Taboo Journal" as she called it.

Each cheating sexual act should have it's own section...for example if you had oral sex with three different men, each episode should be under a section labeled oral sex. A description with graphic details should be written.

The author gave some ideas of sexy things to do, both for teasing others and for self satisfaction with various sex categories that were pretty much a given to happen during an affair.

For whatever reason, this excited me even more, perhaps it's because I haven't had sex for so long or just my current mood.

I began listing the suggested activities, assuming they would never happen anyway

1) Shave your pubic region to make yourself feel sexier.

2) Dress in a loose shirt and a skirt, preferably a little short, sans bra and panties. Go to a public place such as food store or mall and walk around for at least 1/2 hour.

3) Deliberately allow another man to view either your breasts or pussy, maybe both. You can accomplish this by either deliberately flashing or pretending to accidently reveal your private parts by bending over or something similar.

4) Go to a chat room site and have cyber sex, Use explicit sexual terms you may not normally use.

5) Strip for a potential lover.

6) Have phone sex with a potential lover.

7) Get picked up by another man and make out in a public area.

8) Masturbate for someone or with someone.

9) Have sex with multiple partners

10) Have sex with someone much younger than yourself, provided they are of legal age.

The author then gave various pointers on detailing any sexual interactions that may happen outside of the marriage, again writing in detailed sexual terms.

After I had listed each action I reread them. I am not sure I could do anything that was listed, but I sure could fantasize. I finally gave in to my sexual urges and went to my bedroom and got out the dildo I won at a party. I stripped myself naked and began playing with my pussy, using my fingers to stimulate myself. When I was wet, I inserted the dildo and began to slowly fuck myself. I kept reading about the prospect of stripping, flashing and fucking other people. I tried to picture someone I could do these things with, and all that popped into my head were my coworker Jimmy and the one I kept trying to stop thinking about, my daughter's boyfriend, Jack.

I began moving the dildo in and out faster as I toyed with my nipples...with the thought of unbridled sex with both those men. It only took a few more minutes for my body to convulse in much needed pleasurable relief.

I put my diary up on the top shelf of my closet. I couldn't use a drawer because Kate was forever borrowing tops, pants, skirts and bras as we wore the same size for each piece of clothing, except for the bra which I an a 38" She didn't bother with my panties since she wears thongs and I wear bikini briefs.

After calming myself down, I began collecting clothes to do the laundry. When I emptied Lynn's clothes bin I found an used condom. I actually shrieked out loud, "Shit, my youngest daughter is having sex". I started to do a motherly melt down of what ifs...I cant believe it...how didn't I know...my baby girl isn't so innocent. Then a more rational thinking process sank in...she is in college...nineteen...and beautiful...hell I started having sex at seventeen. I guess my earlier thoughts of her having only one boyfriend didn't hold water.

More thoughts went through my head...should I talk to her...why didn't we have "The sex talk" before now. Knowing she was on birth control I decided not to say anything...what good would cone of it anyway...I would probably just push her away.

The day went by slowly. Around 2:00 I decided to research chat rooms. I found an interesting site called "Chat The Day Away". I got out my laptop and found the website. It was promoted for use by lonely or bored people.

After settling up an anonymous profile (which was suggested in the article I read) and using the name 'Bored in Houston", I navigated myself around the site and found an area that had titles for "rooms" you could chat in. There were numerous choices and I bounced in and out of many of them, chatting with various people about a wide range of subjects. It actually was interesting to talk to people from all over the country that I would never meet,

In each chat room I went into I received what I learned were "PMs" or private messages, mostly from men asking me for my age, sex and location...or they simply asked if I wanted to fuck. Non of these requests did anything for me and I would simply ignore them. I did enjoy the conversations though so I just kept jumping around. The next thing I knew it was 5:00 and I needed to start dinner.

Dinner was done and dishes were cleaned by 7:00. The two girls left shortly after we ate. Lynn was headed to a neighbor's house, Jim Lankford, a widowed man in his early forties to babysit his two kids, ages ten and eight. Kate was heading to a party. As Tom and I settled in to watch tv I thought about what I had read earlier that day and I grew sexually agitated...I needed sex.

I was so horny that for probably just the tenth time in the past three years, I decided I needed Tom to fuck me. I took the remote from Tom and found an adult streaming channel that Tom usually watched alone...one we use to watch together. Although there is plenty of nudity, the sex scenes were filmed in a way you couldn't actually see what was happening but you sure could imagine.

As the movie got hotter, I could tell Tom was aroused by the way he would adjust his crotch in a anxious and concerned manner. I got out of my chair and walked across the room to where Tom was sitting. I put my hand on his cock and began rubbing it...his six inch cock was very hard.

"Do you want to go upstairs Tom," I asked?

Tom looked at me and said, "I am really tired from golf today, not sure I would do you much good."

I pulled off my pants and panties and grabbed his hand, leading it to my pussy. "Mmm. I sighed, I could really use a good shagging Tom."

Tom put two fingers inside me and proceeded to finger me to an orgasm. Not what I really had hoped for, but at least it was a non self induced orgasm. I pulled his cock out of his pants and began to give him head. I swear there was the faint flavor of pussy...but I didn't want to start an argument. I sucked him for close to twenty minutes before he was ready to cum...I took him out of my mouth and finished him by hand...pointing his cock at his chest when he came...I certainly wasn't going to swallow for him if he couldn't be bothered to please me. I guess he hasn't quit his sex games after all. Ten minutes later he went to bed. Well, at least I had a non self induced orgasm.

I was headed to bed around 12:00, when Lynn came home from babysitting.

"How were the kids tonight, did they behave for you?"

"They were fine," Lynn replied as she headed up the stairs.

"Honey, is something wrong?"

Lynn stopped and looked at me, "Oh mom, I...um...never mind," and she turned and went up the stairs. I noticed two things when she turned towards me, she was very flushed...and she was no longer wearing a bra.

My motherly worries kicked back in and I couldn't fall asleep...now I knew I would stay that way until Kate got home. Around 12:45 I heard a car pull into the driveway, I waited a bit but the front door hadn't yet opened. I got out of bed and went to the window to peek outside.

Jack's yellow and black striped Mustang was in the driveway...the headlights off. I could see that Kate and Jack were engaged in a deep kiss. This went on for a few minutes before they finally broke apart. I was about to turn to go back to bed when I saw Jack put his hand behind Kate's head and pull it down towards his lap. Kate stopped and appeared to look around their surroundings first and then willingly moved her head down.

"Oh my God," I said softly out loud as I backed away from the window. But curiosity pulled me right back and I looked out the window again and could clearly see Kate's head bobbing up and down on Jack's cock. She was giving him head right in our driveway! Despite this being my daughter, I was highly aroused. I have never witnessed a sex act live.

Jack was obviously enjoying Kate's administrations as his head was against the seat, rolling from side to side. It appeared that Kate was licking his balls or something similar, but it was hard to see because of her hair. I couldn't help myself and I slipped my hand under my panties to put more direct pressure on my clit.

Kate's head was moving faster...and so were my fingers. Just before I was ready to cum I saw Jake grab Kate's head as if to hold it still...he must have cum in her mouth. That did me in as my orgasm ran through my body. I tried to stifle my whimpers of pleasure but I am sure I moaned out loud. As I peaked back out the window, Kate was out of the car headed into the house...and Jack appeared to be staring right at me. I quickly backed away from the window and went back to bed.

Sunday morning the girls and I went out for pancakes and then my daughters disappeared again. Oh to be young. Last night's voyeuristic adventure enflamed my sexual desires, between watching Kate give head and knowing Lynn had been sexually active while babysitting last night put naughty thoughts into my head...as though I wanted to compete with my daughters. Since my hospital shift didn't start again until Tuesday I was giving serious consideration to going food shopping on Monday without my bra and panties, just to see if it really would be an exciting thing to do.

After the girls left, I went to Tom's bedroom and practically begged him to fuck me...and for the first time in probably seven months, he did....although he went soft before either of us came. Twenty minutes later he got dressed and said he was meeting his friends to watch football and would be home around dinner time...if I was still interested, perhaps he would be more lively then.

I was alone again.

"Time for action", I said out loud and rolled out of bed and headed for the shower. I shaved my pussy for the first time ever, nicking myself a couple times in the process.