Kiss me, I want to hear your heartbeat, Lead me ... the song played in my head as I watch your hand move across the page, knowing each hair its precise shade of auburn and blond. Kiss me and I augh out. These little giggles of mine no longer interrupted your thoughts ... you have grown used to them. I want you to notice but I am not ready for you to figure out why. Sometimes you seem so insecure, or so slow in knowing how close I am to just losing it around you -- over you, or either you are just too damn interested in the size 4 life sized Barbies that parade in front of the desk. I console my wounded ego and heart with the thought that I make you jealous with the little things that I do. As I sit here, listening to you breathe, I daydream about you, us.
The elevator never makes it to the 1st floor. Your arm would curve around my waist, press me close and the elevator would stop. You kiss me with just our lips moving. After an eternity, your tongue presses past my lips. For the first time, I am tasting you and feel your heated scent seep into my clothes, arousing my bare skin underneath. I am totally yours as you kisses keep me connected to you with my back against the beige walls of the small room. Your left thigh forcing itself between my legs and I want to give in to my desire now -- I am warm and smooth, and desirous. You are kissing my neck, the tickling scratchiness of you beard excite my senses and burns me with little raspy scrapes that would tell of your visit there. By now, I am impatient and anxious, horny.