Have you ever lusted over an individual? I'm talking about an obsessive, unrelenting, intoxicating sexual desire type of lust that may only happen a couple of times in your life. It could be a friend, classmate, fellow employee or even a stranger that you encounter. Lust is not wanting to date someone. Its not wanting to become good friends or to hang out. Lust is wanting to fuck and to be fucked by a person with whom you have an intense, insatiable sexual desire. You know it when it happens. It's the feeling that you have to fuck this person, no matter what it takes. I had this happen to me recently and this is my story.
It all began at a hotel restaurant/lounge that I was staying at during a business trip. I was having a drink at the bar and you walked into the room appearing to be alone. I'm single and unattached but unlike other men I'm not the type of guy that hits on every attractive woman that walks by. This was different. We connected immediately, exchanging glances, then longer periods of eye contact. You were in a business casual pants suit and looked up and smiled at me as the waiter sat you down at a table by yourself.
This woman is absolutely mesmerizing I thought to myself. Every inch of my body and mind wanted to fuck her. I would never forgive myself if I didn't at least make an attempt to get her into bed with me. I took my drink and walked to her table. Hey, I'm Ryan I said as I extended my hand. I'm Kristen, nice to meet you. I saw you sitting alone, would you mind if I joined you? No, please stay, I was hoping that you would come over.
We had a drink and exchanged the usual trivial conversation and suddenly, a period of silence as we looked at each other. What are you thinking Kristen I asked. You hesitated for what seemed like forever and said... I'm thinking of what it would be like to fuck you. I paused, stood and threw a hundred dollar bill on the table to cover the tab and reached out for your hand. We got up and walked out of the lounge toward the elevator. Neither of us spoke a word as we entered and the door slowly closed. I pressed 38, the floor to my room.