The Internet is quite amazing. It provides a channel to easily access experiences that one would not have been able to without. I was surfing around and I found a site that looked like a dating site but was more than that. It had postings from men looking for women and women looking for men, offering all sorts of sexual liaisons. I discovered the abbreviation "NSA," which means "no strings attached," in other words two adults getting together for casual sex or the like without a relationship or commitment required. I was shocked that it was so blunt, but then the idea of anonymous sex with a stranger you don't even know the name of sounds kind of kinky, the sort of thing one fantasises about. Well maybe it should stay that way, but now that I had discovered the whole new world I had to at least find out more.
I dragged my mouse down the column of adverts under the section M 4 W (men for women) and I read some really dirty adverts some of them even had pictures of guys posing semi and totally nude. This was too much for me. I was about to hit the X and close this site when I saw this advert.
"Tantric Massage on Offer- Masseur is tall dark and handsome." Who wouldn't want a massage? I clicked this header and opened the whole advert.
"Tantric Massage is all about rebalancing your chakras and restoring harmony to your body and soul, through sensual touch. It will awaken your Kundalini energy (your inner serpent coiled deep within your root chakra /pelvic floor) and elevate this powerful energy throughout your body. This is an incredible out of body experience. You will feel optimistic and positive and rejuvenated. Free trial on offer!"
Wow! I am a person that loves to go for relaxation massage and be pampered. Maybe I should give this a try. It sounds great and I am always ready to try new experiences.
I clicked the "reply to post" button and emailed this guy. His name was Adam.
"Hi Adam, I prefer to remain anonymous. I am interested in your offer, but would like to know more. What does it entail? Where is your studio?"
Adam replied by the next day.
"Hi there! this massage is about total indulgence. You will be made to feel like a goddess. It's all about you and I work at your comfort level and I guarantee total discretion if required. You will get a full body massage applying the art of the sacred teaching of Tantra. It is very sensual but not sexual. Its something you need to try out. I don't have a studio, as this is only a hobby for me. I can either come to your place or meet you at a hotel. If you are still unsure about it we can meet up for a drink and if you can decide then."
This reply did comfort me. I felt less threatened about meeting some stranger who is just interested in casual sex. I did not want that, but I was keen to try out tantric massage.
We agreed to meet at a pub.
"Please email me what you are wearing on the day so that I can recognise you amongst all the other strangers at the pub," he wrote a few days before the date of my massage.
"Also, its imperative that you feel relaxed and sensual so do a yoga class beforehand and remember to dress sexy for out meeting." He ended the email.
The day arrived. I was anxious, had butterflies all over my stomach, but was quite excited in a naughty sort of way- meeting an absolute stranger to receive a full body massage, which is tantric and sensual.
I did my agreed activities, which were to buy massage oil with a scent that I liked, organise an aromatherapy burner and purchase a bottle of red wine.
It was 2 hours to go. I had a bath and shaved myself, trimming my pubic bush to a clean short strip. I then could not make up my mind what to wear. I put on a pair of jeans and a crop top. It seemed too casual. I put on a some of my new shiny spandex leggings with a silky, strappy top. I looked far too provocative. I finally put on a white summer dress, with strappy high heels. I decided it was a good mix of elegant and sexy. I sprayed some perfume, grabbed my handbag and set out to hail a cab to the pub we were meeting at.
I walk in to the pub as nervous as can be, almost shaking. A guy with dark hair, wearing a brown striped shirt and jeans walks up to greet me.
"Hi there, I am Adam, are you Rachel?" he asks.
"Yeh, that's me," I answer.