They walked out of the bar and said their goodbyes to their friends as they made their way towards her car. She wondered if he was going to make a move, or if they'd just get in the car and she would drive him home. She definitely should just drive him home, yet she debated the merits of kissing him. If he kissed her again where would it stop? Did she have the willpower to tell him no? Did she even want to? They didn't usually spend time alone together--it felt dangerous, like something that was just waiting to catch fire. Though if she were being honest, it wasn't just when they were alone. She always felt his pull, and she could feel how much he wanted something more every time they hugged.
They had been flirting all night. More than flirting, honestly. He'd started by casually touching her back and her thigh, and built to stealing kisses and pushing the little buttons that he knew all too well would make her squirm. He'd clearly picked up on her conversation about her current dry spell and sexual frustration with one of the other friends they'd been with at the bar and taken it as permission. But, the flirtation between them wasn't new. It had been happening to some extent or another since they'd broken up. Just a couple of months ago, the two of them had gone out and ended up making out in the bar-- then she'd practically jumped out of the car while it was still moving as he was dropping her off because she didn't trust that she'd be able to stop the seemingly inevitable flow of events if he'd given her a goodbye kiss. And, here they were again. Embers catching fire.
She didn't have to debate about what she should or shouldn't do for very long, he grabbed and kissed her, backing her against her car. They stood there under the security light and kissed in the parking lot, his hands groping her breasts and hers grasping him to pull him closer. There was urgency and need in the way he pressed against her, his fingers dinging into her flesh. She moaned, wanting more. They absolutely shouldn't have been kissing, let alone let it lead any further, but she didn't want to stop. She wanted him, needed to feel his skin against hers.
He lifted her chin, tilting her face towards his and looked into her eyes. "You're such a good girl," he growled, he slid his hand around her throat as he leaned closer to whisper into her ear, "And for tonight, you're my good girl."
She whimpered and her knees went weak. His hand drifted down her stomach and she felt a twinge of disappointment as his fingers brushed passed her zipper, but then they pushed against the seam of her jeans. The denim a frustrating barrier between her wet pussy and his searching fingertips.
"I want you," she moaned.
"Then we should head home, put an end to that nasty dry spell you're having."
She nodded, but as she went to open her car door she realized that her brain was too clouded and she was far too worked up to drive. He noticed her hesitation and asked if she was okay. She nodded and asked him to drive, giving him the keys before walking around to the passenger side. As he drove she tried to clear her head and reminded herself of the reasons she shouldn't be going home with him. She regretted it even as she said it, but she reminded him that they weren't supposed to be doing this--that they'd agreed they weren't supposed to let this happen again. Asking him what she should do if she were a good friend. She didn't finish her thoughts that there was clearly still something between them, but he was married and she was struggling with that. They both clearly wanted this and there was always something about them together that felt right, but it wasn't a good idea. He was quiet for a long moment before reaching his hand across the car and between her legs.
She spread her legs as much as she could for him and he yanked at the button and zipper of her jeans, his fingers finding her clit and massaging as he drove. Her brain fogged over again, deliciously intoxicated by him. She was his. For the night. Probably whenever he wanted her, and she couldn't deny how badly she wanted him, not when his fingers could feel the truth.